Chapter 46: A Bad Day (Part II)

The psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud once proposed three major parts of the spirit in the theory of personality structure. The concepts of id, ego, and superego were later widely used.

Among them, the idea of the self under the subconscious ideology represents the most primitive desire of human beings to satisfy their instinctive impulses.

The ego, on the other hand, refers to the conscious part of the individual.

That is, the ego is the psychological component of the personality, which gradually differentiates from the id, and is located in the middle layer of the personality structure. Its function is mainly to regulate the contradiction between the id and the superego, which regulates the id on the one hand, and is subject to the superego on the other. It follows the principle of reality and satisfies the requirements of the self in a reasonable way.

As for the superego, it is the regulator in the personality structure, governed by the principle of perfection and belongs to the moral part of the personality structure.

Located at the top of the personality structure, it is the moralized self, internalized from social norms, ethics, and values, and its formation is the result of socialization.

The superego follows moral principles, and it serves three purposes: one is to suppress the impulses of the id, the other is to monitor the ego, and the third is to pursue the state of perfection.

What we are born with can be called the id, and as we grow up, the worldview, or the three views, the views of good and evil, formed by various experiences, educations, and environments, belong to the superego formed after tomorrow.

In short, everyone grows up with a perfect image of themselves. And the process of constant change to this superego is called learning, or growth.

But it has to be said that no one is perfect, so most people, most of the time, stay in the intermediate stage of changing to the superego, that is, the ego stage.

The id, ego, and superego constitute the complete personality of man. All the mental activities of human beings can be explained by the connection between them, the ego is permanent, and the superego and the id are almost permanently opposed, and in order to reconcile the contradiction between the id and the superego, the ego needs to be regulated.

It can be said that the ego is sandwiched between the id and the superego, both wanting to satisfy its own desires and compromising with the predicaments around it. The normal ego as a whole is aligned with the superego.

Suddenly, one day, if a person's heart collapses, and the perfect image that he has been working for collapses, what will happen? Zheng Ming at this time was in this state.

It only takes one day to go through a bad enough day to go crazy. Madness here can also be changed to collapse, or collapse of faith. This is a sentence that Zheng Ming often heard in his previous life.

It felt like it made a lot of sense. In a previous life, it had experienced such a day. That was the night it was stabbed.

Unfortunately and fortunately, it died soon that night. And then the ensuing bizarre encounters such as rebirth and another world diluted the impact.

Later, he met Lucy again, and let him find the companion who was the pillar in his heart and depended on each other. It can be said that it was on the verge of collapse, and after meeting Lucy, it came to redemption.

And now reality has ruthlessly taken away it, the only pillar in Zheng Ming's heart. That devastating day was long overdue, so it was a no-brainer...... With the crisp cracking sound in his heart and the sound of the bowstring breaking in his head, Zheng Ming fell into madness.

It was like an ocean of endless negative emotions pouring into its mind at this time, and the anger in its heart was released completely. The pitch-black flames around it burned as if it had been fueled, and the flames rose.

Surprisingly, its mind was unusually clear at this time, and there was no unexpected loss of mind, nor was it angry and resentful.

Falling into a strange state of calm, it quickly noticed the anomaly after feeling itself curiously.

Unlike its usual calmness, it seems to have lost its emotions at this time. Or, more accurately, the brain blocks out information about emotions as unnecessary.

It seems to have fallen into a state of concentration on combat, and countless complex information that is automatically ignored in the mind is poured into its mind, and it is processed by the high-speed rotating brain into all kinds of information that is conducive to battle.

For example, all the goblins present, their signs, subtle movements, expressions, and even breathing and smells all poured into Zheng Ming's mind, and after analysis, they generated a plan for fighting the enemy.

It's not as good as the black flame around it at this time, obviously he has just awakened, but all kinds of relevant information have appeared in his mind. It is indestructible, corrosive, has high temperatures, grows with negative emotions and death, and has the ability to strengthen.

This information is not so much what it feels, but more like memories that it originally missed. As its current strange state awakened, it naturally emerged.

After playing with the injured black fire lotus for a while, it was probably familiar with its current state, and then it looked at the surrounding goblins.

Seeing that the goblins who surrounded it only dared to keep shouting but did not dare to step forward, Zheng Ming whispered softly.

"Now that things have come to this, I'll let you all bury Lucy. That's the only thing I can do right now. ”

"Dragon's might, dragon's skin, dragon's scales"

This is the innate ability of Zheng Ming's ancient young dragon form, even if it is a young dragon form, even if it is used by a human body, it also has a considerable defensive ability.

I saw that with its activation ability, the air suddenly froze, and a huge Weiya of high-level creatures to low-level creatures diffused out.

On its body, a transparent scale armor composed of patches of pale blue dragon scales appeared.

"Demon Flame, Enhanced"

As it thought, the blazing black smoke melted into the transparent scales. The flames flowed like black threads down the scales, staining the transparent scales black. With the fusion and enhancement of the Demon Flame, the strength of the pitch-black armor has been greatly increased.

"Cloud"

Zheng Ming pointed to the sky and shouted, and the white snake form's Xingyun talent was activated. Dark clouds suddenly topped down, and the originally sunny weather quickly became gloomy.

A drizzle of rain fell one after another from the oppressive clouds, and Zheng Ming, who was dressed in pitch-black armor and shrouded in black flames in the drowsy environment, and his eyes were glowing with blood, was like a demon god descending into the world.

"Sabidulia, what's going on? Is this what poisoning looks like? ”

"It did eat the barbecue! Now is not the time to pursue this, so don't go together. ”

Seeing that Zheng Ming's two sentences changed greatly, his image changed greatly, and changes occurred frequently. The goblins realized the gravity of the matter. They put away their careful thoughts, waited intently, and did not dare to take them lightly.

"Fear! Repent! Then embrace death. ”

Indifferent and merciless, the deep voice of the devil passed through the goblin village and into the ears of every goblin. All the goblins, whether they knew it or not, were in a state of panic.

On this day, in the nameless hamlet of the goblin, the dark flames that had devoured countless lives in the future and made the strong of all races jealous were ignited for the first time.