"What about your mother! Your mom doesn't care about you? ”

Suddenly, Su Duoduo's eyes were a little red, and he asked me eagerly!

"I didn't have a mom when I was a kid! As for what my mother looks like, the only impression is the yellowed photo at home, the photo of my mother is very beautiful, very temperamental, sometimes I am really grateful to God, and can give me a photo of my mother, at least let me in countless cold dreams, I can dream of the general image of my mother, know what she looks like, it is better than not even knowing what she looks like!

Although I don't know where she is now, if she is still alive, if she still remembers having a son like me, my greatest wish in life is to be able to meet her, tell her how much I miss her, and let me experience what it is like to be at home, even if it is one day! I think it's worth it too! Satisfied! ”

"That! So how have you come through all these years? ”

Su Duoduo rolled down two tears directly from the corners of his eyes at this moment, and looked at me and said!

"To be honest, I don't know, how I have lived for so many years, in kindergarten, my classmates are led by my parents and carried to kindergarten, I am small, only one person walks in the crowd with a schoolbag, at that time there are many people who mistakenly think that I am a lost child, because at that age almost every child is picked up by their parents, and I don't, I am only one person carrying a schoolbag all the way to kindergarten. [No pop-ups. 】

Because I'm afraid of being abducted by traffickers on the road, after all, that's what my grandmother told me, at that time my father rarely returned home, and my grandmother was still there at that time, but my legs and feet were particularly inconvenient, and I couldn't send it at all, so I could only cook at home It was very difficult, every day when I wanted to go to kindergarten, my grandmother told me, don't talk to people I don't know on the road, try to follow behind those parents who send children, pretend to be their children, so that they won't be targeted by bad people, if there are no parents who send children, You're running to kindergarten as fast as you can! ”

"At that time, I would also naively ask my grandmother, why don't children have parents to send them, but I don't! At that time, my grandmother always told me with tears in her eyes that my parents were working outside to earn money to buy me new school bags and new toys! So I told me to be obedient, and later I realized that the child who didn't have an umbrella could only learn to run hard, and my grandmother told me to be obedient and wait until he was well! They took me to the zoo and the amusement park to play, because at that time I heard the two places that other children in the class talked about the most, that is, the zoo and the amusement park, but my grandmother agreed to my request, but after all, it was not completed, pinching my hand when I was just in the first grade of primary school, and left this world in tears. ”

"After my grandmother died, my dad came back, I saw him as a dignified seven-foot man, crying into a tearful man, during that time he was very decadent and drank every day, at first I thought he was just a stranger, after all, I saw her for the first time at that time, and then I learned that he was my dad, I don't know why he was so busy,

Busy my school has never been to a parent-teacher conference, busy we are lucky to have a meal together a month, busy I have a high fever of 40 degrees, if the neighbor didn't find me, I may have burned to death at home, I thought he was so busy, he would stop and rest when he was busy,

But he was taken away by the police, I can never forget, the scene when the police came to my house to arrest him, when I was in the first year of junior high school, kneeling and begging the police to let my father go, but all I met was indifference and ignorance, when my father was taken away, I didn't eat or drink at home for a few days, I didn't dare to go to school, they said I was a prisoner of labor reform, at that time I really felt like I was going to die and lay in bed. ”

"Really! I felt like I didn't have the point of living, but I was thinking in a daze, would I be sad if my dad came back and couldn't find me? I haven't seen what my mother looks like, whether she will miss me as a son, too much unwillingness and reluctance in an instant, surging into my heart, making me feel that I have to live, so sometimes, my thrift, and being able to cook and cook, these are not what I think, but forced by my past life! ”

I raised my head, closed my eyes, smiled bitterly, and suffocated all the sadness and bitterness that was about to pour out, in fact, I don't know why I said so much today, but maybe some of my hearts have been held in my heart for too long, and I have to find someone to talk to, but to be honest, I feel a lot better when I say these words.

"I'm sorry! You're really great! I didn't know you had so many stories about your past! I really! I don't know how! I want to cry! ”

"Woo!! Woo!! ”

After saying Su Duoduo choked up and said this, he couldn't control his emotions and cried!

"What's wrong with you!"

I quickly calmed down my emotions and asked Su Duoduo with some confusion!

"Woo!! Woo! I hear you say that, and I miss my mom so much! I don't know if she's doing well abroad now! I haven't seen her in over a year! ”

Su Duoduo sat on the stool, hugged his knees, raised his head and tears with the waterfall Yes, sliding down!

Girls are girls after all, they can cry unscrupulously, I don't know how to comfort her, I began to regret a little, I shouldn't have told her this, in desperation, I had to help clean up the dishes and chopsticks first, although I was also sad in my heart, but life didn't have to go on.

After I washed and sorted out the dishes and chopsticks, when I came out, Su Duoduo was still sitting on the stool, sobbing quietly, and there were no tears, maybe there was no blue!

"It's all right! If you miss your mother, you can call her! Or go see her! Actually, it's nothing! Life inevitably has ups and downs, you have to taste them all, such a life is perfect, understand? ”

I stood in front of Su Duoduo and smiled! Don't say it's really cute to look at her with tears in her eyes at the moment, and her face full of tears and crying like a flower cat!

"I suddenly feel so pathetic about you! I want to protect you! ”

Su Duoduo looked at me and said with a little choked up!

"Come on! Don't pity and protect me, I can't afford to eat my food and yell at me like a fool! All right! It's not too early or too late, go to bed early, wake up early tomorrow, have a great weekend, and have fun! ”

After that, I was ready to go back to my room, after all, it was 9 o'clock! I'm going to take a shower and go to bed, too!

"I can't sleep! I used to be home alone, and no one ever said anything to me, can you talk to me? ”

Just as I was about to turn back, Su Duoduo looked at me pitifully and said!

"What are you talking about?"

I stopped and turned my head curiously!

"Tell me your story! I want to hear your story! ”

"My story! My story can completely compose a tragic world, don't listen to it, I'm afraid you'll cry blind, and then you can blindfold and become a blind woman in League of Legends! ”

I shrugged and smiled!

"Can you teach me how to play the game? In the past, Chen Yao often boasted that her boyfriend taught her to play games, right! I shouldn't mention them now! ”

She suddenly thought about what she underestimated!

And listening to Su Duoduo say this, I really think I talked about this when I heard her and Chen Yao receive QQ voice, by the way, at that time, Su Duoduo, this guy, kept mentioning what mysterious anti-Korean heroes I opened with dopa55, and I smiled as I spoke!

"Didn't you say that you were looking for that mysterious anti-Korean hero, and I would be boyfriends with dopa55? Is it true that you are still begging her to teach you how to play games? ”

Hearing me say this, although Su Duoduo's face was still full of tears, her face couldn't help but turn red!

"Me! It seems to have been said, but I'm open with dopa55, so mysterious and powerful, how can I take a fancy to me, and whether I can see him in this life, it's still unknown! So his words are still too far away! Teach me how to play! When I'm sad, I often like to play lol the most, but I'm afraid of pits, but it shouldn't be too bad to have you, and I haven't dared to play in the qualifiers! ”