Chapter 69: Fear in the Heart

As soon as the words fell, Zou Kai kissed Zhang Yang's chin all of a sudden, Zhang Yang pursed his mouth hard, Zou Kai could only kiss his chin, Zhang Yang was very calm, he didn't feel anything, he thought that a dignified seven-foot man had this kind of hobby, just wanted to kick Zou Kai away, but Zou Kai held it down with his legs, Zou Kai found that Zhang Yang did not have any physiological reaction, so he quieted down.

"Are you?" Zhang Yang asked in disbelief, feeling that this joke was a bit too much.

"Don't get me wrong! I...... No! I don't have any feelings for any man, I'm pretty sure I like girls, but ...... for you I don't know how to describe it! Zou Kai let go of his hand, realizing that he had done something wrong, knowing that Zhang Yang might be uncomfortable at any time, and he still did it, and he blamed himself.

"You scared me, that ...... Zou Kai, I also confessed to you, because of that incident...... I've never had a man's physiological reaction when I'm so old, not even morning erection! No matter how sexy a girl is, it's the same, even in the face of Maria, I'm just excited, and I don't have any other desires at all, I ...... It's not exactly a man, and my parents don't know about it! I don't know why that's happening! But all I know is that sex makes me sick! When I was a child, I prayed to God that I would never have ** in my life, and I have always been very resistant to it from the bottom of my bones, so I don't want to touch it in this life! I believe that the woman who loves me will willingly accompany me for the rest of my life! If I can't, I'll be alone for the rest of my life! Zhang Yang told his secret, and his heart was still very calm, but he was afraid that he was deliberately tempting like Liu Zhenming, so he simply said everything in his heart.

"I'm sorry! The joke was overdone! I wish we could always be friends! Zou Kai said guiltily.

"In the past, I was estimated to vomit to the point of gastrointestinal discomfort, facing you, I won't, because I believe in you, I regard you as a confidant, I hope you don't joke with me like this in the future, you will definitely meet the woman you love, you are not Liu Zhenming, you don't need to try these, don't be bound by worldly labels, I love everyone around me, I love you more as a confidant, the most beautiful thing in the world is love from the heart, I love Xiaozhi, I love Anna, I love my parents too, I love every friend, I don't think this kind of love can be defiled, you are dearer to me than a brother! So don't get me wrong! Liu Zhenming has tried me several times before, but I know what kind of person I am and have my own responsibilities to bear, I can't understand Liu Zhenming's emotions, but I know that it doesn't belong to my world! Zou Kai...... You go to class first! I'll be over in a moment! After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he sat on the chair alone and said no more.

The sweeping robot spun around the feet of the two for a while, bypassed Zou Kai, and continued to work quietly.

"I'm sorry! Publicity! It's all my fault, I hope you don't blame me! If you're upset, just scold me! Don't put up with it! Will we ever be friends for life? Zou Kai asked worriedly, afraid that he had touched the bottom line of Zhang Yang.

Zhang Yang looked at Zou Kai with a smile, "Yes, I've grown so big, I've never been so close to anyone, and I don't want to lose you as a confidant!" ”

Hearing Zhang Yang say this, Zou Kai breathed a sigh of relief and said seriously, "I'm really not gay, I like women, I like to look at beautiful girls a few more times, just facing you, I think you have something in you that attracts me, and I can't help myself from wanting to be friends with you, listen to you, I ...... I'm certainly not the devil! I'm sorry! Hope I didn't hurt you! I...... Let's go out first! ”

After Zou Kai finished speaking, he picked up his bag and walked out of the dormitory, Zhang Yang understood this feeling, it was because he was not bound by lust, so he has been liked for so many years, and there are no distractions at all, just like a fragrant flower, white and flawless, it will naturally attract bees and butterflies, whether it is male or female, old or young, everyone can feel the goodness and purity from human nature.

Zhang Yang was not surprised by Zou Kai's actions, nor did he hate it, he felt like an extra brother, daring to treat himself like this, in the past, only when Xiao Zhi was young, he would quarrel with himself unscrupulously, but now that he has grown up, there are more rules that bind him. Zou Kai gave himself the feeling that like this kind of intimate brother, he could talk without scruples and play around together without any defense. As for when he was a child, Zhang Yang felt that everyone had to have their own trials in this world, but their own had already happened. In fact, Zhang Yang pursued Maria, even if she agreed, it is estimated that women would not be able to accept it, and their men would not touch her for the rest of their lives, so they were still very worried. This is also why Zhang Yang likes acting, he can do anything in the camera, live in thousands of states, have endless energy, he can vent himself in the camera without reservation, but that is not the real self, the purest place, no one can touch it, but it was unexpectedly discovered by Zou Kai like this.

Zhang Yang had breakfast and went to the academy, on the way, he saw Cui Xuanyu and a man walking very closely, and he and Liu Zhenming became the most commonly discussed people in the academy, the boy next to him was a gangster who almost gave up on himself, and he was really admitted to the art academy, Zhang Yang did not discriminate against this kind of people, but he just felt that as long as it was love from the heart, what could he say out loud, the surrounding classmates greeted Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang responded while following the classmates into the dance studio.

During the morning class, Zhang Yang could see that Zou Kai had been distracted, and his eyes were full of worry about Zhang Yang, and he was afraid that he would lose this friend. After class, the ballet teacher counted him down, this is also the first time, such a gentle teacher criticizes the student he likes so much, it seems that Zou Kai's state is really bad.

In order to prove that he is fine, Zhang Yang took Zou Kai for a ride and went to eat steak, in fact, he was very grateful to him, dug out the secret of his heart, and let himself believe in himself, there is indeed no lust to bind himself for many years, such an abnormality is that no matter who you talk to, it is difficult to speak, it is estimated that after the parents know, they will lock themselves in the doctor's ward and receive various treatments, and Zhang Yang does not want to be treated at all, he feels that he will never need sexual restraint.

Then Zou Kai swore to Zhang Yang, this matter will never be told to anyone, the two are still the same as before, not as any rumors say, what homosexuality or the like, the two are simple friendship, very pure, Zou Kai knows that his selfish desires will be defiled and public, he never thought about this aspect again, because he knew that this was the devil's impulse and an absolute mistake.

"Brother Yangyang! Brother Kai! ”

Zhang Yang and Zou Kai just arrived at the academy and saw Gan Jun shouting about himself on the first floor, the two went to the design room, saw Li Yinghui, and the two freshman boys were checking the made props, and the shapes of the four characters in front of them had been fully formed. Gan Jun spent a total of more than 50,000 yuan before and after, and he was already very frugal.

"You guys did it!?" Zou Kai couldn't believe his eyes and was surprised.

"These equipment and props are all designed by Gan Jun, and I designed the costume cut!" Li Yinghui said confidently.

"We're just doing chores, and the boss will do whatever he says!" The other two students also responded, looking much more immature.

Zhang Yang touched the shape, amazed by such a design, it was so realistic, there was no color difference, Zhang Yang touched the armor, "Can you wear it and try it?" ”

After speaking, I saw Liu Zhenming and James running over and asking Gan Jun what he was looking for, and when he entered the house and saw the four game characters, the two were stunned for a long time.

"I wear Guldan's style, Zou Kai, you wear Illidan, James you wear the Blood Elf Prince, Liu Zhenming you wear the Lich King!" Zhang Yang immediately arranged everyone's duties, because he asked Gan Jun to make it according to the height of several people.

Everyone put on a few people, Guldan's mold is very thick, a lot of materials are used, and the feeling of hunchback comes out immediately after wearing it, and then puts on a mask, it is like a character who came out of the game animation, plus a temporary design of the performance, the action is godlike.

Gan Jun put on the voice changer for Guldan, and Zhang Yang spoke English, and everyone was taken aback by him, which felt too evil.

Zhang Yang has always praised Gan Jun, especially when he saw the blood elf prince, the crown on his head, and the large diamond on his clothes, everyone was amazed, and they didn't know how to describe it for a while, but they saw Gan Jun turn on the switch, the diamond glowed with green flames, and the design was particularly in place, James's image was very consistent, Li Yinghui helped him paint makeup, wear green contact lenses, and paste false eyelashes.

Gan Jun has been introducing that the diamond is a high-imitation glass product, with a picture of paint, which is specially designed, and said a bunch of professional production methods, after Gan Jun introduced, several people put the armor of the Lich King on Liu Zhenming's body, although there is no one in sight, but it is really handsome, a big sword, it is simply godlike, and it completely restores the state in the game.

Illidan is even more handsome, his chest muscles are obvious, he is wearing a designed tight mold, after putting on makeup, wearing demon horns, wearing wings, and holding two large weapons, several people are learning movements in the courtyard, which instantly caused a sensation among the students who came to class in the entire academy.

The crowd in the academy was crazy, upstairs and downstairs, the surrounding water was impassable, Zhang Yang several people were wearing special voice changers, and the sound was the same as in the game, everyone who watched was stunned, and everyone took pictures and sent them to their circle of friends.

Zhang Yang saw everyone's reaction and knew that he had won this time, according to the experience of participating in the exhibition last time, no one would make such a big formation. Such a scene can only be seen in the exhibition in the United States, but the prize money reaches nearly one million, so the competition scene is spectacular, and there are many participants.

Zhang Yang took a group photo together at the gate of the college, recorded a video, and took a souvenir, these four characters can be fake. After everyone tried on makeup, they immediately put away their things and prepared to participate in the international exhibition competition.

This scene made the whole academy talk about it for a long time, that is, the art teachers, they were all amazed by the bold creations of several students, and when they forwarded the photos, the students also found the Naruto characters who participated in the freshman year, and the cool performance video became popular all over the school again.

English corner, Zou Kai insisted on going once a week, and after learning that he knew martial arts, he attracted a few foreigners and took the initiative to learn martial arts movements from him. In the eyes of foreigners, they all think that Chinese martial arts are the most orthodox and powerful, so they will naturally pester Zou Kai to teach them, and it has become a very common thing to have more foreign faces in the club, and the martial arts club has suddenly become an international exchange center, and it has become lively.

After Zou Kai knew all Zhang Yang's secrets, the two of them had no barrier, just like brothers, Zhang Yang could say anything to Zou Kai. Even if he is in contact with Maria, he has to always worry about what will happen if his physical problems are known, and what his reaction will be if he knows that he has psychological trauma, Zhang Yang has imagined many possibilities. This is also why Zhang Yang, in the end, can only write the impossible beautiful love into the story through the script.

Zhang Yang thought, it is estimated that in this life, the only one who can speak his heart is this confidant, after finishing his body, Zhang Yang is in a daze, only listening to Zou Kai ordering Zhang Yang like a coach.

When Zhang Yang heard Zou Kai's shout, he immediately became alert, and several foreigners were still applauding, fortunately, today, he didn't exercise himself to the point of exhaustion, otherwise today, he would have made a fool of himself.

Zhang Yang finished his drink and stood opposite Zou Kai, Zou Kai deliberately let Zhang Yang fall on him a few times, and the ground was covered with a very thin mat.

After getting up, it was like no one, explaining to a few foreigners in Chinese and English, the foreigners' eyes lit up, looking at Zou Kai and Zhang Yang with adoration, and being impressed by Chinese kung fu, this is obviously grappling and fighting, plus taekwondo movements, Zhang Yang is to serve this group of stupid foreigners, if they all wear yellow clothes, it is estimated that they are all Bruce Lee's heirs.

Zou Kai went out today, put down his face, let everyone practice with him, teach everyone hand in hand, very serious, especially responsible, only to know at the end that the position of the head of the martial arts club was given to him, and the person before seemed to go out for an internship to earn credits, and there was no way to lead the group.

Zhang Yang thought to himself, this person is really, the greater the ability, the more responsibility he has to take, in order to teach the members of the club, he has been a sparring partner for a while, but this time he tossed Zou Kai enough.

Finally, I didn't have to cooperate with Zhang Yang, and I was about to leave after the incident, and I met the female physical education teacher who looked like a man, and came to the training ground, her physique was not covered, she was wearing a short-sleeved sportswear, and her arms were stronger than Zou Kai's arms, although there was some fat, but it looked very strong.

The martial arts club has always been led by her, she is mainly in charge of women, and men do not have suitable teachers, so they often invite some outside coaches to teach everyone.

Since Zou Kai became the head of the group, he has often seen her, and when he saw the teacher coming to the museum with the female members, he greeted the teacher and discussed something. Zhang Yang suddenly remembered that there would be a wrestling match today, and it would be held before the holiday every time, only to see everyone surrounded, the first team of men, the first team of women, and the number of women's teams was not large, and then I saw Gan Jun, Liu Zhenming, Lin Qianqian and Zou Xuan and others rushed to the arena to cheer for Zou Kai together.

Everyone is fighting against the physical education teacher, this physical education teacher to the middle of the station, many boys are like ribs, a few fitness classmates challenged her, it was easy to be taken down by the teacher a few times, Zhang Yang was watching the excitement when I didn't know who was squeezed into the field.

"Isn't that the star of the school?" The coach said with a smile.

Zhang Yang saw her sweat flowing down her forehead to her face, and was instantly shocked by the momentum of the physical education teacher, and she didn't dare to treat her as a woman, not to mention that she had just finished exercising and was a sparring partner, so how could she still have the strength. When he was hesitating, he saw Zou Kai on the field against his teacher.

Zhang Yang was frightened when he saw the teacher's wildness, she was a woman after all, like the woman in the psychological shadows, looking at her, as if she was roaring, the whole person was as hideous as a devil in the dark, and immediately devoured herself, Zhang Yang's breathing rhythm accelerated, and he immediately fainted.