Zou Kai drove in the direction of the school, Zhang Yang sat in the passenger seat, thinking back to the school he had taken a taxi to when he first came here, and at that time he only thought that everything could start again, who knew that everything was still in the hands of his mother, after all, this is the way she loves herself, maybe the only thing she can accompany in this life is her parents. Thinking of this, Zhang Yang watched Zou Kai drive the car intently, since his freshman year, he and Gan Jun have been by his side, and neither of them has ever been in love in college, but when acting, Zou Kai's feelings are still very, very abundant, which surprises him. He fell in love with the female first at the same time in the play, and also fell in love with the tied male one, and almost got AIDS, and there were no problems with the guidance of two professional teachers in his acting skills, and at the same time, this film also established a new image for him, as long as he wants to engage in this industry, Zhang Yang believes that he will always have a good opportunity.

"Zou Kai! Believe it or not, after this drama is broadcast, you will definitely be popular, and as long as you want to continue to work in this industry, you will definitely continue to be the number one male! Didn't you find that your conditions were good? Zhang Yang said sincerely, although the two have different temperaments, they each have their own advantages, and Zhang Yang has always admired Zou Kai.

"I know! I'm calling it dedication to art! I won't act if someone else shoots it! I don't want to work in this industry in the future! What's the point! My civil service courses are almost the same, and I'll go back to take the exam after graduation, anyway, it's just a formality! After Zou Kai finished speaking, he realized that he had said it in a formality, and he was going to be looked down upon.

"So to speak! You're determined to be a cop! It's good if you're happy! I always have a question for you, when we were filming emotional scenes, what were you thinking when you were filming kiss scenes with Han Mingshuo and Sheng Liying? Zhang Yang didn't take it seriously, in fact, he had guessed it since he had been to his house once, and he was more curious about the source of his energy when filming.

"So what else can you think of! I want to play a role in the film! Zou Kai responded.

"You said that in the past four years of college, other people's girlfriends have changed a lot, and you have never been in a relationship at all, what are you thinking? Don't you like women? Zhang Yang deliberately asked this way, intending to dig out some secrets that he didn't know.

"Who said that! My first love was my high school classmate, and I got along for two years, otherwise when acting, I would cry when I said I would, where did the feelings come from! Zou Kai hurriedly defended, and also told his emotional experience.

"Yo he! It's rare! Listen to you talk about your first love! Zhang Yang guessed that there must be a reason.

"You haven't asked! Let's talk about the past, it was very simple at that time, so I just held hands, kissed at most, and I went to be a soldier after graduation, she went abroad, anyway, we don't match! Zou Kai continued to explain.

"And did you love her?" Zhang Yang thought about his struggles and pain during filming, and behaved very well, thinking that he must have some kind of experience.

"What to love and not to love! At that time, I felt that my heart was very innocent, and if I could really get married at that time, I guess I would also get married! It's just that now I don't think it's love, it's just like it from the bottom of my heart! Zou Kai said with emotion, his eyes revealing too much emotion.

After hearing this, Zhang Yang was silent and stopped talking, thinking that everyone has a story hidden in their hearts, why do they have to pierce it.

"Don't think about it, it's all over! No matter how hard I try, I can't compare to you, the roles you play are always praised, mine is not good, this time without everyone's guidance to grind me, I will definitely not be able to come out! The AIDS patient you played is really amazing! It's true! That shot will definitely become a classic, see through life and death, and confess that you wasted your time and wasted your youth! It's very heart-wrenching to see it on the spot! It's true! Zou Kai saw that Zhang Yang was silent and continued.

"That's good, a lot of times, I forget what I've done after acting, and when I watch the replay, I see that it's all in the state of the characters, and I'm very happy. I think this is the meaning of film and television dramas, because of Ma Zhenhua and Liu Zhenming, I have been thinking about these things and feel that they must be conveyed! I am very content with everyone, especially for young people, I think many people are very confused when they grow up, they need good books, and even good movies to spread these, although it is very painful and miserable, but this is life, it is reality! No one can escape it! It's happening all around us all the time! Now that you see it and know it, you have to do something! Otherwise, I'm sorry for my conscience! By the way, how is Zou Xuan now? Zhang Yang explained a lot in a serious way, he felt that the acting was good because the empathy was carried out in place, and it was not something worthy of praise and show-off, if he didn't do it well, he would rather change industries and do what he was good at.

"She! She didn't graduate early with Lin Qianqian in her junior year, but she didn't go to Japan first, but traveled to Russia for a while, and she plans to go to graduate school this year, as if she is going to Osaka! Zou Kai responded.

"I envy you for having a sister! Life is never alone! And have a companion! Zhang Yang said with emotion that it is true that since the first day of school here, the brother and sister have often been inseparable and take care of each other, which is indeed enviable.

"Envy! That girl! Wayward! It's infuriating! That's why I spoil her every day! Don't you know her yet? When Zou Kai talked about his sister, he seemed to have endless words and a doting expression on his face.

"Come on! Without her, you wouldn't stick to me every day! At least she gives you the ability to spoil her and love her! I still want to spoil my sister or brother! But my parents never had plans to have a second child! Zhang Yang said half-jokingly.

"Anna! Xiaozhi! Zheng Han! Ganjun! I don't think it makes a difference to you, it's all the same! It's not all the same for you as your younger siblings! Whether you have a cousin or not, it makes no difference! By the way, we'll graduate in May, will you go to New York as soon as you graduate? Zou Kai asked.

"Yes, I'll go as soon as I graduate! To be honest, I am very touched, I have you by my side all the time, and I can't put it into words! Even my parents have never been with me like that! And Gan Jun! When we graduate, let's get together, and I'm afraid that this will be the only time in our lives! Zhang Yang suddenly said sadly, thinking that this day has come, and who knows what road to take in the future.

"Don't be so sad! I met in college! It means that there is a fate! Besides, whoever said that they wouldn't have a chance to be together in the future! Zou Kai responded, thinking that the future might be, if you really want to stick to anyone, you will go together.

"I'm going for a ride at the beach! You go the other way! ”

After Zhang Yang finished speaking, seeing that Zou Kai had changed his way back, he looked out the window, thinking that it would be difficult to be together like this in the future, if he really wants to keep filming, Zou Kai just wants to occupy a name, I still remember that the studio was established at that time, a blank piece of paper, he drew a charge, and he was the only one who has been with him willfully, and he has not officially been busy with his life, so he will be so reluctant.

Zou Kai drove to the beach, Zhang Yang was blowing the sea breeze, the sun was shining and very comfortable, he hadn't relaxed himself like this for a long time in the past year, the two dramas could be said to be done in a row, he didn't feel tired, but he was too focused on one thing, so that he missed a lot of things around him. Sonoda, Lin Qianqian and Zou Xuan wanted to invite themselves to a good meal, but they had something to do, so they couldn't get away at all, and their birthdays were very simple.

The car drove to the parking lot by the sea, Zhang Yang got out of the car, and walked on the beach, accompanied by Zou Kai.

"We're on the same day and month, right?" Zhang Yang asked thoughtfully.

"That's right! We've been celebrating birthdays together for the past few years! In a few years...... It's thirty, my dad is right, this man must do something meaningful, otherwise he will definitely regret it, I had to insist on taking the exam at the beginning, if I didn't go to the army, I must regret it now! So I'm going to do it! Zou Kai suddenly said with emotion.

Zhang Yang listened to Zou Kai say, don't look at the things they like differently, their family backgrounds are different, but the perseverance is really the same, they are very strict with themselves, they can make up for each other, make progress with each other, and grow together.

"I remember a story from the Bible, about King David, who was persecuted by the old king when he was young! He was bent on killing David, but the eldest son of the old king had been helping David, he knew that David would become the new king, but the eldest son of the old king never cared about this, and finally the old king knew that the eldest son had hidden David, so he went to arrest him, and the eldest son would rather betray his father and let David go, rather than betray David! Later, after nine deaths, David finally became the new king, and he had many opportunities to kill the old king, but he did not do that, and not only did he not kill him, but he gave them and their children a carefree life because of his eldest son. ”

"Do you want to say that the eldest son of the old king loved David?"

After Zou Kai finished speaking, he looked at Zhang Yang.

"The eldest son has several wives and children, the eldest prince can get whatever he wants, and the love between parents and siblings is called love, for example, you love your sister, the teacher is good to the student, the stranger is also love for the child, the human being is good to the animal, the friend is also love, love is not possession, nor is it an excuse for selfish desires, love is the purest, sacred and undefiled, but we human beings like to use human desire to defile this beautiful love! David's account says that he married thousands of women, and none of them were as beautiful as the love of the great prince! I think the reason why he said this is because that love is not mixed with any selfish desires. David has many wives and children, and they fight every day, think about power every day, and their love comes at a price. Only the eldest prince sacrificed himself and gave up all glory, isn't this love beautiful? Some people say that they are homosexual, but love has no gender restrictions, no high or low, and it is not the narrow love that people understand! Do you understand? ”

Zou Kai nodded, as if he didn't understand.

"愛してる! You don't think I have a problem with my ears! But I want you to understand that I love you too! But beyond gender! Have you ever thought that for people, robots need electricity to function normally, and this electricity is like a human soul! We humans are like other people's dolls, we can only survive in a specific space like the earth, and we cannot exist without sunlight, food and water. However, when the current leaves the robot, it exists in all kinds of substances, and the gender identity set by the person has no meaning for a pile of scrap metal; I think that the human soul will exist in a space that is not visible to the naked eye, but at that time, the dead body has no gender identity at all, and our body will eventually become just a handful of dust. And our minds will eventually be bound by our cognitive level, just like electronic devices, constantly updated, but the essence is still the same. To what extent will people understand love in the future, only time can tell them! ”

After listening to this, Zou Kai can probably understand that the robot can only operate when it is powered on and has energy. And human beings also need energy, they have to eat, drink and Lazar every day, and they will not get tired of repeating it tens of thousands of times, and the soul is like an electric current, giving us the ability to understand the world. Indeed, for Zhang Yang's love, Zou Kai feels that beyond the love between men and women, beyond the beauty of love, Zou Kai does not want to possess Zhang Yang, but is willing to accompany him to do big things, of course, Zou Kai must get married, he feels that this is his mission to live.

"In fact, people's thoughts can refer to the deer as horses, the good as bad, the ugly as beautiful, as long as everyone is used to it, the black can also be said to be white, the righteous can also be said to be evil, this is people's free consciousness, everyone can distort love into hate, and even let people's evil feelings and desires become a matter of course, why human beings have been at war since ancient times, it is just to brainwash each other and satisfy their own desires! People like to be bound, because they are afraid that they will lose their way, lose their ability to think, and lose the meaning of living, which is why there will be leaders in various countries, or people from all walks of life will drive the crowd to live together, and in the end it is just a game of trying to survive with each other, and how many people can understand this scene! ”

Zou Kai listened to Zhang Yang's words, looked at him, and felt that he was not talking to a peer, although his words were simple, but they were very reasonable, as if he saw through the meaning of life.

"To be honest, the first time I met you, I thought you were different, until you told you what happened to you! I can't imagine what you've been through, I've had many nightmares! You were in the bathroom of the academy that day, and it was so uncomfortable all of a sudden, it scared me, and that day your friend died, and that day you fainted in the gymnasium, I just felt that you needed protection, so I pulled you to train often, I think the future is impossible for us to predict! When my mother passed away, I was very uncomfortable, my father said that I had a fever for a week, but fortunately, the old people at home loved me very much, and after getting used to it, I accepted it, I only knew that my mother had always been in my heart and had been taking care of me in heaven! Zou Kai didn't want to mention it, but he had worries about it, thinking that if he really left school, life would not be able to take care of each other like now.

"The reason why we are optimistic about each other is that we are all very lonely people in our hearts, and who is not lonely in this person! My business is in the past, don't worry! I'm looking away! Speaking of which, thank you for pulling me to exercise and learn kung fu! As for when I was a kid...... If it weren't for this, God wouldn't have given me the wisdom to understand life, and my heart feels like I'm in my seventies and eighties, without desires! Of course I hated it too! Hate is useless, can only let yourself fall into the abyss, and even want to commit suicide, at that time I went to the psychiatric hospital recuperation center, I ran there at the age of ten I was also the first, the psychiatrist also accompanied me for a year, and then went to church, and finally knelt in the small black room, I prayed every day that God could let me see through the meaning of human existence, it seems that all the past ten years have been realized, the future is to live, and strive to do meaningful things! Zhang Yang said with emotion.

"That's right! Do something meaningful! Zou Kai sighed.

"When the time comes, tell me more about you, so that you can shoot some real stories, and only spread the purest and most beautiful love, which is what we call fraternity in Chinese culture! After all, only love is the beginning of all goodness! ”

After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he looked at the end of the sea.

Zou Kai sighed, "It doesn't seem to be my illusion, this kind of love that transcends the love of children does exist!" ”

"Of course there is! It's just that there are a few people who can tell the difference! If it weren't for my physical defects...... If you're really swayed by desire, I'm afraid it's hard for me to tell the difference! That's where human desires are terrifying! Heaven and hell are only one thought! ”

After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he sighed, he has read many famous books, especially the literary works of Europeans and Americans, almost all of which are discussing human desires, the relationship between heaven and hell, and pure love being distorted into thousands of states. The real progress of Chinese culture began with the anti-Qing movement, and the sacrifices of generations were exchanged for the continuous progress and renewal of ideas, and people began to explore wisdom, explore freedom, and seek faith and truth. It's just that it is a very long and arduous task to completely break free from the shackles of slave thinking, which requires the continued efforts of generations.