Love is the most difficult for a long time, so the amorous person will be ruthless; Sex has its own permanence, so willful people will never lose their sexuality - "The Story of the Small Window"

My current self is described as unsentimental and capricious. In fact, I am very unreliable, the company arranged a business trip to Jingdezhen, originally given two days, I also completed the work on time, ready to buy a return ticket when I felt a little urgent, but I was ready to hurry, but after leaving the customer's factory, I suddenly looked up and found that the sky was very blue, the clouds were very white, so beautiful not to want, so I put down the kit, walked to the side of the road and laid toilet paper, sat down with a buttocks, looked up at the clouds, and took two pictures, too late to share with my friends, Put down your phone and continue looking at the clouds. At that time, I thought very calmly: work or something, go to the side, such a beautiful cloud is the first time in my life I have seen it, and I will see the clouds disperse before leaving. Just like a second cargo, I sat on the side of the road and watched the clouds for two hours, the light in the sky changed, and the clouds were not beautiful, so I took out my mobile phone and found the phone number of the department director: "Leader, I can't go back today, I just finished the work in hand, and I can't catch the last train." "That's what it means that a face doesn't blush and a heart doesn't beat.

I am a complete poor person, living on a small salary from the business leaders, I aspire to live a life of economic prosperity, but it is really difficult to pour enthusiasm into my work, even if I know that if I work harder, my salary will increase more. I guess those workaholics and successful bosses will vomit blood in anger when they hear these words. I am a willful person, in fact, the yearning for wealth is really vague for me, I am more like a hamster, as long as my granary is full, my heart will be calm. My wife once asked me, what would you do if you had money? After thinking about it carefully, I told her, "I must practice calligraphy for a few hours every day, enroll in a class to learn carving, exercise well, sleep more, and then write articles every day." The wife asked, "Don't you need to buy a big house?" I thought for a moment and said, "Yes!" The wife asked again, "Do you want to buy a good car?" I said, "I want it too, but I want a car that can walk, not a luxury car, no more than 10W." The wife said, "Don't you buy more designer clothes?" I said, "No." The wife asked again, "Do you want to travel around the world?" I said, "No, the most beautiful scenery needs eyes that are good at discovering, not running around the world and letting the so-called scenery in other people's mouths enter the eyes." "My wife vomited...... We talked for a long time about the fantasy of having money, and one of the biggest problems is that my wife thinks about how to spend money, not how to increase the value of money, and I don't think about either, I feel that my life is fine now, except that I have to go to work! When I read the phrase "willful people do not lose their sex" in the small window of the book, I happily wanted to dance, I like my personality that is not welcome (boss) to be seen, although the work is quite serious, but not self-motivated, no dedication.

On the other hand, after I graduated from university, my mother urged me to go to further my studies, to get a working graduate student, or to take the civil service exam or some other socially recognized certificate. And I also took these words as a wind in my ears, no, ten years have passed, and my mother still hates the iron and reminds me that I still can't hold up the mud and avoid it as soon as I hear it. I only replied once to her suggestion: "Your son is no longer the son he was in high school, he has no interest in learning these scientific knowledge at all, and his attention can no longer be devoted to the study of those knowledge, I have self-knowledge, and I will not study hard when I enroll in the class, and I am as impetuous as a teenager who is tired of school in adolescence; I don't want to be a civil servant, I want to be an honest and honest official and benefit one party, but my mind is too idealistic, if I just covet the purity of work, I think it is more stable to go to work. ”

Let's talk about personal indecency. My mother doesn't like to let me go too far away, in the words of her acquaintance Mo Ruomu: I have no conscience, I don't want to go home as soon as I am released, I may not be at home for many months as an adult, and it is useless for her to miss me. I admit that I am not homesick, although I have the habit of otaku, but any house can be lived, not only by the side of my parents, the meager salary never stingy to buy some things for my parents, and most of the behavior is also considerate of the parents' difficulty, can not trouble them, my parents said that I am as polite to my family as an outsider, but I feel not like a family.

Not only me, but also young men and women in society as a whole are most concerned about the relationship between men and women. As a straight man without emotion, I am almost ruthless in the relationship between men and women, so the marriage has not been smooth, and at the age of 29, I ended my sinful single career on a blind date. I have a bit of a problem with my view of feelings. If you have to find a culprit, it probably goes back to the time of early love. With this paranoid character, I mistakenly put my deep affection into impossible people prematurely, so that my feelings are dead. The expression is wrong, the age is wrong. In the long wait, let the infatuation turn into infatuation, and finally turn into hatred because of the fruitless waiting, what will an infatuated single dog see when he looks coldly at a man and woman in love? What he saw was that he was sincere but no one cared about him, and the two-way hypocrisy was lingering. I am an emotional and stubborn person, and I have decided that I will only love one woman in my life, the one who recognizes my dull and withdrawn personality and still writes my name on my marriage certificate. I hope to achieve my infatuation through despair, who knows what the future will be, will I do something like countless men who think they are sincerely infatuated?

Perhaps, only when people have truly loved, hated, and really calmly thought about their previous emotional careers, can they properly handle their emotions. Marriage is not a siege, not a grave, never use an example to generalize, misunderstand your emotions, and underestimate your marriage. In dealing with emotional issues, we all need to be willful again, like a 13 or 4-year-old child, regardless of the obstruction of parents, the opposition of teachers, and the exposure of classmates, secretly engaging in underground party-style love activities, and all firmly believe that it can be permanent, we all have to be willful, and then willful, to be a temperamental person, not to live up to ourselves.