Chapter 92: Okay, I'll wait for you
"yes. I guess she likes me too. Cheng Xiwen was very happy.
"Now Xiaojie's cute appearance looks like you when you were a child. When you look at her, you will be reminded of your old you. Cheng Xiwen stared ahead, not looking at Mu Niannian.
"You used to be embarrassed to say, didn't you always think I was stupid? Bullying me every day, calling me stupid, I was annoyed with you at that time. Mu Niannian remembered the past, he was angry, gritted his teeth with hatred, and said, "Now that I think about it, I still want to punch you again!" ”
"Then you fight. Let you fight until you are out of breath. Cheng Xiwen puffed up his chest and looked heroic and righteous.
"You're supposed to fight! For a long time, I wondered if I was stupider than others. Almost went the wrong way, you know? Although Mu Niannian was very angry, he couldn't help laughing. After all, it has been a long time since I was a child, and now I think about it only beautifully.
"Let you fight!" Cheng Xiwen leaned in towards Mu Niannian and encouraged her.
"Don't think I dare hit you." Mu Niannian was so annoyed that he clenched his fist and pounded Cheng Xiwen's chest, but it was very light and didn't use much strength.
"Fight again." Cheng Xiwen pretended to be very hurt, vomited blood and said, "Didn't you eat?" ”
"...... you?!" Mu Niannian was so angry that he punched Cheng Xiwen in the chest again.
"Come again! Hit until you are deflated. Cheng Xiwen saw that Mu Niannian didn't take it seriously, so he asked her to fight again.
The two of them thrashed back and forth like this for more than a dozen times before they stopped. From a distance, it looks like Mu Niannian is coquettish, and the interaction between the two is like flirting between lovers.
"Now it's gone." Cheng Xiwen laughed, it seemed that he was very happy to be beaten.
"It's been a long time since I stopped being angry." Mu Niannian leaned on his back tiredly, and said happily: "It's been so long, who will remember the hatred when I was a child." Didn't you often help me explain the subject back then? ”
"At that time, I was ignorant, and I only wanted to get your attention by doing those strange things." Cheng Xiwen put away his smiling face and said seriously.
"Haha. I see. And now? Mu Niannian tilted his head to look at him, didn't think about it, and blurted out.
"Now that I'm older, there's a better way to get her attention. What do you think of the current approach? Cheng Xiwen looked at her, his dark eyes bottomless.
"Now? ......" Mu Niannian realized that she was talking about herself, and this ambiguous conversation made her a little embarrassed, coughed, and said softly: "She thinks it's better now than before." ”
"That's right." Cheng Xiwen looked at her gently and said affectionately: "Then I'll rest assured." I am happy. ”
Mu Niannian blushed slightly, and turned her head a little shyly.
"I've been worried about whether you're still angry. Even if I feel unhappy when I think about it occasionally, I don't want to. Cheng Xiwen drove the car steadily and said in a flat tone.
"Now that you know I'm not angry, you can rest assured." Mu Niannian was a little funny, Cheng Xiwen looked steady and mature, she didn't expect that there would be these unexpected places.
"Relieved." Cheng Xiwen smiled, as if he was really relieved.
"Besides, it's all fought, and there's no reason to hold a grudge." Mu Niannian really doesn't hold grudges.
"Do I have a chance now?" Cheng Xiwen asked suddenly.
"What chance?" Mu Niannian didn't understand.
"It's a chance to pursue you again." Cheng Xiwen explained without hurry.
"Huh?!" Mu Niannian was burned to death by Cheng Xiwen's explosion at once, and he couldn't react.
"It's fine. You don't have to rush to answer me or reject me. I could have waited a little longer. Cheng Xiwen looked at Mu Niannian's stunned appearance, and felt that it was still as cute as before.
"I actually ......" Mu Niannian was a little embarrassed, if he was still so vaguely confused, he would be too sorry for Cheng Xiwen. I know that he is still pretending not to understand, and he doesn't respond or refuse, what is the difference between this and the green tea on the Internet? And whether it is looking at the things when I was a child, or the hand that reached out when I needed help five years ago, or the small troubles that I can't count in the past five years to help me share and solve.
Whether it is a friend, a colleague or a relative, she should answer him honestly. I'm still a little tempted by him, but it's just ...... She wasn't sure yet, and she didn't have the courage to do anything she had before. A lot of things were tying her feet and making it impossible for her to move forward. Is Cheng Xiwen really willing to do this? Can such a self really live a good life together in the future? She wasn't sure. I'm scared too.
"I am willing to share the ups and downs with you in the future, hand in hand." Mu Niannian said seriously. She really couldn't find a reason to refuse such a good man.
"We have known each other for so many years, and we know the roots." Cheng Xiwen didn't seem happy because of her answer, and continued very calmly: "I know that you still haven't come out of your previous injuries, and I'm willing to wait for you to that day, without a trace of uncertainty and entanglement." There's only me in my heart, and I can't pretend to be anyone else but me. ”
"......" Mu Niannian wanted to say something, but fell silent in Cheng Xiwen's sincere eyes. He knew himself so well that if he didn't answer him honestly, Mu Niannian felt like he was lying.
"I like Xiaojie very much, and I will definitely care for her as my own biological child. You don't have to worry about this. Cheng Xiwen was silent for a moment, and laughed as if he remembered something: "Every time I see her, I think of you when I was a child, and I always want to be kind to her." I always feel that I haven't done well enough, and I want to be better for her. It's so good that you give it to her. ”
"I know. Xiao Jie likes you very much, too. Mu Niannian knew in her heart that if she really got together with him, she would not have to worry about it in the future, and she would live a very happy life, she didn't have to doubt this. Now she could answer him and promise him, but she was vaguely uneasy in her heart, unable to make up her final decision. Maybe it's because she has doubts about love, she doesn't trust men as much as she used to, maybe it's because she has been too tired for the past two days, she can't think too much, she just wants to rest.
"Don't worry, don't rush to push yourself. I'll answer when you're ready. I want a sincere answer, not that I feel embarrassed or sorry for me. Then perfunctory me, force yourself. Cheng Xiwen said unhurriedly, trying to eliminate Mu Niannian's worries, "If you take pity on me and promise me, then I will be too pitiful." Don't put pressure on yourself, I still like the lively, cheerful and brave Mu Niannian before. ”
"Thank you." Mu Niannian watched Cheng Xiwen's moved tears roll in his eyes, even at such a time, he would take care of his mood, think about her thoroughly, and not let himself be embarrassed. is so gentle, empathetic, can't bear to hurt himself, and how can he be embarrassed to hurt him. Getting along with Cheng Xiwen, I have matured and become much softer in my thinking.
"I used to think that you were by my side, and one day you would belong to me, but I was also afraid, and if you suddenly disappeared, I would definitely regret it. Hate yourself, why not be brave? Didn't say it sooner? Cheng Xiwen suddenly woke up when she saw Mu Niannian so scared yesterday, if her ex-husband came to pursue her again, seeing Mu Niannian caring so much, just by meeting her and panicking, there is a chance that she will lose. He also realized that it was useless to be silently guarding by the side, at least to say it, tell Mu Niannian what he thought in his heart, and stand under the sun and compete openly with her ex-husband, whether it was him five years ago or Xiaojie's father now. To take his place, at least know his position, close to Mu Niannian's heart, let her also realize her own intentions, and then slowly replace him.
If you don't face the bloody reality, don't dig up the rotten meat, sprinkle the most effective medicine, make yourself worse than dead in pain, and then get up like a rebirth, how can the wound be healed? If you don't do this, you'll probably never heal. Although it's cruel.
Mu Niannian was silent and didn't say a word for a long time.
"I'm just telling you what's in my heart today, so you know what I mean." Cheng Xiwen stared at Mu Niannian, his eyes didn't blink, and said, "I'm serious." ”
"Hmm. I know. Mu Niannian thought for a while and continued: "My head is very messy now, I have to think about it." Please give me a moment. "Mu Niannian has been really chaotic in the past two days, and the two men have disrupted her peaceful life.
"Okay, I'll wait for you." Cheng Xiwen said.
Cheng Xiwen and they drove the car to the company, parked it and went upstairs, just at the point. The two were silent, Cheng Xiwen returned to a serious Cheng president, and Mu Niannian became the workaholic assistant.
There was a backlog of documents, Mu Niannian rubbed his temples, and his drowsy head was much more comfortable. After reading the first document, Mu Niannian couldn't make a decision, and as soon as he stood up and wanted to send the document to Cheng Xiwen's office, he saw Cheng Xiwen and a shareholder hurriedly walking out, as if there was something urgent to deal with. Mu Niannian put down the file, and could only put this matter aside for the time being and was busy with other things.
Mu Niannian spent the whole morning reading documents. After a brief lunch, the busy work in the afternoon began again. After being busy for a long time, Mu Niannian raised his somewhat sore neck and looked at the time, it was time to get off work. Mu Niannian walked out of his office, and several colleagues had already left.
Mu Niannian felt a little urgent, so he hurriedly ran to the toilet.
Not long after squatting, two colleagues came in. But they're done with it, washing their hands by the sink.
"Did you see that?" A nice female voice suddenly spoke.
"See what?" The other party didn't seem to understand, and asked her rhetorically.
"Mu Niannian got off Mr. Cheng's car this morning! You don't know? The female voice said.