[48] Escape and face
"Ling, the Chamber of Commerce didn't assign me a task tonight, I can be at home."
I whispered to Ling beside me.
Early on Friday morning, I went to school with Ling and Alice.
On Friday nights, I usually go on missions with the Darkmoon Chamber of Commerce, but now that I have some free time, I want to talk to Ling and Alice.
"Oh...... I know...... But God, I'm coming back later tonight. β
Ling nodded slightly, and then put on a somewhat embarrassed look.
"Huh?"
Coming back late?
Will there be anything going on with Ling?
I was slightly stunned.
"Brother Xie asked me out, saying that he wanted to catch up, but don't worry, I won't come back too late."
Ling said this to me.
Huangfu Xie asked Ling out? Said you want to catch up......
The reason is quite reasonable, I haven't seen each other for many years, even when I was at the Sofitel Ginza revolving restaurant, Huang Fuxie and Ling also talked about some things when they were young, but after all, I was present at the time, and the topic of the two of them was also a little restrained.
"Ling, learn to protect yourself, although I don't think it should be, but when Huang Fuxie wants to do something too much to you, wake up the second personality in time."
I reminded Ling of this, but it can also be said to be an affirmation of her going out alone with Huang Fuxie at night.
"Hmmm......"
When Ling heard my advice, he nodded slightly.
Then the two of us stopped talking, and walked along the long alleyway, cautiously and cautiously following each other's pace, moving forward little by little.
Alas.
Can I have any objections to Ling and Huang Fuxie going out now?
The answer is no, Ling has the strength to protect herself, and Huang Fu Xie's reason for asking her is very reasonable, even better than my motives and reasons for asking Ling last week.
Besides, Huang Fu Xie is Ling's fiancΓ©, I am Ling's brother, my brother dated his sister last week, and he has a skin kiss with his sister, so what qualifications do I have to refute Huang Fu Xie's [reminiscence].
β¦β¦.
After learning that Ling and Huang Fuxie had an appointment tonight, I didn't take any action.
It's just depressed alone, avoiding action.
Several times I picked up Leyan's phone and tried to call her, but I finally put it down.
A few days ago, I had already told Le Yan on my mobile phone that I decided not to think about falling in love with Ling anymore, and gradually became a normal brother and sister with her.
Having said that, I don't want to call again to find Leyan, it seems that I am not determined.
"Click, click, click......."
With some depression, I bought two breads and a coffee, walked through the basketball court in front of the International Department, and then walked past the tennis court, to an enemy in the school with few ordinary people.
This is an old school area that is not usually crowded, with an abandoned locker room next to it, and a bicycle parking lot in front of the school.
I slowly entered the area, and as I walked past the abandoned locker room, I still felt something.
I remembered some things from the past, I remember that it was just a month or two after entering school, the club had just been established, there was a physical education class, she wanted to wear sportswear but couldn't find it for a while, so she borrowed my sportswear to wear, and we exchanged clothes, of course, I didn't see her body at that time, we changed clothes through the obstacles.
And a serious child like Ling probably won't forget to bring sportswear anymore.
Reminiscing in this way, I sat on the steps in front of an auditorium in the old school building.
Facing the school's bicycle parking lot, I was blown by the wind blowing the corners of my uniform and the strands of my hair.
Gently tearing open the bread package with my fingertips, leaning my mouth over and biting slowly, I was alone, feeling this time that belonged to me.
"Yo, Ji Shen, you're here."
And as soon as I took a bite of a piece of bread, a slightly hoarse lewd voice sounded behind me.
"Huh?"
I slowly looked in the direction of the sound.
Cheng Tianbo still has the Monkey King-like hairstyle, slightly mousse.
He also had a loaf of bread in his hand and sat down beside me.
Well, this guy is here.
I glanced at him, but didn't stop eating the cake in my hand.
"Ji Shen, why aren't you with the goddesses of our school?"
Cheng Tianbo sat next to me and asked with a slight pout.
"Uh...... Am I the kind of person who always has girls around me? Isn't it supposed to be ......."
I said this with some embarrassment.
"Absolutely....I've been following you during the winter and summer vacations.,You're definitely the king of the harem who has no discipline to the end....."
Cheng Tianbo took a bite of bread and looked at me very resentfully and said.
In other words, it's a fact that this guy has been following me during the winter and summer vacations, whether it was in Yanxue Town or Hawaii, he appeared.
But the undisciplined action is not what I did, either the hateful chamber of commerce planned for me, or other force majeure!
I thought so to myself, but I didn't bother to explain.
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After saying this, Cheng Tianbo and I were silent for a while, eating bread separately.
Cheng Tianbo usually thinks about a lot of girls' things, as if he is a person who lives for pickles in addition to his academic performance.
Now he's by my side.
Can I let him take the role of Le Yan and consult him about some of the troubles I have in my mind now?
"Cheng Tianbo, I have some questions I want to consult you."
With this in mind, without much hesitation, I spoke.
"Oh? It won't be a question of having a few children with a cat adult, dare to ask me and I'll kill you. β
Cheng Tianbo took his mouth off the cake and looked at me viciously and said.
"Not ......."
I bowed my head speechlessly.
"What's that?"
Cheng Tianbo asked.
"If there is a girl, you care a lot, and the other party cares about you, but it is absolutely impossible for you to be together for some reason......"
I put it this way.
"Impossible."
But before I could finish speaking, Cheng Tianbo interrupted me.
"Huh?"
I didn't understand why he interrupted me so quickly.
"You care about each other, how can you not be together?"
Cheng Tianbo looked at me with a smile and said.
"But some people have a close relationship, and the people around them and their families won't allow it......"
I continued.
"There's no such thing, it's just that you care."
Cheng Tianbo waved his hand.
ββ¦β¦.β
I was silent.
"Ji Shen, do you know why there are so many girls around you? Of course, there are reasons for your luck, but do you know what the main reason is? β
Cheng Tianbo asked me rhetorically.
"What?"
I asked curiously, in fact, I really want to know the reason why there are so many beautiful girls around.
"You are willing to give wholeheartedly to each of them, treat everyone very sincerely, they have secrets, you are willing to help them share, they are in danger, you will stand up....... and I can't do it, I have a virgin complex, and I have to be gentle and considerate, occasionally lose my temper, a lover with a sense of distance and proximity, I have too many constraints......."
Cheng Tianbo said to me with a slight smile.
ββ¦β¦β
I remained silent.
"If only you continue to do it in a desperate manner."
Cheng Tianbo said.
Desperate style.......
"But...... I'm worried that if our current affection for each other is just a momentary impulse, just a childish ** that arises for a moment because of some factors......."
I said with some hesitation.
"Ji Shen, if the other party can give up everything to love you, and if you are a girl with a normal IQ, you won't be impulsive because of **."
Cheng Tianbo's voice sank and he said to me.
ββ¦β¦..β
I was stunned.
yes, if Ling can really give up everything and have that kind of love for me.....
Then I'm going to have to think about it.
Although I still don't plan to marry my own sister, Ling, but is a normal brother-sister relationship really suitable for us?
Is it really good to force yourself to resist this love? If you can keep part of your love without hurting each other......
"What should I do now, Cheng Tianbo?"
I was a little moved by Cheng Tianbo's words and asked.
"It's simple......."
Cheng Tianbo groaned, and my attention was completely focused on his words-
"Ji Shen, you first understand what it feels like to love someone [lastingly] and "sincerely", and then, if you are sure that the girl loves you sincerely and lastingly, you can also use your sincerity to give her an answer desperately, and give you the best ending."
He spoke slowly, giving me my final instructions.