Chapter 13: The Past
By the time Xiao Ran got home, it was already the beginning of the lights outside.
"Mom, I'm back!"
Xiao Ran's family conditions are obviously not very good in this SY city, more than 100 square meters of 3-bedroom salary floor room, the decoration environment can only be regarded as lower than average in the big city, but on the whole it is relatively tidy. Looking at her mother who was busy cooking in the kitchen, Xiao Ran pushed open the door of her house and said.
"Oh, Xiao Ran is back, I bought your favorite ribs today, you go watch TV first!"
Hearing Xiao Ran's voice, the woman who was cooking in the kitchen looked over, and then a smile appeared on her slightly wrinkled face.
"No need, I just ate out with the fat man!" After Xiao Ran finished speaking, he walked into his room and closed the door.
Seeing this, Xiao Ran's mother Hu Yun paused, then shook her head and sighed slightly.
As a mother, she naturally knows why her son has become like this, and she has seen Liu Jia a few times, but to be honest, her impression of her son's girlfriend is not very good. I always feel that girl loves to dress up too much, and her personality is a little pampered, which is not suitable for Xiao Ran's indifferent temperament at all. But even so, as Xiao Ran's mother, she didn't want to say anything, after all, it was Xiao Ran's first girlfriend to bring home.
As a person who has come over, she naturally saw how much Xiao Ran liked that girl. Xiao Ran has been at home since graduating from high school, and a few years ago, he was addicted to a game called League of Legends. Just for these things, the relationship between Xiao Ran and his father became a little tense for a while, no matter what Xiao's father said or scolded, he couldn't change Xiao Ran's mind, how to play or how to play, the family had no way to deal with him. Xiao Ran is good at being a person or having a temper, but he is a little stubborn in temperament, once he recognizes something, it is useless for anyone to say! Later, Father Xiao saw that there was no way, so he let it go.
But this situation, after Xiao Ran met Liu Jia, it changed violently. Not only did he quit his favorite game, but even the fat people in the neighborhood who played from childhood to adulthood often asked him to go out to play, and Xiao Ran refused many times. What surprised Xiao's father and Xiao's mother even more was that Xiao Ran actually went out to find a job for that girl! Although he didn't make much money, this amazing change made the two couples happy, and even their attitude towards Liu Jia became extremely cordial. It may be Aiwu and Wu, after all, Xiao Ran's girlfriend can make him mature, which is also a gratifying thing!
And the good times didn't last long, but Xiao Ran suddenly fell silent for a while, the kind of sadness and sadness that was suppressed in their hearts, how could they not see it as parents? However, when young people feel this kind of thing, the old couple can't say anything, so they can only secretly put that worry in their hearts.
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Xiao Ran's room is a little messy, but for most boys, it is undoubtedly much better, at least there are no stinky socks and panties flying around.
I don't know why, every time Xiao Ran returns to this empty room, he feels particularly powerless and depressed when he is alone. Xiao Ran, who had been lying on the bed for a long time, tilted his head suddenly, and his eyes fell on a photo album on the desk.
In the album, two young men and women are smiling very happily and sweetly! The pretty girl's hand also took advantage of the boy's inattention, and compared it to a scissorhand on his head. And Xiao Ran hugged the girl tightly, and the doting and happiness on her face were beyond words.
"Xiao Ran, I.. Let's break up! ”
"There's no why, you're doing well, it's me who is bad."
"I'm in love with someone else!"
"I'm sorry, you can't give me the life I want..."
"Bang!" Xiao Ran got up suddenly, smashed the photo album that became more and more dazzling the more he looked at it, and then as if this smash had used up all the strength of his body, he leaned on the edge of the bed and sat on the ground with a lonely expression, looking at the ceiling with a somewhat dull gaze.
Why??
Xiao Ran still hasn't figured out why the woman who keeps saying that she loves him and wants to be with him forever can change when she says she can change!!
You said you don't like me playing League of Legends, I can change it! I haven't touched the game since.
You said you don't like me to hang out with my friends all the time, I can change it! Since then, I've been spending less time playing with fat people.
You said that you don't like me for not having a little ambition, and I have changed my usual lazy life, followed your advice, and went to find a job in peace!
But even so, why do you still want to part with me?
Ahem!
Xiao Ran didn't know when he lit a cigarette, he didn't smoke often, he choked out of breath, and tears coughed up unconsciously, but he didn't throw away the cigarette, but let the green smoke linger, hazy his face that was always smiling confidently but was extremely cowardly at the moment.
He has seen Liu Jia's empathy and other lovers, not handsome! But he is much more mature than Xiao Ran in his dress, and he also has a lot of money!!
Just when Xiao Ran received her salary that day, she was carrying the gold necklace she loved last time when she went shopping last time and Liu Jia couldn't put it down in the jewelry store, and wanted to surprise her, but she saw Liu Jia sweetly holding another man's hand at the door of her work.
That kind of smile, he is both familiar and unfamiliar!
Xiao Ran didn't know what his complexion was at that time, but it definitely wouldn't look good when he thought about it. Until now, thinking of that scene, Xiao Ran's chest still hurts faintly.
Liu Jia naturally also found Xiao Ran, who was standing in place, his face became bloodless, and his expression instantly became a little unnatural, and then as if he had made some kind of determination, he let go of the hand held by the two of them, and walked over like Xiao Ran.
The corners of Xiao Ran's mouth pulled out a strong smile, surprisingly without any anger, as if he wanted to save himself a little face, so he looked deeply at Liu Jia, who was looking at Ai Ai but didn't know what to say, and held back a few words for a long time: "Why?" ”
It wasn't until Liu Jia and the man got into the two BMW cars that Xiao Ran, who was still standing in place, had a hint of realization in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth showed a self-deprecating smile of loneliness, and he turned around immediately.
"See! It's just that I really can't give you the life you want..."