[9] Memories of the Tears of Ji Shen

- "Do you really want to say it?" ”

In the spacious psychological research department, I sat at the conference table with the women, and I took a deep breath and looked at everyone and asked.

At this point, I was in a rather awkward situation.

I made a suggestion to study [unrequited love], and then it was time for everyone to take turns to blow up their own history of unrequited love.

If you want me to say, I caused this topic - it is absolutely death to let everyone blow up the history of unrequited love.

The six girls in front of me are all peerless beauties, and they have been unrequited by the boys in the school day and night, and it is really surprising that they can have unrequited love.

Sure enough, one of their unrequited love is vague (cat, cat), the other is the second disease (Alice), and the two have never had unrequited love at all (sister, Liuli), even if it is, there are two people who dedicate such a precious youth experience of unrequited love to the same sex! (Senior Sister Shiyue and Xia Youke)

Now it was my turn.

That's right.... My unrequited love is unrequited love in the strict sense of the word!

Truly miserable unrequited love!!

"Ji Shen.... We're interested. ”

Ruri said with a red face.

"Hmm.... I want to know more about my juniors. ”

The senior sister also held her cheeks, blushing and waiting for me to speak.

All the women put on a look of anticipation.

Goo –

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and it was time not to talk about it.

It's a great shame, but still... Let's talk about it.

After all, this suggestion of "blowing up one's own unrequited love" history was put forward by me, and it would be too cowardly to be the president!

"Okay..... I say. ”

I said helplessly, and finally compromised.

"Oooh—looking forward to it."

When the women saw that I had finally decided to talk about my unrequited love, they couldn't help but be a little excited, and they all leaned forward slightly, blushing in anticipation and listening.

"It was a summer four years ago......."

I pressed my elbows against the table, crossed the fingers of my hands, placed them under the tip of my nose, my hair hidden under my bangs, and made up my mind to start bursting my tearful memories—

It was a summer four years ago.

Although she is not very handsome, she met her with a sunny smile.

She was a girl from the next class.

She's not too pretty, she can only be said to be middle-upper, but somehow I fell madly in love with her.

Maybe it's because she has some mature way of speaking, maybe it's because she's a responsible class cadre in the class next door, or maybe she's always giving a speech at the flag-raising ceremony.

I started unrequited love, that is, unrequited love.

It wasn't very serious at first, just a lot of time to pay attention to her.

When the two classes were in PE class together, I would hide behind a tree and watch her do sit-ups.

Although the physique is not very good, I will do my best in front of her.

When I jumped high, I deliberately jumped very high for her, and in the end I didn't stand firm, and I fell hard.

When the two classes were in an open class together, I rarely answered questions in order to attract her attention.

Thinking that I might meet her anytime and anywhere, I changed my cleaning plan of taking a shower once every two days to taking a shower once a day.

In the cafeteria, I will also watch her eat from a distance, and I will have an appetite when she eats it in one bite.

Hawkers, and I didn't think I could really date her.

I had poor grades, I was frustrated and short, I didn't deserve her, and I didn't expect anything. 】

I slowly finished this unrequited love history, and then I was stunned.

What happened after that?

I remember that in my memory, there are still more sad things..... I don't think it's just that I haven't seen each other since then.

Damn, because of the second personality, the memory is somewhat unstable .... I can't remember.

"That.... Ji Shen, is this the end of your unrequited love history, and what happened after that? ”

Ruri asked, because my story was clearly not finished.

"Well, I also remember one day my brother ran home very sad and asked him what happened, and he was just crazy about talking about some things that didn't have .... Say you don't trust women anymore....."

Sister Shenling said thoughtfully.

Don't believe in women?

I was stunned, did I say such a thing at the time?

That's right!

I remembered that there was a follow-up to that unrequited love!

An extremely tragic follow-up -

[My history of unrequited love has a follow-up.

I've always liked her, and after a year of confusion, we reached the last semester of primary school: the second half of sixth grade.

It was a day I will never forget-

That day, I was called to the office by the teacher because I didn't do my homework, and then I lay on the desk to make up for the day's homework.

After finishing my homework, it's time to get out of school.

I walked out of the teacher's office with my bag on my back.

I walked slowly down the long aisle and then walked to the door of the next class, the fifth class of sixth grade.

"I've liked you for a long time, please get along with me!"

I heard a boy's high-pitched voice resounding in the classroom next door.

Huh?

I didn't know what was going on, but out of curiosity, I sneaked through the crack in the door and watched inside.

——I saw the spacious classroom of the next class, the neatly placed desks, and the setting sun through the window lattice, lazily sprinkled on the desks.

In the center of the classroom, there stood a man and a woman, the boy was handsome and tall, and the girl—

It's the girl I've always liked!

Middle-to-upper-looking, very mature and gentle, like an older sister than me, and it feels very powerful to speak.

I have always been unrequited in love with her, and I didn't dare to confess, or even dare to approach, but now I witnessed Gao Fushuai confessing to her......

Let's read on.....

Hmph, isn't this guy who confessed to her a little handsome, excellent in study, good at basketball, and very popular.

Isn't it the little prince in the teacher's heart, the little friend in everyone's heart?

That's all.

I believe that the goddess in my heart will not accept him!

"Do you really want to confess to me?"

My goddess bowed her head, her hands crossed over her chest, and her face flushed.

Hmph, her face is so red, and she lowers her head again, she must be angry!

That's right, give me a rejection of this bastard, he's so handsome.

- "Well, your answer is ....."

The rich man smiled disgustingly.

Reject him fiercely!

I clutched the doorframe, staring at the developments within it.

"Poof... Poof...."

At this moment, there are three people's heartbeats around here, hers, the rich and handsome, and mine.

“..... That ....."

Her red lips lifted lightly, and my heart rose to my throat.

- "I accepted - please be my boyfriend." ”

Yes.....

She whispered, and it took a long time for my brain to decipher the meaning of the sentence.

There was a roar in the brain, and it felt like the world was going to collapse.

My legs went limp, and I felt weak all over.

It was as if all I could hear was the sound of my own heart breaking.

No way.....

She accepted him so easily!

I've liked girls for a year, so easy to accept each other!??

"Great...."

The rich and handsome man smiled sunnyly, then took a step forward, grabbed her shoulder, and was about to kiss down.

"I love you.... XX"

He, calling her name.

Unexpectedly, the first time I knew her name was from the love language of other boys.

"Hmm.... Me too...."

She raised her head, wrapped her arms around Gao Fushuai's neck, and was about to kiss him.....

Ahhhhhh

"Don't! That's enough! ”

I slammed the door open and stood at the back of the classroom.

They were going to kiss and stopped moving, and I stood in the doorway in embarrassment.

Huh? What am I doing?

Without thinking, I pushed the door open and spoiled their good deeds.....

"Who are you?"

Gao Fushuai glanced at me very unhappily, and the goddess in my heart looked at me with a blank and dissatisfied look.

My heart is broken.....

There is no hope, just use hypocritical demeanor to vent his inner dissatisfaction and embarrassment.

- "Hmph.... Who do you ask me? ”

I put my hands in front of my face, covered my eyes, and struck a handsome pose.

No....

I said this to myself in my heart, but I still continued to be in the middle two.

"I am the Dark Moon Warrior who saved the world!"

The rampant smile was accompanied by a gesture of drawing a sword.

No..... I'm deceiving myself.

"O layman whose brain is filled with love—after the king has been blessed with three thousand harems—he is no longer interested in women!"

I boasted arrogantly, leaning against the door frame.

Both of them froze and looked at me like madmen.

It's over.....

"This king will retire first-stupid love star man say goodbye to me-I'm going to save the world, ahhahahahahahahaha-"

At last I laughed wildly, turned my back to them, and rose from the dust.

"He's got a bad brain....."

Faintly, I heard her voice behind me, wiped in the breeze.

My world is already dark, and my heart hurts.... The kind of pain that hurts so much that you can't shed tears.

On that day, the object of unrequited love became someone else's lover.

All I can do is add a joke to the memories of the day they confessed their love.