Chapter 24: Don't have too many stories
The sound prostitute is good at night, and the fireworks of the first life are unhindered; The virgin lost her white head, and half of her life was miserable. Yuyun: Look at people only by looking at the second half, and the true words are also good. - "Caigen Tan"
In fact, human beings are very interesting creatures, and their thoughts change a lot as they get older. For example, the child is always eager to grow up quickly, even if the adult tells him how good it is to be a child, how good it is to not work, and there are winter and summer vacations, the child insists on going his own way, and would rather give up the so-called advantages of adults in the end. But time has passed in a flash, although this period of time is a little long when we look back carefully, but once we realize that these days are gone, we will yearn for another childhood, even if we still have to face the discipline of adults, the criticism of teachers, and the homework that cannot be written......
When I was about 20 years old, I saw this sentence in Caigen Tanli, my thoughts at the time were very simple, I was very envious of the "sound prostitutes", no matter how presumptuous their youth was, they could start over again after being good, just like the "pick-up man" and "honest man" are often the last straw for women in the dust. I think maybe I can take advantage of my young age to experience a depraved life, it is best to eat, drink, prostitute, gamble, smoke, cheat, cheat, and steal all the experience, and then wait for the toss to not move and then wash my hands, change the past, and end up with a prodigal son who does not change the reputation of gold. If you are honest all your life and don't have any crazy actions in your life, it may be a big pity. But if you are too presumptuous all your life, you will accidentally make a stink for 10,000 years, and it will not be comfortable to bear the infamy, and in the end it is necessary to say goodbye to your previous life.
Nearly ten years have passed, and I have found that the crazy way of life is getting farther and farther away from me, and I am not suitable to be a wicked person at all. I am too dull when I get along with people, I don't even have friends with wine and meat, and I can't make a big climate by myself without friends when I eat and drink. I'm a very cowardly person in my bones, and I slam the door like a stainless steel rooster, and it's hard to get involved in prostitution and gambling. I smoked for three or five years, and then I quit when I was about to get addicted. It is estimated that I have done things of abduction and theft, but they are all petty fights and can't get on the stage, and I look down on myself.
Now that the information is so developed, I am used to seeing the fate of illegal and criminal elements on the Internet, and I have read the life deeds of the great traitors, and I really feel that it is very good to be an honest person all my life, try not to have too much sense of existence when I am alive, be kind to others, not be envied by others or jealous of others, and do not cause trouble or be provoked, which is the greatest happiness. Looking at Caigen Tan's sentence again, it feels completely different. If we define the way of life of a virgin as moderation and the way of life of a geisha as indulgence, it is easy to slip from moderation to indulgence, but it is very difficult for those who are accustomed to indulgence to return to moderation. Another sentence "from thrift to luxury, from luxury to thrift" is almost the same.
Everyone is familiar with the story of the Jiao Jiao, the dragon and the tiger are called the three evils, he is eager to get along with the villagers in a friendly way, kill the tiger, and will not be recognized after the Jiao, it can be seen that the prodigal son turned back, if it is easy to put it only verbally, but it is not easy in real life. Even if you try to do a few things and want to please the blind date, you are still disliked and denied. After visiting Lu Ji and Lu Yun everywhere, he self-denial, and finally being framed as an official and martyred himself, in exchange for the reputation of the prodigal son.
The space that life gives people is large enough, and some insignificant evil things can be corrected and harmless, so it is very simple to want to be an ordinary ordinary person, our story is still not too complicated, too tortuous, geisha is good, although the half-life fireworks seem to be brilliant, but those stories are estimated to be bitter and unbearable; The virgin is out of moderation, or disgusted with loneliness and suffering, and wants to change the story, but the price is more or less than she can control. The story is still a little less subtle, maybe one year, a passerby A saw my tombstone in a certain wilderness, which was briefly written: "xxx, born in such and such a year, died in such and such a year, there is nothing to remember in my life." "It's nice to be so simple.