Chapter 39: Paranoid Love

This night, Mu Shangqing felt that he had slept very deeply.

Not physically, spiritually.

After waking up, she lay on the bed in a daze, and she couldn't react for a while.

His gaze swept over the man who was still asleep. Is it real? or is it just a dream?

There was a cool dampness coming from the pillow.

This made Mu Shangqing, who was still immersed in the dream, surprised.

Raise your hand and brush it over your cheek.

Wet.

She actually shed tears, although in a dream.

But that's really...... Dreams?

"Little Spirit!"

He sat up from the bed violently, and the conjecture shook so that Mu Shangqing forgot to call in his heart, and actually called out directly.

"Master of love, what's the matter with calling Xiaoling in such a hurry?"

As an on-call emotional assistant, Xiao Ling responded immediately.

"Is what I had in my dream true?"

Always in a steady voice, with a bit of urgency, it can be seen that Mu Shangqing is in the mood at this time.

"Master, without your permission, except in special circumstances, Xiao Ling is not allowed to check your soul state privately.

So, my lord, can you tell me what happened?"

Xiao Ling asked seriously and seriously.

It didn't know what was going on, but it had to figure out why. Because any and a little external factor may contribute to different emotional development.

It is an emotional assistant that wants to find the place of love, so no accidents are allowed.

After Mu Shangqing heard Xiao Ling's words, he was silent for a while, and then slowly said that he didn't know if it was a dream or what really happened......

At the end of the story, one person and one spirit fell silent.

"Master of Love, according to your description, Xiao Ling can probably understand what the situation is. If it was as expected, it should have happened in your previous life, not a dream. ”

Obviously, there was already a little speculation, but when I really heard the facts, my heart still inevitably slammed into a slump.

"It's just so sure it's not a dream. ”

Mu Shangqing had reason to be suspicious. After all, Xiaoling is her emotional assistant, and all favorable factors may be used by the other party.

"You don't have to have any doubts about me. From the moment I became your Spirit, I made a contract with you. Anything that is contrary to you or to your advantage is within the limits of your obligations.

The price of breaking the covenant is something our spirit cannot afford. It's not just punishment, it's very likely to be scattered. ”

Xiao Ling didn't mind letting Mu Shangqing know more about her relationship with herself. This helps to build trust and makes the work go more smoothly.

"Scattered spirits?"

The rest of Mu Shangqing knew that it was the first time she had heard of the word "Scattered Spirit".

It is the contract that erases the bound. ”

The truth is simple and brutal.

However, Xiao Ling, who said it, did not have any sense of dissatisfaction, and there was a sweet smile on his little face.

"Don't you feel unwilling, for the sake of another person, to be put in the shackles of life. ”

Looking at the completely insensitive person, Mu Shangqing didn't understand. Is it worth sacrificing yourself for something else?

"No, I'm here with a mission, and there will be a very generous reward for completing it, which other spirits can't hope for.

Correspondingly, if there is a mistake in the task, it is natural to be punished. Pay and return are directly proportional. ”

For Mu Shangqing, except for the fact that he is not a spirit child, he cannot be told, and the rest can be unconditionally told as long as it is not a forbidden secret.

"Is it rewarding? ...... that"

Why was he willing?" Mu Shangqing asked softly.

What is all love, even life, for?

I've never given a response, and I don't even know his love. What is the reason for such a lack of hesitation?

Looking at the man who was still unconscious, Mu Shang's eyes were full of doubts. She really wanted to ask him, ask him why. Why is this kind of unresponsive, unhesitating love willing......

"Mistress?"

Unable to hear Mu Shangqing's response, Xiao Ling called softly. It didn't know about this master, and it didn't ask.

"As you said, what I saw in my dreams was actually what happened in my previous life. What happened after I died?"

"Yes. There was a time before you were sent back here, and when you were in the underworld. What happened in your dream in your past life should be what happened during that time period.

What you don't know, but what really happens. The reason why I dream may be more appropriate to see it. Probably because of the slight overlap with your soul at that point in time.

You are half-asleep and half-awake, and your soul wanders to that point in time, so that you see what happened later in that time. ”

Regarding the situation mentioned by Mu Shangqing, Xiao Ling gave a clear answer, which can be said to be reasonable, clear and reasonable.

"That'...... When he was leaving, he said he saw me, and what did he say? How could he see in my state? And even if he could see the unknown, I wasn't in that time. ”

Mu Shangqing clearly remembered the situation in the last scene at that time. He didn't know if the man had actually seen her, or if it was a hallucination that his brain had formed before he died.

"He should...... It's really seeing you. Before dying, the brain's response waves are different from before, and you can see things that you can't usually see.

So before he died, it was very possible that he could see you close at hand. As for the fact that you are indeed gone, but your soul in this life is wandering away from the time point of that life, so it can be seen and explained. ”

As a little spirit who has lived in the underworld for countless years, he still knows a lot about these things. It's also effortless to answer, and it's completely understandable.

"Did you really see it......?

When I saw myself, I fulfilled that person's greatest wish. It must be because of this that he left with a smile.

Even so, my heart is still depressed. It hurts a little, but I don't know where the pain comes from.

But since the self of that life is over, and the man is also over, then everything will return to dust and start again from this life.

A new, different life.

"In this life, you will no longer have the loneliness of the cold night. There will always be a place for you by my side. ”

The solemn promise is to this man who has been chosen a long time ago.

This is not the promise made before the departure of the previous life, not the promise to the previous life after waking up, but the promise made by the current self to the current Yan Chen.

In this life, she is just her, and Yan Chen is her Yan Chen. This man, she will definitely not let go.

After that real dream, Mu Shangqing's mood changed again.

In the past, she gave Yan Chen the favor and tolerance, which was nothing more than this man's single-mindedness to himself in his previous life, and he was willing to promise others.

And now she has more of a pain from the bottom of her heart that she didn't have when she was reborn. There are not many sour and swollen, but they make the heart full.

It's not clear what this is, but Mu Shangqing knows that it's different. She not only allowed people, but also allowed people to stand beside her, and took away half of her heart.

Half himself, half him.

The two are a life that blends together.

"Didn't you say that what you want to do most is to be with me? Even if you don't do anything, you can be together quietly every day. Just ...... with me

I want to tell you that I agree with you to do what you want to do the most. As long as you want, we can be together quietly every day. ”

Mu Shangqing sat on the edge of Yan Chen's bed, holding the thick palm of the person in one hand, and delicately depicting the face of the sleeping man with the other.

is still so handsome, just like the sleeping beauty, but it is the prince's version.

Her Ah Chen is really beautiful.

"Did I say that Ah Chen's appearance is very handsome? No, it seems that there is, but I have praised Ah Chen's good figure.

Ah Chen didn't praise me. It's not fair at all. But it's too late to boast now, I'm still waiting.

You've slept for a long time, for days, and that makes all the work mine. It's still a special assistant, believe it or not, if you're lazy, I'll deduct your salary. ”

Looking at the person who was silent no matter what he said, Mu Shangqing's heart felt uncomfortable.

The doctor said that he should talk to the person more often, and talk about what the person was most interested in before he fell into a coma. This helps to activate brain cells and can promote people to wake up earlier.

But when I said these words to a person who was unconscious and cared about me very much, I felt very uncomfortable. No matter what, this work still has to be done.

"Do you know that the generals under your command are about to turn the sky upside down? If you don't wake up, they'll really rebel.

That assistant of yours, Nie Bin, is really a talent. I don't know where you got it, it's just a fox.

The irascible Mo Bai wanted to find someone desperately, but he couldn't look at people all the time, so he turned around and sent people into the bureau.

You don't know, that scene was really funny. That's right, the reason is intentional injury. said that Mo Bai gave him a punch, and the human and material evidence was there, so he couldn't argue!

Wake up quickly, there are a lot of things, it's more interesting to see them with your own eyes. But I'm going to watch your guys and don't let them have problems......"

Mu Shangqing said a lot, even she didn't know that she could still say so many words without stopping.

Human potential is indeed forced.

Before she knew it, she could do a lot of things that she hadn't done before.

Listen patiently to people's words, carefully observe people's expressions, and strive to express what you think...... Many, much more. But Mu Shangqing knew it again, because that person was Yan Chen.

Because she is Yan Chen, she is willing to change herself.

Because Yan Chen was thinking about it all the time, changing as he liked.

Someone has said:

To love someone is to be inclusive;

To love someone is to give;

To love someone is to just want to see her laugh;

To love someone is to be willing to block all pain and sorrow;

To love someone is to see her well, and everything will be fine;

To love someone is to give you everything I have, including life......

Perhaps there is something about this kind of love that is paranoid. But this is the man's love, she is the one who is loved.

She was willing to be paranoid.

This paranoid, but wholeheartedly devoted love......

"Wake up, I'm waiting for you......"

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