Chapter 97: School Celebration (9)
But the little girl really stopped crying and stared at him.
Incomparably hateful eyes.
What a familiar taste. Ishii's memories keep coming back to his mind as if he was using his own abilities to read flipbooks.
Yes, it was when he was hospitalized with Xie Tong at the age of six, that night Ishii awakened his ability and knew what his ability was, and Xie Tong happened to be not around, only his parents.
Ishii looked at the walls and ceiling in the same way, not noticing the short, lonely figure outside the door.
"Why are you saving me? Why are you saving me? Why don't you let me die? ”
- Why is my ability reading? Why isn't my ability a strong A-class? Why......
"Do you think you're helping me? You're hurting me! I volunteered, and it has nothing to do with you! ”
- Is it because I helped Xie Tong? Is it because I went to save Xie Tong?
"I don't want to study, I don't want to go to school, it's useless to study, it's a waste of time!"
"—I heard that learning can make abilities stronger, and for the sake of my ideals, I have been studying whenever I have time, and I have been working hard.
"What's more, I don't have any special abilities, so I can't go to college at all!"
- As a result, it's only a C-level ability, how can this be able to go to college!!
"Do you know how tired I am? I was only nine years old, and I had to go to so many cram schools, and my parents kept forcing me, forcing me to study and study every day, and forcing me to be admitted to the top 10 in the Linca Primary School. ”
- Dad, Mom, I'm so tired, so tired, I don't have a goal anymore, I don't know what I'm going to do.
"It's all to blame on this society! Let Mom and Dad become like this, and take reading so seriously, it makes me want to kill myself. ”
- Do I blame myself? Or is it God? Or, Xie Tong? Who the hell is it! Turned my ability into a C-tier ability!
"You! It's you! Why do you want to save me, so that I have to face this world again! ”
- Yes, yes, it must be Xie Tong, yes, it's him, it's the one who caused my ability to become like this.
"You bastard!"
- I......
"You go to die!"
——Xie Tong......
"You go to die!"
- We ......
Can we still play together?
The figure outside the door has long since disappeared.
"You go ......"
"Enough!" Ishii roared.
All the memories glass turned into shards.
The little girl had to stop and look at him angrily.
"What's the ghost called? You little kid has such a deep grudge? What to pretend, do you think you look handsome when you jump into the river? It's disgusting to death, and there's a kind of you going to jump now! ”
Tears appeared on the faces of both at the same time.
"Bastard! Do you think you look handsome when you save me? It's ugly! Yes! Damn it! Not at all in the mood to keep jumping. The little girl said indignantly.
Ishii: "You trash, you can't even go up to the top ten in the year, why are you still staying at Linka Elementary School?" ”
Little girl: "You can go!" ”
Ishii: "I'm a college student, why do I want to go to Rinka Elementary School?" ”
Little Girl: "Ahh What's so great about college students? Can you be in the top 10 of your class? ”
Ishii: "I'm in the top five in elementary school, and there is a kind of you surpassing me!" ”
Little girl: "What's so great about elementary school!" It's all a bunch of garbage! ”
Ishii: "Heh, you also need to know that you are trash, so why don't you die!" ”
Little girl: "Even if I die, I will trample you under my feet before I die!" ”
Ishii: "Impossible, you're in the top ten in the year, you'll never be able to surpass mine!" ”
Little girl: "Bastard! Don't force me to read!! ”
Ishii: "Garbage!! It's kind of like you're going to college! If you kind of you're going to keep jumping! ”
Little Girl: "Damn! Ahhh ”
Drip, drip, drip.
The ambulance arrived at the scene at a rapid pace, finally bringing this unnutritious conversation to an end.
However, it was not Ishii who got on the bus.
"Why doesn't he have to get in the car and I have to go to the hospital for a check-up?" The little girl asked the medical staff in confusion.
"Because he's fine." The paramedics said truthfully.
"Why? I'm fine, I'm not going to the hospital! ”
Ishii smiled coldly and said, "Don't call it, I have this." ”
The smart watch in the hand has been removed from the mimic state, and the human body data on it is normal.
Little girl: "Why! He has that watch I don't have? ”
Ishii: "Because I'm a college student!" ”
Little Girl: "Damn! What's so great about being a college student, I'm sure I'll be a college student too! ”
Ishii said with extreme disdain: "Hmph, elementary school student. ”
The little girl is infinitely crazy.
What, why can this person be so arrogant? What's the big deal, no, calm down, be calm, you just died, you can't be emotionally affected anymore.
"Crooked." The little girl said heavily. Compared to the previous one, this word is already very quiet.
"What?" Ishii said disgustedly.
Little girl: "What's your name?" ”
Ishii: "Why did you tell you?" ”
It's a big fire. No, hold on, hold on.
The little girl took a deep breath and made her tone as gentle as she could.
"Okay, then I'll say it first, my name is Jin Jiao, what's your name bastard?"
Ishii smiled: "Ishii, remember, garbage?" ”
"Okay, I won't forget it when I die, you wait for me!"
Staying at the last word, the ambulance drove off into the distance.
Ishii was left alone to calm the madness in his heart.
After a long, long time......
What am I doing? What happened?
Let's sort out what happened.
Seeing someone jumping into the river, going over to save her, playing with water, accidentally turning into a drift, and then turning into a slide, and then it seems that a figure flashed in front of him, and finally here, quarreling with others?
Kindness???
Got water in my brain? Losing control of yourself?
Memories of the past have come back to my mind.
……
That night, when he was crying to his parents, he was told that Xie Tong was standing outside.
It's so down, so pitiful.
Who is to blame for his C-level ability?
Ishii didn't know, and he didn't dare to know.
Later, Ishii stopped talking to Xie Tong for fear of hurting Xie Tong again.
The two walked back to back, farther and farther away.
So boring.
These are the words that six-year-old Ishii often puts on his lips.
If there is anything that children nowadays spend most time with them other than their friends, it must be electronics.
If I don't have anyone to play games with me, just watch cartoons.
Ishii's eyes shone with innocence in his childhood, and he relied on himself to open the door to a new world.
Wow, this rabbit is so cute, will Xie Tong like it?
Wow, the tears of emotion are falling, will Xie Tong be the same as me?
Wow, what a beautiful girl! Xie Tong...... Don't tell him, hehe.
……
Tears always flow unconsciously.
It's been like this lately. The little Ishii wiped away his tears vigorously.
The most powerful person in the world has nothing to do with me anymore, so what should I live for?
Life without a goal is fake! Anyone who doesn't have a dream is rubbish!
Death is not terrible, what is terrible is despair.
Xie Tong, what should I do so that you can forgive me?
Ishii looked at the computer screen in front of him in a daze, and an episode of anime was broadcast to the end.
What a wonderful world, I really want to bring it out, bring it to this world, and share it with Xie Tong.
No talent for drawing, no talent for music, not even abilities......
Wait a minute...... Abilities...... Read...... Faster Reading Knowledge ...... What can be done...... Knissel ...... The capital of science and technology......
Robots?
It seems that it should, maybe, can be done.
Xie Tong......
No, it can be done!
At this time, the decadence of the little Ishii's eyes was unconsciously lost, and only firm belief remained, just like before the age of six, no, it was even stronger.
There is always a moment when I find myself and have grown up.
……
Back to the present.
Ishii stared blankly ahead.
What am I doing?
The same statement asks oneself, but the meaning is diametrically opposed.
Time has worn away my edges and corners, making me so bored.
Xie Tong can keep going because of his illness, why can't I run down?
Isn't it just a failure, it's not that I haven't experienced it, I'm not afraid of death, and I'm still afraid of this small exhibition?
Aren't otaku with dreams just accumulating strength for this moment?
The most important thing is that Xie Tong is still with me, even if he really fails, can't he continue to play games together?
Game......
A game with only one life......
Heh, isn't life like this?
Ha Qiu.
Ishii couldn't help but sneeze. I'm soaking wet, I think I'm catching a cold.
Let's go, go back to take a shower and sleep well with the pillows.
Tomorrow will be a new beginning.
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