Volume 3 Wushan Yunyu Chapter 65 A woman who fought with herself and lost
"At first, it was just a subconscious and a guilt in my heart, but because I was in the realm of trying to break through the spiritual barrier at that time, my mental condition was quite bad, and this subconscious and guilt eventually evolved directly into a personality that was different from the normal me." Canghai smiled bitterly, "She wants to kill my own personality, occupy my body, and then achieve what she wants to do...... And I didn't want her to succeed, at that time I was completely immersed in the gentleness of Ah Ruan, and I didn't want to leave at all, and I didn't want to lose myself. This is the fundamental contradiction, and the only difference between me and her, but it is only a difference of purpose, and in the end, it leads to the break between the two of us. β
Yan Yuan and Lei Ting's eyes widened, they held their breath, and honestly sat in place and listened to Sister Canghai tell the story of the past. Yan Yuan and Lei Ting really never thought that this kind of thing would happen in this world - a body can even give birth to two personalities, and such two personalities can still oppose and even fight!
- Okay...... It's exciting!
Canghai saw the sparkling eyes of the two of them, sighed, and continued as if he had no choice but to continue: "It was really hard at that time, she always suddenly jumped out of the depths of my soul to try to snatch control of my body, and once I let my guard down, she was always able to succeed!" So in the eyes of outsiders, I seemed to be a little abnormal at that time - I was often chatting with Ah Ruan, I suddenly closed my mouth, and then ran out and in the direction of Lingshan! I wanted to take back control of my body, and she was shouting in her head, shouting, 'Sangtian, she's still waiting for you in Lingshan!' Lord Wu Peng and Lord Wu Xian are still waiting for you in Lingshan! Honestly...... When I first heard Sangtian's words that she was still waiting for me, I really hesitated for a long time, and when I reacted again, I was about to run out of Nanning City, and then it took me a lot of effort to regain control of my body, and then I returned to Nanning City. β
"Then Ruan Yin didn't catch up?" Yan Yuan suddenly asked, "Or did she not succeed in stopping your strange behavior?" β
"Nguyen wouldn't interfere with what I did, and even when I came back, she didn't ask me why I did it. Besides, she couldn't catch up with me at that time......" Canghai shook his head, Yan Yuan frowned slightly when he heard the last sentence, but before he could think about anything, Canghai continued, "But I told her later, and went with her to her father to ask what the hell was going on - at first, I didn't know that it was because of the changes that occurred in the spiritual hallway, and I thought I was possessed by some evil spirit, until Mr. Dragon Tu diagnosed, I realized that it turned out to be my other personality who was making trouble! β
"And then? And then what?! Little Thunder's eyes were shining like twinkling little stars, and she leaned forward and approached Sister Canghai, as if she wanted to know the follow-up to this story, "Then Sister Canghai, you should break with another Sister Canghai, right?" How did it break up? How did you deal with her? β
"Don't worry, listen slowly." Canghai couldn't help but smile when he looked at her appearance, and reached out to touch her little head. Little Thunder has lived in the vicinity of the Witch Clan and this spiritual mountain since she was a child, and has never traveled to the real world, although she has been overly smart since she was a child, which makes her feel like a little adult (although it is a very bearish adult), but when this novel story is placed in front of her, she still can't suppress her excitement. With such an audience, Canghai couldn't even bear not to continue talking, although this matter was actually a very shameful thing for her, "After that, I realized that something was wrong, I couldn't let the other one exist like this anymore." The two of you should all know that the spiritual entrance is not something that can be easily broken through, and the witch clan has even had a time when they couldn't make up ten earth-level witches to serve as ten witches, even if it is a witch clan with the blood of a witch, there are ancestors who have never broken through this entrance. At that time, I didn't know if I would be able to break through the spiritual barrier in a short period of time...... But I couldn't wait, the other me was getting more and more excessive, and she kept doing weird things that I didn't want to do, and in the end...... She even made a move on Ah Ruan, she felt that the only reason for the 'witch girl Canghai' to stay in Nanning was Ah Ruan, so one day she attacked Ah Ruan. β
"To Ruan Yin?" Yan Yuan sneered, "Can't she think about it?" That lily girl didn't knock her over on the spot and then snapped her backhand, she was called Ruan Yin! β
"What are you talking about?" Canghai was stunned, "At that time, Ah Ruan didn't have any cultivation at all?" β
Yan Yuan: "...... Well, you go ahead. β
- Mom, it means that Ruan Yin has not yet cultivated back then, that is, her cultivation time has been shortened by a step? Depend on! How much time did it take her to reach the pinnacle of the Ground Rank! This perverted genius!
"Well, fortunately, I reacted in time at that time, so I didn't have any accidents with Ah Ruan! But you two can probably hear it, the other me is actually getting more and more chaotic, at the beginning she was able to communicate with me normally, and tried to convince me through communication, but at that time she was already difficult to think rationally - the fact that she would attack Ah Ruan is proof of this...... She didn't even think that even if she killed Ah Ruan, the angry Nanning Ruan family would be so likely to let me leave? She didn't even think of such a superficial thing before she did it to her benefactor! That idiot! Canghai's tone suddenly brought a little anger to her, and she seemed very dissatisfied with the way her other personality did it, "So I went to negotiate with her!" I ran to a clearing outside of Nanning, and stayed there for the final negotiation and decisive battle with herβof course, this decisive battle ended up in my brain, two souls from the origin collided together, and finally ......"
"Sister Canghai, did you win?"
"No, I lost." Canghai showed a regretful and somewhat embarrassed smile, "That guy's obsession is stronger than I thought...... In other words, it was one of my obsessions, and I felt that I was no weaker than that guy, but I was wrong - her obsession was also reflected in me, and it eventually led to my defeat. β
"Huh?" Yan Yuan was stunned, "But Sister Canghai, didn't you successfully advance to the ground level?" But you...... How did it fail? β
"That's right, I lost, but I also crossed the spiritual threshold, and the two are not contradictory." Canghai smiled, "Maybe defeating her completely is also a way to get through the spiritual entrance, but in that case, I won't return to Lingshan, I should still stay in Nanning City or stay by Ah Ruan's side today, right?" But I didn't defeat her, in the decisive battle with her, I realized the obsession hidden in my heart, I didn't break this obsession, I chose to accept it. So, I became one with my other personality and crossed the spiritual threshold. β
"Then, I left Nanning, returned to Lingshan, and became a witch."
"Yan Yuan, this is my story, I don't know if it will have an effect on you...... Honestly, you can't have a second personality, and I don't think my experience will be useful to you. Canghai rolled his eyes, then covered his face slightly, "Really...... Let me tell this black history...... Alas, I'm probably the only one who fights with myself and loses, right? β