Chapter 45: Feelings for Zhang Ruoqing

The tall and beautiful back, under Xiao Ran's gaze, has gradually drifted away...

For some reason, looking at Zhang Ruoqing's appearance that had not looked back until she was gone, Xiao Ran gently exhaled a breath of turbidity, and a feeling of loss could not help but pass through her heart.

Phew, the toad still wants to eat swan meat!

The corners of Xiao Ran's mouth picked out a self-mocking smile, and then turned away a little lonely in the opposite direction......

It is undeniable that Xiao Ran has unconsciously had a little inexplicable affection for Zhang Ruoqing. Otherwise, he would not have given up the consistent persistence in his heart, and then promised her to join Zhang Ruoqing's e-sports club!

He was originally a very assertive and stubborn person... Otherwise, there would not be such a big gap between him and Xiao's father because he insisted on his illusory e-sports dream.

And for the sake of the girl who once said that she loved him and wanted the two of them to be together for the rest of her life, she resolutely gave up her dream of persevering at the expense of quarreling with her family... Everything is just to create better conditions for the future of the two of them, Xiao Ran was stunned by his parents, and he never touched the computer since then, but diligently went to find a job.

But even so, after this girl met a candidate who was more 'better' than Xiao Ran, she kicked him away for no reason.

In fact, after Xiao Ran ended his first love with Liu Jia, although he was sad, disappointed, and depressed for a while. But seriously, he actually didn't hate Liu Jia in his heart! After all, in this real society, everyone's lifestyle is different, and after some incomprehension at the beginning, Xiao Ran gradually figured it out. He is not qualified to blame Liu Jia for how he is, the most important thing is that he can't give her what she wants!

But what Xiao Ran never expected was that even if he hid alone in the dark and quietly licked his wounds... Those two people didn't mean to let him go!

Instead, he pinpointed his sore spot and sprinkled a handful of salt on the wound.

I thought of the scene in the restaurant yesterday... A trace of hatred and a touch of deep and piercing sorrow flashed in Xiao Ran's eyes!

Hehe, Xiao Ran really can't figure out why that woman didn't even talk about the last bit of friendship, and would cooperate with her new boyfriend to trample on his dignity... He is sluggish?! In her heart, is it really that worthless??

And just when Xiao Ran was in great pain, and his body was humiliated. Zhang Ruoqing, who had basically never had a trace of management with him, stood up and pulled Xiao Ran out of the abyss with those ambiguous words, and also retained his remaining but broken pitiful self-esteem......

Maybe it was after Xiao Ran completely saw the true face of Liu Jia's woman, and was completely disappointed and dead in her. This outwardly cold but empathetic beautiful goddess crashed into his heart... Although Xiao Ran clearly knew that this beautiful woman who was loved by thousands of people and him were not actually on the same level, he still had a trace of undeserved fantasies about her in his heart!

Grateful? Favor? Or the inadvertent inner throbbing of the stunning charm exuded by Zhang Ruoqing's beautiful face... Xiao Ran actually didn't know very well himself, but he liked the feeling of her being together, which he didn't dare to deny!

People who come out all night are generally very hungry, and Xiao Ran is no exception. But looking at the bowl of noodles in front of him, which usually felt fragrant to him, he lost his appetite at this moment, just ate a few bites like chewing wax, and then packed 2 servings out of this breakfast restaurant he often came to.

Young hearts will always be troubled by many problems, and this kind of emotional problem is precisely where the biggest sorrow of teenagers lies!

In Xiao Ran's heart now, there is actually too much confusion about Zhang Ruoqing.

Say she doesn't have a good impression of Xiao Ran, right? Then why is it that kind of cold attitude every time in front of others, but in front of yourself from time to time, she always reveals the coquettishness and eccentricity of a little woman from time to time... Even Xiao Ran accidentally touched Zhang Ruoqing's chest forbidden ground, but the goddess was not particularly angry?! Xiao Ran doesn't think that Zhang Ruoqing is the kind of woman who doesn't know self-love.

But if Zhang Ruoqing also has a good impression of Xiao Ran, then why is she so resolute when she says goodbye? ! didn't even have time to say anything, so he walked away without looking back......

In Xiao Ran's world, in fact, in the past 20 years, he basically hasn't had any contact with girls. Liu Jia is also his first love, and he has no way to guess the girl's thoughts! Not to mention a woman like Zhang Ruoqing who is used to self-disguise and is extremely protective of herself.

Shaking his head with a wry smile, Xiao Ran dispelled the messy thoughts in his mind.

"Mom, are you going to work?" Just when Xiao Ran walked near his community, he saw the two women who were walking towards him, and asked with some doubts. The supermarket where Xiao's mother works for a long time, so it usually works in two shifts, and Xiao's mother works in the afternoon, so looking at Xiao's mother who went out so early, Xiao Ran couldn't help asking.

"No, I'll go out with your second aunt to buy something." Mother Xiao looked at Xiao Ran who was approaching, a smile appeared on her kind face with a slight wrinkle of years, and then she saw the breakfast that Xiao Ran was carrying in her hand, and nagged: "You kid... Didn't you tell you not to bring it? It's such a waste of money, and your dad and I don't like to eat in the morning. ”

"It's okay, it doesn't cost much!" Xiao Ran smiled, and then took one to Xiao's mother, "By the way, Dad hasn't gone out yet, right?" ”

"I'm still home!" Hearing this, Xiao's mother pulled Xiao Ran's sleeve and whispered in his ear: "Xiao Ran, you brought that breakfast to your father yesterday, and Lao Xiao has been talking to me about it at night, and I am very happy to see it." Don't be angry with your dad in the future, your dad is actually for your good! ”

There are two fathers and sons in the family who are almost stubborn, and Xiao's mother is actually more distressed to be caught in the middle. Every time I see the stranger appearance between the two fathers and sons, although Xiao's mother has been doing ideological work on both sides, it still doesn't work... And just after Xiao Ran brought breakfast to the two of them yesterday, Xiao's mother saw the easing of the conflict between the two fathers and sons, and she was actually a little happy in her heart.

"Yes!" Xiao Ran nodded, and when he heard Xiao's mother's words, he couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in his heart.

How can a father and son become enemies? Ultimately! It's just a matter of the personalities of the two, although Father Xiao is more serious and rigid, but after so much time. In fact, Xiao Ran's current choice is gradually becoming less resistant... After all, blood is thicker than water, and Father Xiao can't wipe his face. Although I basically haven't said anything to Xiao Ran over the years, I still ask Xiao's mother about Xiao Ran's situation from time to time. For Xiao Ran, the only son in the family, Xiao's father is just not good at expressing his heavy love!

And Xiao Ran only brought him a breakfast, which made Xiao's father so happy... It was something he hadn't thought of at all.