"Rong'er's health has always been bad, the doctor said that she was congenitally deficient, no matter how much she took supplements the day after tomorrow, her body could not be better. It's like a bottle that is born with a crack in it, no matter how much water you fill it, it will never be filled, which is a terminal illness that no natural treasure can do. And from my point of view, her kidneys are naturally failing, and it is not easy to survive to this age, let alone be completely cured. I'm not a doctor, and even if I'm really a doctor who has traveled back in time, I can't cure this disease without any basic conditions. Without insulin, without hormones, without a special condensed spiritual power capsule, I couldn't do anything. ”

But Rong'er herself doesn't care, she doesn't look like a child who is destined to die young, innocent and lively, maintains a strong curiosity about everything, and then ...... She's also so beautiful that it's hard to look at. All the doctors asserted at first that she would not live to be ten years old, but she still stumbled, endured all kinds of physical discomfort and severe pain, and lived all the way strongly, lived beyond her limit, and let this limit continue to be postponed. 10 years old, 15 years old, 20 years old...... She managed to grow up and grew into a girl who couldn't see that she was tormented by illness all her life. ”

"I remember the first time I met her, when she was sitting in a window seat in the teahouse, with no other guests around, and her face was a little pale from being bedridden for a long time, but this pale made her delicate face stained with an inhuman fairy aura. She focused her attention on the window of the teahouse, looking out the window at the pedestrians in the capital, the corners of her mouth unconsciously rose slightly, the corners of her eyebrows looked up like a crescent moon, and the long hair was coiled together by a hairpin embellished with gems, revealing her good-looking neck, and a fluttering skirt was worn on her body, which looked more beautiful than any noble dress. But these are all false, the good-looking is just the skin, and that girl really attracts me...... It was the longing in her eyes. ”

"What is she longing for? It wasn't until much later that I learned that this girl longed for the right to live freely like all the people she had ever seen. I couldn't have known at the time, but thankfully I chose to go up at that time, and I wanted to know what her name was and why her longing was so touching. ”

"I said, my name is Yan Liangshan. At that time, the name of Yan Liangshan, a stranger, was already very famous, and the capital was the most well-informed place - the list of heaven, earth and people originated from this place, and the people of the capital were the best gossip I had ever seen. So I thought this girl would be very surprised, but she didn't, she just looked at me calmly, observed me, and then replied in a soft voice: Gu Rong'er. ”

"This is the scene of our first meeting, many years later, I asked her, the girl said that she didn't know who I was at that time, and that calm appearance was also forced to pretend - in fact, she was afraid and excited because she was accosted for the first time, and she was afraid that she would do something rude, so she forced this appearance that did not fit her character. However, she didn't know that her eyes had already exposed her at that time. ”

She had a smile in her eyes.

"I didn't really like this city very much, and the capital is indeed one of the most prosperous cities of this era, but compared to the future one

Some metropolises, this city is nothing at all, and I don't like to deal with the backward feudal court, so I don't come to the capital much. As far back as I can remember, I've been to the city only a handful of times...... Until I met Rong'er. Rong'er lives in the capital. ”

"At that time, I had already started to prepare my plan to behead three corpses, and for this I needed to prepare two bodies to carry my soul. And these two bodies can't be random passers-by, firstly, I can't accept such inhumanity on my own conscience, and secondly, I can't be sure that these two bodies have the superhuman talent I need! If I just found two bodies with mediocre qualifications or even worse than me, what was the point of me putting so much effort into it? Secondly, I don't plan to end my life early, after all, I'm not a pervert, and I'm not extreme enough to kill myself with my own hands in order to go further. In fact, after getting to know Rong'er, I put down my plans for a while and focused on getting along with this girl. I didn't plan to die, and these preparations for my own death, naturally I was not in such a hurry. ”

"Maybe it's the legendary plaything that loses its mind and doesn't want to be happy. I became obsessed with getting along with Rong'er, and the more I stayed with this girl, the more I could discover the beauty hidden in her. Her every move, smile and smile made me so attached to her, and sometimes, I forgot her fate. ”

"At the beginning of our acquaintance, she confessed her physical condition to me, but in the subsequent relationship, I gradually forgot about it and treated her as an extremely ordinary and normal girl...... There is no way to do it, she herself does not show anything different from ordinary women, and is even more lively, active and ...... than most girls in this era Live in style! By her side, for the first time, I let go of my lifelong practice. ”

"But soon, she suddenly collapsed."

"This is an extremely normal thing for Rong'er, and it will occur once in a few days, even more common and frequent than the menstrual period. But it almost frightened me at the time, and the first time I saw her miserable appearance when she was sick, my heart hurt so much that I could hardly breathe. General edema, weakness, coughing, vomiting blood, and a pale face as if there was no trace of blood...... Damn, why would the heavens treat this cute girl like this?! ”

"As I said above, I don't have any way, I tried to find a few familiar doctors, and even there are many Tianjie experts, even Liu Qingruo was found by me, but the diagnosis given was all disappointing to me without exception. That bastard Yat-sen even expressed his surprise at me, because in his opinion, Gu Rong'er should have died a long time ago. ”

"I ...... What can I do? I'm a sane person, and so is Rong'er, I didn't look for the illusory elixir of immortality for her, and she begged me not to do those useless things for her. She smiled and said to me: I can stay with you for a long time. ”

"Well, she will endure this pain for a long, long time until her body is no longer able to continue......"

"I started to put the progress of the plan on hold completely and spend more time and energy on her. When I told her about my love for her, Rong'er was surprised, saying that she couldn't imagine anyone else who could fall in love with her when she saw her illness. But there is nothing surprising about it, I love her not because of her appearance, but because of her one

Eyes and the gaze that swirled in those eyes. My confession made Rong'er very happy, but she refused to agree to my confession, she always said that she was not worthy of me, and kept finding all kinds of excuses to reject me. However, we still stayed together, she didn't chase me, and I naturally wouldn't leave her. ”

"After getting along for a long time, I began to try to tell her about myself, at first it was about my life, those things that belonged to Yan Liangshan, a stranger. She longed for the story of the heroes very much, so whenever I made up a story about my experience and told it to her, she would rarely be quiet and take what I said seriously. Later, I gradually told her my other secrets, I told her about my time-travel, I told her about my experience in my previous life, I described to her the colorful and diverse world, little by little, I told her everything about myself. Whether it's my dream, or my plan to kill three corpses, or my name...... My real name, Yan Yuan. ”

"Happily, she liked my name very much, and after I told her, she quickly changed her name to Yuan'er."

After getting to know each other, she began to persuade me that I couldn't give up my dream for her sake, so she kept persuading me to continue my plan to kill three corpses. I couldn't resist her, so I reluctantly started again. Oh, reluctantly, I never imagined that I would have such a day before. ”

"Those two bodies are still the biggest difficulty, how to find such two extremely gifted babies, and how to transfer the essence of my soul into them is the most difficult of the difficult! But soon, I found a way to put two pure souls in before they were actually created! In this way, not only can these two pure souls carry my soul essence, but it is also the talent that allows the soul to change the body and reverse the transformation of the body. ”

"I'm going to let my sword spirit complete this task, Muramasa and Du Kang's machine spirit are ignorant, they are neither spirit treasures, nor are they all things devouring Horcruxes, but because they have been with me for a long time, and with me all the way up to the heavenly rank, two extremely weak machine spirits were born. They don't even have their own consciousness and memory, and such pure machine spirits are a great complement for newly born souls when they are placed in the flesh of an unborn soul! These two newly born children will thrive with the essence and blessings of my soul, and then unite to give birth to the reincarnated me. ”

"I've been preparing for it all along, but I don't know when it's actually going to happen. At that time, my nostalgia was by Rong'er's side, and although both of us knew that we couldn't stay together forever, and that one day her cruel fate would separate the two of us, but before that, we still had a lot of time. ”

"She didn't agree to my proposal, but we were already married. And her condition gradually became stable, and a miracle seemed to have happened, and her tortured body gradually recovered under my care, and even the frequency and severity of the original illness were greatly alleviated. We weren't too optimistic, but according to the situation at that time, she must have lived a long, long time, and the two of us could stay together for a long, long time. ”

"But at this time, the unexpected happened."

"She didn't die in the clutches of the disease, she died in an accident."