Watching the video today, two old men suddenly discussed a very profound question: "Do you still think you will be a great person like you did when you were a child?" ”

Man A: "No, when you are older, you have an understanding of life and society, and it is useless to think too much about unrealistic ideas, but it is more important to live every day in front of you." What about you? ”

The camera gives a close-up of man B, and man B seems to want to make an expression of confidence in his eyes, but his eyes are too small to see his expression: "No, I still believe in myself, and I will definitely become a great person one day." Although I am still unknown in an ordinary position, I will not give up and move forward step by step towards my dream......" BlaBla said a lot of inspirational and unnutritious words.

In fact, he is still unknown, and I wouldn't have known him at all if I hadn't stumbled upon this video. It's ridiculous that I actually think he's ridiculous—I don't have the slightest sympathy for him. I felt that I was not in a state of ridicule and schadenfreude, but rather closer to sadness and helplessness.

I naively thought that as long as I worked harder, even with my teeth clenched, I could live comfortably and freely. As a result, nothing was accomplished, and the harvest was not worthy of the sins he suffered. Money is one thing but not the main thing, the main thing is dissatisfaction with the way of living. I don't know when the pain of being at a loss and without a goal has left me, and it has turned into a dilemma of having a goal but finding that there is no way. It's like the ancients looking at the moon, but they can see it but can't reach it - the strongest mood is Hou Yi, but Chang'e can only be at a loss when he runs to the moon.

Recently, I feel in a trance, always thinking about how to realize my dreams, but because of too many distractions, I have done the work at hand in a mess. I always wondered, if I went on like this, would I lose my job? Think about it from another perspective, if I'm a boss and I pay someone to do the work, and he doesn't do well, I really want to understand why he is so absent-minded and sleepwalking. He said he had dreams and had nothing to do with the work I had entrusted to him. For such a thoughtful and aspiring young man, I will definitely be instantly moved to a mess and let him resign and go to his dream. Anyone who is a little normal will wake up and start to concentrate on work, study more knowledge in their own field, and try to make themselves a competent employee and an expert in the industry...... I don't think I'm normal.

There are countless successful people in this world, and there are even more unknown people, if you want to stand out from the crowd, you must be different, and life does not need everyone to be different, on the contrary, it needs most people to be consistent. Life uses its own strength to smooth out the edges and corners of everyone's body, and those who have empty dreams and ambitions finally become sleek and sophisticated, finding balance and solace from ten years of life. There are also some people who stubbornly go against the arrangement of life, have the opportunity to work in decent jobs, earn a decent salary, and become middle-class and upper-class people in the neighborhood, but they are obsessed with not doing their jobs, and they cannot serve the country and make money to support their families...... Perhaps, a master in any field will have to go through this dilemma, and anyone who has been tortured will pay more attention to dreams and understand the importance of faith.

What does my future hold? Is it to do a job you don't love in obscurity, or to live happily by dancing and writing? I think that the world can definitely tolerate my mediocrity as well as my success, so let's have less doubt and fear, after all, the greatest achievements of mankind come from "trying" in the beginning.