Liu Yitong seemed to be very insecure, and kept holding Yun Yao's hand, afraid that she would leave. In desperation, Yun Yao could only sit on the edge of the bed, slowly calming her emotions.

"Liu Yitong, you can see clearly, there are only a few of us here now. What exactly are you worried about? Tell us something. ”

"Nope! Can't let Zhang Qi know about this child. She muttered, and suddenly looked at Sun Yu: "Sun Yu, you help me!" If you can help me, you are the only one who can help me. I can't let people know that I have this child and that it shouldn't have come into this world. Fast! You help me arrange, I don't want this child, I don't want it. ”

Lin Lin looked at her like this, a fellow woman, and suddenly felt a little distressed.

Most of those who came to the hospital for surgery and said that they didn't want children were a little pitiful, and Liu Yitong's weak appearance now made people feel even more distressed, and even she was a woman who couldn't stand it.

"The child is innocent, it's not that if you say no, you can not want it. We have seen a lot of people who don't want children, and in the end, many choose to leave their children behind. Don't think of it as a burden, it can actually be an angel in your life. ”

Yun Yao is a person from the past, thinking of her lovely son, she deeply agrees with this. Children should come into this world with love, and as a mother, you should not reject your children so much.

However, Liu Yitong couldn't listen to these words at all, just shook his head desperately, crying and saying that he wanted to take the child away.

In the end, Sun Yu could only tell her: "It's not the first time you have had an abortion, didn't the doctor tell you about the last operation?" If you do abortion again, the wall is very thin, and you may never be able to have children again in the future, you should consider this carefully. Moreover, with your current physical condition, it is not advisable to have surgery. ”

Liu Yitong was silent, Luo Yunyao and Lin Lin looked at her in surprise, they didn't understand, she used to live with Zhang Qi, why did she have many abortions? They are a normal couple, even if it is normal to have children, why should she take the children away?

"You won't understand!" Liu Yitong put away her emotions, just looked at Sun Yu, and said firmly: "My own life, I am in charge." I still won't want this child. You can help me arrange the fastest time for the operation, the sooner the better. ”

Looking at Liu Yitong's appearance, he seems to be accustomed to this kind of thing. How much harm abortion does to a woman, Lin Lin and Yun Yao are very clear. No one wants to go through such pain unless they are forced to do so.

But Liu Yitong in front of her was so resolute, when she knew her physical condition, she didn't even waver in the slightest.

"Don't you care about your physical condition? You know, if you really do this, you may not be able to conceive a child in the future, and you will regret it. ”

"Regrets?" Liu Yitong turned his head and looked straight at Luo Yunyao: "Not every woman can be as happy as you, my happiness is long gone, children are superfluous, and I don't need them." You don't have to persuade me anymore, I won't change my mind. ”

Everyone, you look at me, I look at you, and suddenly find that things here are not easy to handle.

"If you're going to have surgery, you're going to have to wait until you're recuperating. You are in very poor physical condition now, so you will be hospitalized for the time being, and when your physical condition is better, I will arrange an operation time for you. It's not bad for a few days, and in these few days, you can also carefully consider whether this child should stay. It could be the last child in your life. ”

Sun Yu's words fell heavily on Liu Yitong's heart, looking at his gentle appearance, she remembered the time when she was held in the palm of her hand before, and wanted to reach out and touch it, but the person in front of her was far away from her.

This is like their current relationship, and when she found out that she wanted to redeem it, Sun Yu had already gone away and would never come back.

Liu Yitong pinned his face to the side, and there was countless pain in his heart, and he had nowhere to tell at this time. She didn't want Sun Yu to feel that she was trying to win sympathy by crying in front of him, and she knew that doing so would only make Sun Yu hate herself even more.

If there was another choice, she didn't want to get to this point with Sun Yu. Watching them both leave, Liu Yitong was shrouded in loneliness and quiet, and tears couldn't stop flowing. If she could, she would also like to have her own lovely children like other women.

However, Zhang Qi did not allow her to give birth to a child. If Zhang Qi knew that he was pregnant again, there would be only one result, abortion.

Since she knows whether she knows it or not, she might as well be well-behaved and interesting, and take the initiative to remove the child, so as not to upset him and make her life difficult.

In all these years with Zhang Qi, it is not the first time that I have had a miscarriage. Zhang Qi took her to the hospital to deal with it! At first, he only said that everyone is still young, they don't want children now, and he is not ready to be a parent.

Abortion is harmful to the body, but Zhang Qi doesn't like to do safety measures every time, and Liu Yitong can only take medicine for a long time. Long-term use of contraceptive pills is slightly less harmful to the body, but it is inevitable that there will be damage.

I didn't pay attention, but I was still pregnant, and the final result was still the same.

This child is already the third, she understands that Zhang Qi probably feels that she is not qualified to give birth to his child, and she herself feels that she and Zhang Qi's child, even if they come to this world, will not be happy, it is better to leave early to avoid pain.

Although she was reluctant, there was no other way, no one knew her suffering, which was why Liu Yitong finally made up her mind to leave Zhang Qi.

It's just that she didn't expect that when she came back to R City, she still didn't get rid of him, and now she is pregnant with a child again. She didn't dare to think that if Zhang Qi knew that he had his child, how would he solve this matter. She didn't want to be dragged by Zhang Qiqiang to have surgery, if so, she might as well come by herself.

Well, it didn't happen.

Zhang Qi also said that in this life, he would never want to leave him. And she can't conceive his child, if she can't conceive a child after this miscarriage, maybe it's a good thing. At the very least, she doesn't have to take birth control pills, and she doesn't have to worry about getting pregnant with a child and suffering from miscarriage.

She clutched the futon that covered her body, hoping only for when she would be able to truly shake off the pain and start over. Now that Sun Yu knows that she is pregnant and has had an abortion, the hope in her heart is completely shattered.

Liu Yitong truly understands that he and Sun Yu will never go back. They have become people of two different worlds, and there can be no future.

Her life is like this, there is no hope, why should she take care of her body?