Li Wei returned to the military region alone, looking at his departing back, Han Meng turned his head and glanced at Ye Wushuang and said, "What's wrong with him?" ”

Ye Wushuang shook his head and said calmly: "Newcomer, he always has to bear some shocks, he has experienced too much this time. ”

Han Meng also nodded, indeed... She remembered the first time she had the blood of a neighboring country's soldiers on her hands, as if she was still crying? It's really a nostalgic innocence, but it's a pity that if she wants to survive in this world, she has long lost this kind of thing.

When Li Wei returned to the military region from the dimensional battlefield, he went directly to take a cold shower, and then lay flat on the floor.

But this time he found that he couldn't sleep, and there seemed to be a stone weighing down on his heart that made him breathless.

Now the question hovering over him was, what was he fighting for? If this problem is not solved, Li Wei feels that he will not be able to sleep at all.

In the dark, Li Wei opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling of the warehouse, his mind was full of everything he had experienced, and he tried to find the answers he wanted in different people, but he still did not succeed.

"Da Da Da..."

The footsteps sounded, and Li Wei subconsciously sat up, thinking that it was Ye Wushuang and the others coming over, but she found that it was someone else.

Qin Mu.

Because there was not enough light, half of Qin Mu's face looked particularly gloomy in the dark, and Li Wei subconsciously marched and saluted and shouted to the instructor.

Qin Mu nodded and motioned for Li Wei to sit down, he also sat on the ground casually.

"I've heard about you on the dimensional battlefield." Qin Mu took out a cigarette and handed it to Li Wei, he shook his head, he didn't have this habit.

"Snort"

The flames surged, Qin Mu's fingertips surged with a ball of fire, Li Wei's face was full of black lines, this Qin Mu is enough!

Fire supers to light cigarettes?

"This thing is good..."

Qin Mu took a long breath of smoke rings and said with a smile: "When they come back, they will definitely smell smoke." ”

Li Wei: ??? Wait, isn't it yourself who gets beaten like this?

"How are you feeling right now? Is it uncomfortable to kill someone for the first time? Qin Mu squinted at Li Wei and asked.

Li Wei shook his head and said, "There's nothing uncomfortable. ”

"But they say there's something wrong with you." Qin Mu bit his cigarette and said: "Young man, don't be stubborn, anyone will experience this kind of thing, there is nothing to be ashamed of, let me tell you that Han Meng knows, it is the girl who taught you martial arts, she was also taught by me when she came to the Jinshi Military Region, she cried her nose when she killed someone for the first time, but unfortunately it didn't shine down." ”

Li Wei couldn't help but think of the appearance of Han Meng's crying nose in his mind, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but turn up slightly.

"But I'm not." Li Wei said softly.

"Then why are you so birdy?" Qin Mu looked at Li Wei with an evil look of I believe in you and said, "Look in the mirror, where are you a little soldierly now?" ”

Li Wei shook his head with a wry smile, thought for a while, and said, "Instructor, can I ask you a question?" ”

"Huh?"

Qin Mu spit out a cigarette fiercely, spit out a long smoke ring, and said with a smile: "Ask." ”

"What are you fighting for?"

Li Wei looked at Qin Mu and said very seriously: "To survive?" ”

Qin Mu was stunned for a moment, as if he was quite surprised why Li Wei would ask such a question, he lowered his head and thought for a while, and then seemed to be looking for something, took out his wallet and took out a photo on his body, held it up to Li Wei and said, "Na." ”

Li Wei squinted, although his vision was dark, he could still see that in the photo was a boy holding a little girl's palm, showing a bright smile.

"Your daughter?"

Li Wei showed a suspicious look, he couldn't see it... The boy in the photo should be Qin Mu, but it seems that he should be when he was young, just like his current age.

"Do you think Lao Tzu is a beast?" Qin Mu said with a big grin: "That's Lao Tzu's sister!" ”

"Oh." Li Wei suddenly realized.

"But she's out of the army." Qin Mu lit the second cigarette again, and said in a low voice: "In an operation three years ago, her team suffered an accident, although she saved her life, she could only sit in a wheelchair for the rest of her life. ”

Li Wei pondered for a moment, but still did not answer.

Qin Mu also said to himself: "I joined the army at the age of sixteen, and I was also enthusiastic, fantasizing that I could become a hero of the human race and completely expel dimensional creatures, but the truth is very cruel, and the comrades-in-arms around me keep dying, changing again and again, and for a while I even doubted whether I could survive until the next day." ”

Swallowing the smoke, Qin Mu also looked at the ceiling and said, "In order to survive, I live very cautiously every day, because I don't want to die." ”

"No one wants to die." Li Wei thought for a moment.

"Yes, I'd rather be a peace dog than a troubled world, who wants to face these dimensional creatures every day?"

Qin Mu laughed at himself and said: "Until that day, when I saw my sister sitting in a wheelchair and her trousers were empty, I really felt a very helpless feeling at that moment, thinking that I was too TM and useless, and in the end I couldn't even protect my sister." ”

In the dark, Qin Mu pressed the cigarette in his hand to the ground, looked at Li Wei and said with a smile: "From that day on, I knew that I could no longer fight for myself, although this world is a very cruel world, there are also many existences worthy of your fighting." ”

"Sometimes even a look, a trivial matter, even a group of smiling faces of a group of children, they are all reasons why we are worth fighting."

Li Wei was stunned for a moment, he vaguely felt that he had captured something, but he still had a very vague feeling that he was almost instantaneous, and he had grasped the answer all of a sudden.

"Think about it, what is there in this cruel world that is worth thinking about? If one day all these good things are destroyed, it will be too late to regret it. Qin Mu seemed to want to say something, but his eyebrows raised, and he immediately stood up and patted him on the shoulder and said, "I still have something to do, so I'll go first." ”

After saying that, Qin Mu left in a hurry, but Li Wei didn't pay attention, his mind was full of what Qin Mu had just said.

What else in this world is good for you?

He has no relatives, his parents have long been killed in the dimensional battlefield, Li Wei gradually closed his eyes, and many pictures appeared in his mind, trying to find the beauty worthy of his own protection from his memory.

Soon he saw an innocent and bright smiling face shouting at himself Big Brother, a group of children in the welfare home, playing around him from childhood to adulthood, and Grandma Ye, when she was a child, she often taught herself a lot of principles of life,

If one day Xiao Yi fell into the claws of dimensional creatures, and the children in the welfare home became the food in the womb of dimensional creatures, would he be able to accept this fact?

Or when Xiaoyi grows up, he also joins the army or becomes a superpower, and then dies unexpectedly during a mission, can he accept this fact?

Constantly asking himself, Li Wei opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were clear, the answer, he had found it!

Everyone chooses to fight, not to fight for their own lives, but to fight for the sake of more people alive!

With the doubts in his heart no longer existing, Li Wei's whole person also regained his spirit, and slowly stood up, he didn't realize that his temperament had changed differently, maybe from this moment on, he could be regarded as a real soldier.

Li Wei !! You smoke here!!? Come out and get beaten! ”

Han Meng's roar suddenly sounded, which immediately startled Li Wei, and he glanced sideways, Qin Mu beside him had long since disappeared, and he was suddenly at a loss.

Hey, what about people?