Chapter 19: I'm Not Her
Can you ask again? "I really don't believe it's true, so I want to pinch it and verify it.
“……”
Of course, Sesshomaru ignored me, and sure enough, this is the reality.
But how could he suddenly recognize me, it was too much, when I was so longing, I was hit and desperate again and again, and now I decided to be myself again, and let me go back again?
Life, life, always puts what you wanted before in front of you, blocking the way forward. So I'm going to accept it with gratitude and stop there?
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The evil opinion looked at my appearance, "The facial features are a bit similar, but the evil aura on her body is too heavy, Lord Sesshomaru, are you admitting your mistake again?" ”
Again?
"Bang!"
Ah, the evil opinion has been beaten again.
I laughed at it, "It's been more than two hundred years, why haven't you learned to behave?" No wonder it doesn't grow tall. ”
It covered its head and shouted, "I want you to take care of it!" ”
After calling it, it reacted again, "Why are you ......?"
I was also stunned, the state in which I was talking to it just now was very similar to when I was arguing with it before. It feels familiar, and I'm familiar with it, and Sesshomaru he, too, is aware of it.
No matter how much others pretend, this feeling of living together for a long time cannot be imitated.
If I had stayed with him for a while even once, he would have felt it as he does now.
But at that time, before me, Yu Sesshomaru had too many conspiracies to assassinate, and he was as powerful as him, and he couldn't recognize me.
After saying this, he denied it again, "Madame said that she is not the existence of this world, she has been back more than two hundred years ago, and she can't find it anyway, how can you be her." ”
Madam? Does it mean Ling Yue Immortal, how can she know about me so clearly?
I asked the evil opinion, "How could Ling Yue Immortal Ji know about me?" ”
"Ahh You are still disrespectful to Madame! ”
Is that the point?
"She's only seen me once, how can she know where I'm going?"
"Say it as if you really are." The evil opinion said to me unhappily, "Madame knows the Three Realms, and of course she has long seen through her identity. ”
Sesshomaru went to ask Ling Yue Xianji, maybe she took some treasure out and didn't find my soul, so I told Sesshomaru that there was no trace of me in the sky or on the ground.
He must have believed it, so when I woke up again, no amount of means would help.
The evil opinion added: "Madame also said that she could not come back, and even if there is a resemblance, it is not the real her, so don't think about impersonating her." ”
"Who's going to impersonate her?" It's ridiculous that I'm pretending to be myself? I will not be attached to anyone anymore, I am who I am, this time I have to make it clear to him, don't recognize the wrong person.
"My name is Lin, and I can say that I am a part of her, that is, all her feelings for you, pure love."
After saying that, there was silence between us again, and the evil opinion asked Sesshomaru a question that he also wanted to know:
"You, her doppelganger?"
"It's okay to say that, I was indeed born from her, but she abandoned me, and I'm not under her control anymore, so you can also think of me as an independent individual."
I looked at Sesshomaru, "Her memories are also my memories, in the days I was with you, in fact, I was there." ”
So, don't push me away alone, I was part of that big family too.
"Ang ......" seems to be digesting what I said.
Sesshomaru was silent again, and the scene was silent for a while.
I looked at him, hoping that the indifference in his eyes would not dissipate, and I wanted to find a little bit of the previous temperature from it, but the result was disappointing, he was just a little surprised, and his eyes were more probing.
"Where did she go?"
When Sesshomaru first asked, I hadn't reacted yet, "Who?" ”
After asking, I thought again, "You mean my ontology?" ”
Sesshomaru's eyes lit up, and I knew it was because he was interested, and he wanted to know where she went, almost eagerly.
My heart suddenly pounded so badly that something broke through it, and I felt a throbbing pain in my chest.
"Why not me?" I was a little resentful, "She will say that those words that like you are because of me, she will follow you willingly, and laugh when she sees you is also because of me!" ”
The moment I finished shouting at him, the black qi around me became even stronger, I was already desired, this jealousy and hatred nourished me, and my weak body became full.
The evil saw retreated and covered his mouth and nose, "What a big evil spirit! ”
I was hurt by its reaction, and I didn't want to be someone I couldn't get close to. So I tried to calm down the negative emotions and talk to him as calmly as possible.
"If you care about her, why do you think I'm her?" I said to him sadly, "Do you know, now she doesn't have any nostalgia for you, I'm not a monster, I'm all her love for you, since a long, long time ago, collect your stickers, participate in your comic conventions, collect all your videos, these are all things I'm doing, so why can't you take a closer look at me, I'm the one you're looking for!" ”
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Silence seems to have become the norm between us now, I didn't expect that I would become hysterical when I talked about it, all the pretense of composure, and the protective wall that I erected for myself collapsed and shattered, revealing my most helpless and desperate self.
It's too dangerous.
I retracted my expression and lowered my head, "Since you don't recognize me, don't say I'm her in the first place, just treat her as dead." ”
Don't give me this hope, I can still regain the confidence to forget the past, like everyone else, forget that the rain is still alive in another form, and create a new happy time with him from the beginning.
"She's alive."
I widened my eyes and bit my lower lip, "Even if she's alive, she's not here, it's like dead." ”
Sesshomaru was indifferent, but his attitude was firm, "No matter where anyone says she is, she is alive in my place." ”
Is this what it means to live forever in his heart?
I can finally affirm the weight of rain in Sesshomaru's heart, should I be happy or sad? It wasn't long ago that I figured out that it wasn't her, and now it's too doggy to put it on.
I dared to ask, "What about me?" ”
The evil opinion interjected: "Cut, you just forget it, it's uncomfortable to look at the evil spirit." ”
I moved my fingers, almost not holding back from hitting it, and I looked at Sesshomaru before I squeezed my fingers.
I had no choice but to back down, "I can change to a clean and non-evil body." ”
"You are not a good thing in itself, and if you find a clean one, you will be defiled."
I was sure that my face must have been black, it provoked my anger, and the black gas rattled.
"Sesshomaru-sama, look at her!"
As soon as the evil opinion hid behind the killing pill, he sued me, causing my temper to endure and explode in my stomach.
Evil see, you wait for me, I won't kill you in the future.
It read the abacus in my eyes, and its back was so cold that it couldn't make a sound.
"Let's go."
He didn't answer my question and left. Neither did I hate me, but I didn't show any emotions like I had lost and regained after I was honest.
Is this to treat me like a stranger again? After talking for so long, he wasn't moved at all? I, a weak woman, have done so much for him, and he is as indifferent as a stone?
As soon as I suddenly got angry, I wanted to follow him, pestering him, and following him until he confessed to me.
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