"I got the wrong test sheet that day, and I was scared of my soul, James, you don't know!!" When Liu Zhenming said this, he was still afraid, and the first thought that appeared in his mind at that time was also suicide.

James sat beside him and persuaded, "It's all over, and nothing happens." After speaking, he looked at Liu Zhenming with a smile.

Zhang Yang raised his head and looked at Liu Zhenming, when he heard this, he remembered the voice he heard outside the door that day, although Liu Zhenming was at fault, but he also suffered in this room, struggled, and persevered, so that he could grow up today, Zhang Yang thought, this person is not easy to live, and sighed deeply.

"I've seen relevant reports on the news, saying that after someone knew that they had AIDS, they deliberately seduced boys and girls and spread it maliciously, and said that it was to take revenge on society, which is terrifying! According to statistics, it is said that the transmission rate of college students is particularly high, and I really think that this disease is for people who indulge in carnal desires, and I am afraid to think about it! Who really can't see what they look like just by looking at their appearance, hey......" After speaking, Liu Zhenming held James' hand and snuggled together, not caring about Zhang Yang at all.

At this moment, Zhang Yang only had the blood letter in his brain, thinking about how much struggle he had to go through to be so desperate. That day, Liu Zhenming just mistakenly thought that he was sick, and in that state, it was really hard to imagine what that person had experienced. Although I don't know him, I still hope that he can live well. Hearing Liu Zhenming's words, Zhang Yang thought to himself that he could see Liu Zhenming have such a comprehension and change, and as a friend, he was still very pleased.

Several people talked a lot, talked about the future, Liu Zhenming plans to study in Italy with James, see more of the world, and will not regret it when he is old. Zhang Yang's attitude towards Liu Zhenming has also changed, he is not as tired of him as before, and after seeing him more, he is used to his current state. As he himself said, people will have times when they are confused, and they will find solace through various ways, as long as they don't make extreme choices, they will eventually have their own destiny.

Zhang Yang listened to them a lot carefully, and he had a tacit understanding, just like the feeling of an old husband and wife in life, very happy. It's just that this feeling is publicized from the bones, and I can't accept it completely, and I definitely can't do it. Seeing that it was about to be time for class, Zhang Yang said goodbye to the two.

Out of the room, Zhang Yang looked at the long corridor, thinking to himself that there were so many apartments, where would that person live. At this time, I saw a room not far away, and when the door opened, two older people were packing their things, and they seemed to be whose parents were.

Zhang Yang couldn't control himself and wanted to go over to see, and when he arrived at the door, he saw that the two were moving their luggage, the room was very clean, and in the garbage bag at the door, a few shredded photos were exposed, which could be seen to be photos of Ma Zhenhua, his classmates and his family, many of the photos were torn very shredded, and even his own graduation photos did not survive, Zhang Yang sighed.

"Hello! Are you also here to see Zhenhua? ”

Zhang Yang saw the aunt in front of her, her eyes were red and swollen, her face was very haggard, she reluctantly squeezed out a smile, and after seeing Zhang Yang, she asked him.

"Yes! Auntie, it's inconvenient now, right? I'll come back another day! ”

When the woman saw that a friend who rarely had a son came to visit him, and when she saw that Zhang Yang was leaving, she hurriedly said, "That! He's not coming back, he'...... Still in the hospital......" the woman choked up and gasped, "This is the address!" After speaking, the woman took out a very small notepad, skillfully wrote the address, which seemed to be the instinctive reaction of her profession, and handed it to Zhang Yang after writing, there seemed to be a lot of words in her eyes to express, but after all, she was a stranger, and when she saw Zhang Yang take the note, she continued to be busy with her own business.

"Thank you! Aunt! After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he looked at the note carefully, and the address was the Infectious Disease Hospital. Zhang Yang sighed, thinking to himself that it seems that the person is just in the infectious disease center, and it is okay, if he dies, the family will not be so calm.

Zhang Yang saw that the women continued to be busy, the men put the garbage out of the door from time to time, and could smell the smell of disinfectant in the corridor, and when he walked to the elevator, Zhang Yang saw that they turned on the lights and continued to clean up the room, which was very quiet.

Zhang Yang put the note in his wallet, went out of the apartment, it was already dark, and he saw two female students in military training uniforms, entering the building where Sonoda lived together, and entered the elevator with them, hearing the two talking and laughing, while teasing his instructor behind his back, Zhang Yang has been silent, feeling that the two are very similar to the state when they first entered the school in their freshman year.

When he got to the fifth floor, Zhang Yang got out of the elevator, and then heard the two of them talking, and he seemed very excited, "It's so handsome!" He's the star of the school......" Zhang Yang looked back at the elevator door closing and continued to walk up.

Zhang Yang smiled, thinking about the freshmen, very similar to the feeling of Zou Xuan and Lin Qianqian when they first met them, but they also thought that they would come out to rent a house to live in the first year of school, the conditions must be good, I hope they can enjoy their lives.

Zhang Yang arrived at Sonoda's apartment, pushed the door into the room, and the door would always open a crack in advance, telling him that he could enter at any time and was ready. The teacher is very attentive, not only to him, but also to all the Japanese people he comes into contact with. The content of the course designed by the teacher for himself is even more ingenious, and it is all in business terms. Since Zhang Yang learned Japanese, he has learned a lot of foreign words, and sometimes there is even a Japanese English pronunciation, and he will laugh for a long time when he hears it.

Seeing Zhang Yang come in, Sonoda began to talk a lot in Japanese, just like doing business, speaking a very authentic Tokyo accent, Zhang Yang coped with it freely, and the course officially began, during the class, the teacher will not waste a minute and a second, conscientious, conscientious and responsible, what I learned in this class, just like taking a professional class at a Japanese university, the textbook used by the teacher is specially used to teach the textbook of economics, and I bought it back in Tokyo.

After taking classes from the garden, I always return with a full load, and I feel that it is more meaningful than my own professional courses and cultural courses together, Zhang Yang always sighs, if I study other majors, I guess the university is what I will learn. It's no wonder that my mother would say that the major she chose couldn't satisfy her at all. Indeed, I usually have to rely on myself to read more, participate in more activities, find someone to tutor, and satisfy my brain's curiosity through various ways. If you don't do that, just dancing and feeling like you're going to be as lost as a schoolboy.

Zhang Yang was very depressed by Ma Zhenhua's incident, and drove around the beach before returning to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, Zou Kai and Gan Jun were studying English very seriously, and when they saw Zhang Yang coming back, Zou Kai began to report the progress of the rehearsal, the military training dance seemed to have taken shape, and he planned to start rehearsing collectively.

"Brother Yangyang! You know someone who killed himself, right? ”

Zou Kai was very puzzled when he heard Gan Jun's words about Zhang Yang, he only cared about training and leading club activities every day, and never cared about gossip.

"Know! When I first started class, I went to Liu Zhenming's place for a while, and I heard them talk, and the person seemed to live on the same floor. ”

When Zou Kai heard Zhang Yang's words, he hurriedly asked, "Who committed suicide?" ”

"Ma Zhenhua! The last time Liu Zhenming took the wrong test sheet, it was his. Gan Jun responded.

"Liu Zhenming said that when he thought he was sick, his first thought was suicide!" Zhang Yang added.

"This person is not responsible for himself, and he doesn't know how to cherish a healthy body! How many people have cancer and don't even have the right to choose! ”

Zou Kai looked very angry when he said this, Zhang Yang knew that he remembered his mother's matter, and did go to Zou Kai's house, his mother can really be said to be very beautiful and moving, and her dancing posture is very beautiful, just looking at the photos, it makes people want to watch her performance, want to know her, but the advanced stage of breast cancer is really helpless, and can only look at the beautiful life, which is destroyed to death.

"Don't think about it too much, this is called the limitation of people, the small is not good, let's just take care of ourselves, there are more than 7 billion people in the world, who is living what kind of life, no one knows, or how to say, life on this earth is just God's puppet!"

After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he went into the bathroom. The two of them rested for a while, continued to review seriously, Zhang Yang saw the learning status of his roommate was very emotional, his mother was strict with himself since he was a child, and he did not let himself waste time, as long as he did not object, he learned everything, of course, he did enjoy learning all kinds of new knowledge, and he also learned a few words of Latin, in short, it seems that all the learning has not been in vain. If you are willing to study mathematics, you can learn the best, and there is no such situation as almost turning in a blank paper in the college entrance examination. Thinking of this Zhang Yang smiled happily, I still remember that when I took the math test, I saw that the test paper was empty in my head, so I finished the multiple-choice questions, and left the examination room for twenty minutes.

After washing, Zhang Yang lay comfortably on the bed, opened the books borrowed from the library, which were books about biology and genes, and now I am very interested in these, and sometimes I will borrow some psychological books to read, or some classic literary works, because Zhang Yang reads books very quickly, every time he reads one, he can roughly summarize the content of the whole book, and even the author's state of mind, and even can synthesize each character and guess the true state of the author himself, which is very interesting, regardless of the work of a hundred years ago, or a new work, Only works that vividly describe the various states of life around you will be constantly read by people, and you can learn a lot of living experiences and experience a different life.

Zhang Yang was tired of watching it, and found that the two of them had already gone to bed to rest, so he turned off the light, and if he had no emotions before going to bed, he could sleep very comfortably.

When he woke up in the morning, he had to continue his morning work to participate in rehearsals, and Ganjun could sleep lazily every day until the two of them came back and brought him breakfast.

In the rehearsal of the morning work, the military training dance is really out of shape, changing the formation, wearing camouflage uniforms will be very handsome, neat and uniform, clean and neat movements, showing unity, positive youthful atmosphere. Although many new students will soon forget this feeling in the future, this memory will always be there, and it is beautiful.

At the end of the day, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai went back to the dormitory, and their elective courses were different, so in addition to English and professional courses, they often took separate classes.

After breakfast, several people left the dormitory, and saw the instructor inspecting the freshmen's dormitories, checking the freshmen's bedding, and asking them to fold into squares. Seeing this situation, Zhang Yang couldn't help but admire Zou Kai, from his freshman year to the present, his bed is unconventional, the quilt is always square, sometimes it is not pleasing to the eye, Zhang Yang deliberately secretly unfolded it for him, he must have folded the quilt well, Zhang Yang destroyed it a few times, and he folded it a few times. Later, Zhang Yang was moved by Zou Kai's actions, and he never sabotaged again.

Zhang Yang thought that Zou Kai was in his own home, it was a quilt with a double bed, he would clean it up, and Zou Xuan was the same, his family's room had never been visited, but the family life was very decent, and everything was very tidy.

Zhang Yang was thinking about it, and when he heard the instructor say that a dormitory student was very unqualified, he began to teach him, the problem of the quilt material could not be formed at all, Zhang Yang smirked, and several freshmen also laughed, there was really no way, it was similar to Zou Kai's situation when he folded his quilt, Zou Kai dragged Zhang Yang, and several people rushed to class.

In this special case, it is enough to tidy up the corners, and the instructor will not deliberately find faults, after all, the atmosphere of rules and regulations can be passed on.

Zhang Yang saw that the freshmen went to the playground one after another, and their immature faces looked like children, and the girls passed by Zhang Yang and would keep whispering. After all, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai have always been very popular, and as soon as they entered the school, the freshmen heard that there were stars in the school and wanted to get to know them.

Zhang Yang and a few people arrived at the teaching building, but they didn't attend classes in a classroom, Zhang Yang was used to sitting in the back row, and the teacher didn't name them, just counted the heads, it was estimated that the lesson was over, and the teacher didn't know who was who, and he felt very dealing.

This kind of course is not as simple as reading extracurricular books by yourself, but elective courses account for a certain number of credits, and you must persist until graduation. Zhang Yang is very envious of Anna at the moment, Anna has studied a lot at Harvard University, has taken two majors, and will work very hard even during the holidays, and will be a sophomore in college. But when he thought about it, what he learned was far from what he couldn't teach in class, Zhang Yang was flipping through the book and thinking at the same time, and such a course would soon be over.

Out of the teaching building, Zhang Yang remembered what happened last night, thinking about whether to visit, only Cui Xuanyu was close to him before, Zhang Yang sent a message to Cui Xuanyu, Cui Xuanyu happened to finish class, so he agreed to go and have a look together, and found Zhang Yang out of the teaching building.

Zhang Yang saw that Gan Jun and Zou Kai were also out of class, so he walked out of the teaching building sleepily, and heard Zhang Yang say that he was going to visit, but several people did not refuse, bought some fruits, and went to the hospital.

After entering the infectious disease hospital and learning that several people were visiting, the nurse issued medical masks to several people, and according to the ward that Zhang Yang said, several people went to the door of a VIP.

Zhang Yang saw Ma Zhenhua lying on the hospital bed and was lifeless, and suddenly remembered the old actor in the crew, but it was different. After asking the nurse, the nurse said that it was okay not to wear a mask, Zhang Yang and others took off their masks and knocked on the door.

Ma Zhenhua saw that someone pushed open the door, and it was Zhang Yang who came in, he had been secretly in love with this person for a long time, so he was naturally very surprised, Zhang Yang in front of him seemed to be glowing, Ma Zhenhua was stunned for a long time.

Cui Xuanyu took something and entered the door, "Zhenhua, I took my classmates to see you, how do you feel now?" ”

When Ma Zhenhua heard Cui Xuanyu's words, he came back to his senses, he smiled reluctantly, his lips were still white, and he greeted a few people. In Ma Zhenhua's eyes, the flamboyance at this moment is as white and flawless as an angel, so that no one wants to hurt him, even the slightest crooked thought will destroy his beauty, thinking of this Ma Zhenhua sighed.

At this time, Ma Zhenhua's mother came in with water, and his father followed behind with a bag of medicine.