The days in Wuyuan passed quickly.

A week has passed in a blink of an eye, and almost every day I accompany Tang Yun to climb the mountain in the morning, drink tea and chat in the afternoon, watch variety shows in the evening, and then get drunk at night and have a good night's sleep.

……

On the eighth day of Wuyuan, early in the morning.

Finally, it's time to decide to go online and take a look.

The system is updated, and the character is successfully read.

"Huh!"

The character appeared in the rebuilt Tianfeng City, and on the big map in the north, a new main city is under construction, which is the rebuilt White Deer City, the scale is exactly the same as the original, but the reconstruction time is a little longer, and the resource transformation in the game needs to follow the economic laws, so the reconstruction of White Deer City and the refresh of resources are almost all exchanged at the same price, constantly extracting resources from the Divine Elephant City and Qingguang City, and at the same time, the national service official has to invest a lot of funds and resources.

Glancing at my friends list, I have over a thousand unread emails, most of them comforting or something.

And in it, my eyes lit up and I found a familiar ID, which was a voicemail from Fusu Yamayou, the event sent was 20 days ago, and he hadn't left at that time!

Don't...... Is this a scheduled email? That's true.

Click on the email, confirm the playback, and the next moment, the voice of the mountain Fusu echoed in my ears like a dream-

"Brother Xi, I'm sorry."

"I don't know what mood to use to talk to you, so I can only choose to escape."

"Brother Xi, my body is getting worse day by day, I can feel that my life is constantly losing rapidly, I know this feeling very well, and now, I know that she is waiting for me on the other side of the sky, so I ...... Even looking forward to this moment. ”

"It's just, I'm not reconciled, Brother Xi, you have always been my brother, when White Deer City was besieged, how could you be so ruthless and ruthlessly watch your younger brothers and sisters disappear under the iron hooves of the enemy?"

"I know, you're thinking about everyone, you're a good alliance leader, but ...... But Brother Xi, why are you so ruthless. ”

"I'm sorry, this time I was too willful, and I have no turning back."

"I'm sorry, Brother Xi, you will always be my best, best and best big brother, I will pray for you at the end of the world, may you be safe and happy, no longer wronged, no longer in a dilemma."

……

"Drop", the voice is played.

I collapsed, sitting on the cold marble floor of the East Square of Tianfeng City, tears falling involuntarily, at this time, Fusu still used three "best" to describe me as a big brother, am I really worthy? Is it my selfishness that drives him to a dead end, is it my cowardice that leaves him with no choice?

Am I worthy to be his big brother?

As Fusu said, I was too ruthless, too much reason, and I didn't feel like myself, or even like a person.

Suddenly confirmed that he was offline, and desperately ripped off the game helmet.

I rushed to the bathroom and turned on the faucet to splash water in my face to calm myself down.

Not long after, Tang Yun also went offline, she heard the movement, appeared behind me, and said quietly: "Brother Xi, what's wrong with you?" Isn't it...... What happened again? ”

"It's fine."

I shook my head and said, "It's been a long time since I've been online, I'm a little uncomfortable, I won't be on it today, Yun'er, you can level up by yourself." ”

"No, I'll accompany you."

"Thank you......"

I stepped forward, hugged her tightly, and said, "Yun'er, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I love you...... I really love you, but I ...... But I ......"

"I know."

She hugged me tightly and said, "I'll always be by your side, okay?" ”

"Hmm."

I slowly let go of her and said, "Suddenly, I kind of want to eat fried chestnuts with sugar......

She couldn't help but chuckle: "Why do you suddenly have an appetite?" In that case, I'll go out and buy it for you? ”

"Mmmm, I was supposed to buy it myself, but ...... I'm too sad, my legs and feet are inconvenient, and I can only grieve my daughter-in-law, hahaha~~~"

"Hmph, big lazy bug."

She put on a beautiful coat and said, "Then I'll go, you boil some water and make me a cup of black tea." ”

"Well, it's okay, it's ordered!"

……

She went downstairs.

I stood on the balcony, looking at her back, tears rippled and I couldn't tell the reluctance, but the depression in my heart made people unable to think and make any decisions.

After Tang Yun walked away, he quickly went downstairs, went to the store, bought an iron basin, and then bought a bunch of charcoal for the fire here, then returned to the room, sealed all the windows in the room, turned off the air conditioner and alarm, put the charcoal into the basin, and after making a fire, he hugged his knees and sat in front of the TV.

I had no choice, those nightmares and self-blame, like a mountain, overwhelmed me, I didn't believe that there was such a thing as depression in the world, but I really understand at this moment that sometimes, it is really easier to die than to live.

Soon after, the room was steaming hot.

It became difficult to breathe, my brain was a little dizzy, and I knew that it was already a sign of imminent carbon monoxide poisoning, and after a while, I began to break out in a cold sweat and my limbs became weak, and it was impossible for me to stand up and open the window and open the door by myself.

"Fusu ......"

Looking up at the ceiling, I muttered: "I'm sorry, I failed to protect my brother and sister, and I didn't protect you, it was my big brother's cowardice that disappointed you, now, I'm here to atone for my sins, I'm here to see you, I'm going to slaughter the dragon, we can really cook dragon meat together this time and eat it......"

At this point, consciousness begins to blur and is about to fall into a deep sleep.

It's a good feeling to be dead.

Everything is liberated......

……

My mind was blank, but I don't know how long it took, I heard Tang Yun's screams in my ears, and the sound of her struggling to open the doors and windows, and when I opened my eyes, I saw her crying like a tearful person, just sitting in front of me.

"Yun'er ......" I am weak and can't move.

"Bastard...... You bastard! ”

While crying, she said loudly, "I just felt that something was wrong, and when I came back, I became like this...... If you're going to leave like this, I'll ...... What should I do? Do you want to ...... Do you want to leave me alone in a strange place? I'll ...... later. What should I do in the future? You let me ...... You made me ......"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I burst into tears: "I really can't pass this level in my heart, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Tears blurred my vision, and I muttered: "At the beginning, when we brushed the door of life and death, you said that life and death are two sides, life and death are connected, I didn't think it was true at the time, but I didn't expect that those were true. ”

She looked at me, gritted her silver teeth, and said, "Ding Muchen! My brother Xi, after you die, you are worthy of Lin Su, but what about me? Are you worthy of me? Are you worthy of Sister Xiran? Are you worthy of Chengcheng? So many people who love you are waiting for you to cheer up, but you choose to give up, I know you are in pain, but ...... Seeing you so sad, do you know I'm even harder? ”

"I'm sorry, Yun'er ......"

I leaned against the wall, tears welling up in my eyes: "I'm sorry...... At the beginning, I couldn't save Sister Yi, and now, I can't save Fusu, I don't know what the use of a person like me is......"

"You ......"

She gritted her teeth and said: "This is not your responsibility at all, the people who indirectly killed him were those bastards of the organizing committee, it was definitely not you, you are gone now, who will seek justice for Lin Su?" Do you think you're atoning for your sins when you walk away like this? If you leave now, who will accompany me in the future, and who will I spend my life with in the future? If you are gone, your father, who will serve him in old age? If you leave, so many people in Beichen will really become a plate of scattered sand, who will be able to guide them in the future? If you leave, Jianmo, Lin Che, Wang Jinhai, and Qingyan quarrel, who can convince the public? If you leave, Sister Xiran and Chengcheng are bullied, who can protect them? If you're gone......"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

I held her hand tightly and trembled: "I was blindfolded for a while, and I couldn't live for a while, I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry, Yun'er......"

Her eyes were red, and tears kept falling: "Now, do you still want to burn charcoal to commit suicide?" ”

"I don't want to ...... Don't want to ......."

I rushed forward and hugged her tightly: "You woke me up, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”

"Fusu is in the sky, I don't want to see such pain, Brother Xi, cheer up......"

"Well, I must, I must, pull myself together...... Yun'er, don't cry either. ”

She sat on her knees, tears rolling down her face, and a pair of beautiful eyes looked at me like this: "You know what? You're freaking me...... I almost lost you, I ......"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

"Alright, let's clean up the room......"

"Hmm."

……

Soon after, the innkeeper rushed upstairs and looked at it in a daze: "You guys...... What are you doing? ”

"It's okay, it's okay, boss." Tang Yun said.

"How messy is this room...... the boss frowned, "the walls and ceiling are smoked, this ...... Fear...... Do you want to burn charcoal? No, this room can't be lived in for you, you can compensate for it, and then move out, this room has been made unclean by you! ”

"Boss, what do you mean it's not clean?" Tang Yunxiu frowned lightly.

"What do you say, you dare to burn charcoal in the room, do you think this house can still be considered a clean house?"

"Nonsense!"

Tang Yun was very angry: "You can let us move out, but why do you say that the room is not clean?" Did you brush your teeth in the morning? Why is the room not clean, let me know clearly! ”

The boss frowned: "Hurry up and take your things, the compensation that should be compensated, let's go!" ”

"I won't compensate."

Tang Yun stood up and said lightly: "How much is your homestay?" I bought the whole thing. ”

"You ......"

……

In the end, Tang Yun spent 2400W to buy this small piece of homestay, and I was a little speechless, so I actually bought a homestay in order to fight for a breath, but Tang Yun really did not lack this money.

"What, unhappy?" As a shopkeeper, she asked me with a smile.

"It's not that I'm unhappy, I feel like it's a waste of money." I say.

"Who said that?"

She pursed her lips and smiled: "In the future, this place can be used as a base for us to travel and date, come once every spring when the rape flowers bloom, have your own storefront, and live at any time you want, how good!" ”

"It makes sense, then I'll invest half of the shares."

"Okay, thank you boss~~~"

“……”