Chapter 126: Prayer
Zhang Yang quickly looked at the information in his hand, he was stunned, if such a technology becomes a model, human beings may be completely changed, cell recovery and enhancement, tissue regeneration, biochemical people, etc., these theories Zhang Yang was dumbfounded, he was at a loss. Because he has experienced terrorist attacks and has personally experienced betrayal...... Flesh and blood people still kill people like hemp, and if these half-human and half-intelligent human beings are born, if they can't control themselves, wouldn't it be even more terrifying. The development of science and technology has indeed completely changed human civilization, and the emergence of many new technologies has completely changed the cognitive ability of human beings, so that human beings can overlook the entire universe from the perspective of God, and even think that they can create all things and claim to be gods. The development of the medical industry has made human beings see through the future, as long as life is infinite and immortal, human beings can become gods completely. It's just that the future is in the hands of a few, and it is impossible for everyone to become a god, otherwise there will be no endless wars in the world! Everyone wants to have their own world to play and have fun, and my mother must have understood something to plan this.
Thinking of this, Zhang Yang put down the information and didn't say a word, he looked at Zou Kai, only breathing, Zou Kai's last smile appeared in his mind, it was very realistic, he sighed and walked out of the institute by himself.
Zhang Yang walked around alone, thinking that his mother was really happy when she woke up, even if she died and she woke up. But now that his best friend is like this, he is very hesitant to say to his family, Zhang Yang is at a loss. He understood that Aunt Yin Ping's words were comforting himself, if people were like this, they were just barely maintaining their physical functions. He walked for a long time, came back to his senses, and unconsciously walked to a store, and saw through the glass that the news was broadcasting the terrorist attack two days ago, and he realized that he had slept all day.
At this time, the number of casualties was reported in the news, 12 dead, 10 seriously injured, and one Chinese remained unconscious, and the terrorist attack also killed two soldiers...... When Zhang Yang saw the photo, he was stunned that one of them was the girl who was talking to him, this look will never be forgotten, it is very simple and beautiful...... Zhang Yang couldn't control himself at all, tears flowed out, he kept walking aimlessly, until he was tired, he saw a church and walked in.
There was no one inside, Zhang Yang knelt on the ground, bowed his head and prayed: Why do people exist? Why should people suffer the pain of loss? Why do people want to go to this world? Why are they intrigued? Why are they at war with each other? Why is the human heart never satisfied? The orphans and widows, the persecuted, the suffering, the poor soldiers...... From the beginning of human beings to the present day, there are all kinds of shapes and turns, do you really see them? Concerned about them? I used to be a carefree kid! Why should I go through all this pain, struggle, even twist, and live in a mental hospital? Why are there so many tragic things in this world? Why are races hostile to each other? Why is there homosexuality again? Heterosexuality? Bisexuality? Let people make all kinds of choices and be in the midst of human struggles? Why are there so many rules that bind human beings and make them lose themselves in their desires? Why would anyone be so obsessed with slaughtering innocent people? Why is there hatred in their hearts? Why don't they have love? Why do they numb themselves with drugs, get drunk, and indulge in fornication? Why do loved ones betray loved ones? Why do they kill and rape? Why is this happening? Why is there good and evil in this world? Why can't there be only justice in this world...... Is our human life your plaything? Is it a test product? Is it your animal? Is the Earth really your zoo? Nowadays, human beings can easily go to space to play around, to space, the earth is like a grain of sand, we humans are like bacteria in the sand, even if it is insignificant, but there is love and hatred, what should we do? No matter how hard we try, we can't escape the sanction of time! Will leave eventually! I don't like to be manipulated! But I can't escape your palm, people say you're a light in the dark! But in the darkness, apart from darkness or darkness, where do people settle down? What is really right and what is really wrong? The characters in history, the selfless dedication of the good people, the slaughter of tens of millions of bad people is also death, you say that death is a new beginning, that day there is no desire for now, only praise, only love, but how to choose in front of you? I love my friends, I love my parents, grandparents, even my uncles and aunts, I love my children, I love my current life, but I'm not happy, I long for the carefree seventeen-year-old, I long for Zou Kai, Gan Jun, Xiaozhi, Anna, Mariya These friends have always been together, I long for the simple happiness of normal people, the sun rises and the sun sets, I long for true freedom, without any constraints, I long for no longer experiencing birth, old age, sickness and death, I long to be a clear person, I long for this world to be free of greed, no war, no ridiculous evil desires, I long for this world to be only love, to meet each other and be honest with each other, not to know what hypocrisy is, and I long for people to live in harmony with each other forever. But...... If my life is smooth sailing, living in sweet honey, I will not see ugliness, I will not experience pain, I will have no comparison, will I still think so much as I do today? Will I still understand human life? Pure gold is not afraid of fire, is this earth also your furnace, the purpose of which is to refine people's hearts? Only by tasting joys, sorrows, loves, hatreds, and hatreds can we grow thoroughly? Is this the only way that you will sift through the soul like garbage? Human beings or even your products, do you want to price them according to the thinking of survival of the fittest? Is it only the most beautiful and pure that you want...... Being a human being is really tiring, to be bound by the universe, to be bound by the earth, to be bound by time, to be bound by the seasons, to be bound by food, to be bound by thoughts, to be bound by emotions, to be bound by self...... There are shackles everywhere, and people are really small. You can only be satisfied in the finite, get happiness, on the chessboard created by human beings, self-paralysis, self-obscenity, multiplication, taste all kinds of worldly conditions, and accept fate is the ultimate destination! If you exist, God, you will understand my pain and my worries and my helplessness, and how can you not know my heart when you count the hairs of men, and listen to my voice, Amen!
When he prayed, it seemed that he had experienced all the time of the past few decades again, he stared at the dome of the church, although his thoughts could be unrealistic fantasies, but after all, he was still a thing on the ground, there was a planned trajectory to go, everyone had such a trajectory, just like a story written by a writer, and the hands that wrote the fate of mankind had already implanted the trajectory in every life, which seemed to be chaotic, but in fact it was orderly, and no one could get out of this cage until his eyes were closed.
Zhang Yang stood up and saw an English Bible on the table, only to see that the content of 7:13-14 was circled, and Zhang Yang read, "You have to enter the narrow gate." For wide is the gate, and the way is great, and many enter into it; Narrow is the gate and narrow the way that leads to life, and few find it. After reading it, Zhang Yang just calmed down and walked out of the church quietly.
After that, Zhang Yang put all his energy into his career, he not only developed film and television dreams, but also combined film and television with games, and produced all kinds of things in the world through high technology, each of his friends is in it, maybe you and I are all part of this game, but we have no cognitive ability, until the end of the game, we found the end.
However, Zou Kai's fate is unknown, Zhang Yang designed a set of his own chessboard, he used his limited life, in the spiritual world, to find the cracks, the created world, placed in it, so that people can freely swim in this world, looking for common happiness, familiar memories, happy and beautiful life.