Chapter 140: A Crisis of Confidence
However, Xia Xiaoke was about to get up, and Han Shaoxun had already stopped her waist from behind - "Wife." ”
The first time he took a mandarin duck bath, where did he let her leave so easily?
Pressing her in his arms, skin to skin, Han Shaoxun said very aggrievedly, "I still want it." ”
Hugging each other in the bathtub like this, as any normal man, will react.
And he is still a man who has been hungry for a long time!
"Do you feel it?"
Do you feel, feel, feel, arrive, go?
Xia Xiaoke's little face turned red all of a sudden, and even hot!
Close to his body, of course she could feel the change in a certain part of his body, so obvious-
It's just, just how is she going to answer this question?
Well?
Answer: She wants it too?
Still don't want it?
Either way, she wouldn't have had a good night.
As if seeing that Xia Xiaoke didn't know how to face this problem, Han Shaoxun kissed her forehead and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”
He was referring to, of course, that place.
Xia Xiaoke blushed and nodded, "It's a little bit." ”
Well, Han Shaoxun sighed deeply.
Since her pain hadn't gone away, he had to endure it all night—"Wait a minute, I'll make the bed." ”
Xia Xiaoke wanted to stop him, but he was afraid that doing so would arouse his suspicion - in the end, she hadn't done anything to be sorry for him, what did she have to be kind?
And why stop him?
What is she trying to hide?
It's nothing.
Since she has a clear conscience, she can generously let Han Shaoxun make the bed.
It's just that although he comforted himself like this in his heart, since Han Shaoxun went out, Xia Xiaoke's heart was still very restless.
He's been out for a while, why hasn't he come back yet?
Didn't he notice the redness either?
How could it be, how could this happen, she was obviously the first time-
couldn't stay in the bathroom anymore, Xia Xiaoke got up from the bathtub, wiped his body with a bath towel, and went out wrapped in a bath towel, only to see Han Shaoxun sitting alone on the edge of the bed.
On the bed, it was still covered with the same sheet as before.
Therefore, his silence, like hers, stems from not seeing what it means
V's bloodstains.
"Shaoxun—"
Barefoot, Xia Xiaoke walked carefully in front of Han Shaoxun.
She couldn't figure out what he was thinking now, she didn't know if he would doubt her, she didn't even know if he would push her away, so she was extra careful with every step she took.
"Are you okay?"
Han Shaoxun didn't reply, just looked at the woman in front of him with those dark eyes.
There was nothing but the remains he left behind.
So, this is not Xia Xiaoke's first time?
Han Shaoxun knew, knew that everyone was an adult, and knew that Xia Xiaoke and Xu Fei had a history, but it was really difficult for him to accept such a fact.
He liked this woman so much, the first kiss between them, she was so jerky, it made him think that she was still perfect, she was still pure, but now-
Such a contrast really made him very uncomfortable.
Even, he really wanted to beat Xu Fei hard.
How, how can you take away his woman's first time?
How can it!!
She's his, it's his, everything about her should be his, including her first time!
But she gave Xu Fei -
Clenching his fists fiercely, Han Shaoxun was obviously controlling his emotions.
As long as he thought that Xu Fei had pressed his woman under him, he couldn't suppress his anger.
He's going to kill that man, he's going to make that man disappear from the world completely!
"Shaoxun—"
Holding Han Shaoxun's hand very carefully, Xia Xiaoke said softly, "Maybe if I say that, you may not believe it." ”
"But I'm still going to defend myself."
The pair of black and white eyes looked at Han Shaoxun very honestly, and Xia Xiaoke said again, "This is my first time." ”
"There is innocence between me and Xu Fei."
Of course, she knew that Han Shaoxun's anger had something to do with Xu Fei, but she had to clarify-"I don't know why I didn't fall red, but I can be sure that this is my first time." ”
"I've always been mindful of this kind of thing, otherwise I wouldn't have delayed it until now."
"So Shaoxun, believe me, okay?"
This was the first time that Xia Xiaoke opened her mouth to ask Han Shaoxun, and she hoped that he would believe her.
This will make her feel secure and make her feel that the relationship between them can stand the test.
Han Shaoxun was silent for a long time.
Xia Xiaoke said that this was her first time.
Really?
If it is, why didn't it fall red?
If not, why did she hide it?
It's not that he doesn't know about Xu Fei's existence - "Okay, let's sleep." ”
With a deep sigh, Han Shaoxun didn't give Xia Xiaoke a clear answer in the end, but turned around and pulled off the sheet fiercely.
I thought it would be a perfect night, but I didn't want it to end up like this.
Scold.
It's ironic.
Xia Xiaoke felt a little sad.
Is her Shaoxun choosing to avoid this question?
That is, he didn't believe what she said?
Lying quietly on the edge of the bed, this time, Han Shaoxun did not take the initiative to lean over.
This is the first time.
In the past, whenever he lay down on the bed, he would stretch out his long arms, put them under her neck, and use her in his arms.
But today—
Looking at his back, Xia Xiaoke sighed softly.
It feels like because of this incident, the distance between them has widened a lot.
Is it her fault?
But she really didn't know why.
Silently turned over and hugged himself with his arms, Xia Xiaoke only felt that he was sad, adding another layer.
Can't even the least trust between them?
And her Shaoxun, will gradually alienate her because of this incident?
Xia Xiaoke didn't know the answer.
For one night alone, she couldn't fathom him.
No, she never seemed to touch him—
Heart, suddenly very tired.
And Han Shaoxun also knew that his attitude would make Xia Xiaoke feel sad.
But he was so domineering and wanted to possess everything from her, and he was very sad to suddenly learn that this might not be her first time.
Yes, he was sad too.
Therefore, it doesn't matter if he can't do it.
That's all because I care.
Everything he cared about her, everything everything—
Because of something on his mind, Xia Xiaoke was in a state of light sleep this night, and his sleep was extremely unstable.
And the moment she had been looking forward to, Han Shaoxun could take the initiative to protect her from behind, never appeared.
Xia Xiaoke's heart also fell to the bottom little by little.
In the early morning of the second day, Han Shaoxun got up very early and felt his movements, Xia Xiaoke closed his eyes tightly in a panic, pretending to be asleep.
But she clearly felt that Han Shaoxun stood in front of her for a long time, and finally sighed softly.
"Hey."
Xia Xiaoke opened his eyes and sighed as he learned from Han Shaoxun's appearance.
What does he mean by that?
Disappointed in her?
Still unwilling to choose to believe her?
Xia Xiaoke, who was so sad, almost shed tears.
Unwilling to stay alone in the bedroom, Xia Xiaoke sat in bed for a long time, and it took a long time to calm down his emotions before getting out of bed to wash.
But looking at himself in the mirror and the dark circles under his eyes, Xia Xiaoke was sad again.
In just one night, she was already emaciated like this, if Han Shaoxun had a cold war with her for ten days and a half months because of this incident, how would she deal with it?
After a simple freshening up, Xia Xiaoke went downstairs, and in the restaurant, Han Shaoxun still sat for breakfast as always.
Only this time, sitting at the dining table, Xia Xiaoke didn't have much appetite.
Han Shaoxun didn't even sit down, what did she eat?
The chopsticks in his hand were put down again, and Xia Xiaoke wanted to go upstairs directly to get his bag and go to work.
Since he was so reluctant to get close to her, it would be better for her to disappear in front of his eyes as soon as possible.
Isn't there a saying that out of sight is out of mind?
He didn't want to see her, so she left obediently.
But before she was leaving, Han Shaoxun stopped her, took out a hot egg from the kitchen, and gently rolled it under Xia Xiaoke's eyelids.
It was only one night that she had dark circles under her eyes.
This silly woman.
However, although she knew that her indifference would make her feel sad, Han Shaoxun was still reluctant to say a word.
That's the limit of what he can do.
He was a very strong and domineering man, and he needed time to digest it.
But when Han Shaoxun's hand touched her face, Xia Xiaoke shed a few lines of tears very unproductively.
She was very aggrieved, really aggrieved.
She hadn't done anything to be sorry for him, so why couldn't he choose to trust her?
Han Shaoxun was stunned suddenly, and then his big hand was slightly stronger, hugging the woman in front of him in his arms.
was obviously jealous to death, so jealous that he didn't want to talk to Xia Xiaoke, but seeing her tears, he still couldn't help but feel distressed.
He didn't want her to be upset, just, just needed time to come to terms with that-"Wow-"
Hugging Han Shaoxun's waist tightly, Xia Xiaoke cried out with a wow.
Douda's tears fell down one by one, and she wanted to say that this was her first time, but she didn't know why there was no red mark-
Han Shaoxun never spoke, only patted her back quietly, trying to calm her emotions.
When she was tired of crying and gradually stopped crying, Han Shaoxun led her to sit down at the dining table again.
Meals are always eaten, no matter what happens.
With red eyes, Xia Xiaoke looked at Han Shaoxun pitifully.
His eyes were still indifferent.
Therefore, the knot between them has not yet been revealed.
Quietly wiping away the tears that overflowed his eyes, Xia Xiaoke really wanted to know when this cold war would end-
Lost his soul and went to work, Han Shaoxun carried Xia Xiaoke to the Starlight Gate, but he didn't say a word before leaving.
Xia Xiaoke only felt that his heart was getting cold a little bit.
Is she too naïve?
Before, she always thought that she and Han Shaoxun had a common heart, and no matter what happened, they could face it strongly.
But now?
His attitude seemed to mock her stupidity.
Where would he be willing to face it with her?
He was clearly disgusted with her.