Chapter 160: Because I Like You!
"Ren Xi, do you want to go to the city together tomorrow to play? Chen Zhen said that he was going to invite the students to a small gathering. ”
In the headphones connected to QT voice, Liang Wenqiu's excited voice came.
Tomorrow?
Ren Xi glanced up at the calendar, "I'm not going, I'm going tomorrow...... Something's wrong. ”
"That's it, that's fine, it's cold anyway, if you have anything you want to eat, I'll bring it to you back." It just so happened that he didn't particularly want Ren Xi to get together with the group of wolf cubs.
"No, someone went to the wild area to arrest you." Ren Xi glanced at the screen lightly.
"Huh? No, I didn't see anyone...... Oh my god, where did the praying mantis come from! ”
Ren Xi's face did not change, watching him being caught to death by the praying mantis, he reflexively killed the opposite middle lane.
She has been fighting with Liang Wenqiu in the low segment for a week, although his rank is also platinum with her deadlift, but his operation still makes her a little confused.
After the first game, Liang Wenqiu wanted to continue, but Ren Xi shook his head.
"Let's stop fighting."
Seeing that the lower right corner of the computer had reached 23:00, Ren Xi's thoughts couldn't be concentrated, he rubbed his hands that were cold from playing for a long time, got up and opened the door to take a look at the room where Grandma Lin was, there was no light from the room, and he thought that he had already slept.
Gently pursed his lips and returned to the room, looked out of the dark window again, and listened to the strange sound of the howling wind hitting the window, and couldn't help but feel a little used to being lost and sad.
Walked to the wardrobe and turned out a small box, sat on the bed and covered the quilt, raised his hand to open it, and what caught his eye was a stack of albums with black and white contents, Ren Xi took it out, opened it one by one, and the corners of her mouth gradually rose, but gradually, tears suddenly fell in her eyes, crystal and silent.
It turned out that in the album, there were all kinds of bright pictures of a little girl in different sizes or holding various small gifts or smiling while playing, and in front of the little girl, there was an empty outline of a much larger body, which was only traced with black lines, and had no face, but it could still be seen from the outline that it was a woman.
She didn't speak, just looked at the photo so quietly, letting her eyes blur with tears, and there was no superfluous expression on her face.
She was afraid, afraid that she would be able to cry even if she only frowned slightly.
It's another year's birthday......
She really, really wanted to have a good birthday, but what if ......
If 'she' can come back, even if she never has a birthday, she's willing......
Ren Xi stretched out his palm and gently covered the blank figure, and his other hand vigorously rubbed the tears, but the tears seemed to have burst the embankment, and they couldn't be wiped clean.
It wasn't until the phone suddenly buzzed that she woke up and barely wiped away her tears and pressed answer.
"Did you sleep?" I only heard Su Xiang's gentle and gentle voice coming from inside.
I don't know why, Ren Xi was choked up, but after hearing this voice, it suddenly seemed like the gate was automatically opened, and the tears that had just stopped fell again.
"Not ...... yet"
Her choked voice came into her ears, which directly made Su Xiang control the movements of the tablet for a moment, and her expression and tone were confused in an instant.
"What's going on? Why are you crying? ”
It's okay that he didn't ask, this question, all the good things that were originally buried in Ren Xi's heart suddenly surged up wantonly, reaching his throat, as if he was desperately waiting for the master to vomit and release it.
“…… I miss my mother......" Ren Xi sobbed, his hand covering his chest, feeling extremely uncomfortable.
She was always forcing herself not to think about it, but in fact, she was really, really thinking about her......
She doesn't need her to accompany her, she doesn't need her to play with her, she doesn't need gifts, as long as she can come back, she doesn't want anything......
Made!
Su Xiang grabbed his hair with both annoyance and distress, a little madness suddenly flashed in his eyes, he glanced at the coordinate position on the tablet, and ran directly towards the location.
"Don't cry. You know, I really don't want to hear you cry on the phone at all, not at all. Su Xiang said in a deep voice as he ran.
Ren Xi's breathing suddenly stagnated, thinking that he had aroused his disgust, his heart twitched slightly, and before he could feel sad, he heard his voice continue to come.
"Because of this, I know you're upset, and I can't give you a hug! So don't cry, tell me, how can I make you happy? I've never coaxed a girl, and your crying made my whole heart cry, you know? His voice was hoarse, and there was a faint wheeze from running.
Ren Xi's eyes were shocked, and his words were like a heavy hammer, and he was caught off guard and smashed her heart, choking up.
"Why are you being so nice to me......"
Su Xiang suddenly smiled helplessly: "Didn't I tell you the reason a long time ago, because I like you." ”
"......" Ren Xi was uncomfortable: "Why?" ”
Why do you like her, why do you like her when she's not very good?
Su Xiang paused, his expression was straight, his tone was extremely serious, and he said: "Like is like, how can there be so many why?" I feel that no one is better than you, so I like you, want to protect you and take care of you, it's as simple as that! Do you think I just want to see you? You're wrong Xixi, what I said I wanted to see you was to let you see me, I wanted you to recognize me and accept me, that's all! Even if you don't accept me at that time, I won't let go easily, you know, seeing you, it's intentional, it's not that there are no other ideas, I'm with ideas, do you understand? ”
Understood, how could she not understand......
Ren Xi gently wiped away her tears, a smile bloomed on the ground, and most of the sadness between her eyebrows dissipated.
"Hmm."
"Well, what's that? Wrap me up every time, don't you? Su Xiang pretended to be dissatisfied, and then he pulled the corners of his mouth dotingly, looked at the position pointed by the coordinates not far away, and whispered: "Don't be unhappy, I'm about to become an adult, isn't it ugly to cry with a nose?" ”
When Ren Xi heard this, he couldn't help but bend his red eyebrows and eyes from crying.
He still remembered her birthday, so good.
"Once in a while, it's okay......"
"Why doesn't it matter? Of course it matters, but if it's crying in front of me, it's not a big problem. ”
Ren Xi couldn't help laughing, and suddenly remembered something: "Are you still outside?" ”
"Hmm." Su Xiang responded, glanced at the time on his phone again, and it was already eleven forty-five. "Okay, promise me, be happy, I still have a little thing to hang up first, and I'll give you news later."
After speaking, he hung up the phone directly, straightened his clothes, and glanced at the things in his pocket, and then walked towards the house not far away.