I can't let it go after all!

When he said this, the little Taoist priest looked out the window. I only feel that the suppressed blackness is like my mood at this time.

Xu Ruoxue asked: "Husband, you were still confused before, you didn't know whether what Kong Xuanzi did was right or wrong, and I didn't know whether what you did was right or wrong. Husband, have you thought it through now? ”

The little Taoist priest was silent for a moment: "This way, in fact, I have thought a lot. ”

"In this world, it is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong. The same thing is said to be right by one person, but it is wrong when viewed by another person. I don't know who is right and who is wrong. I believe that no one in this world can truly understand. ”

"But these days, after hearing that conversation and seeing this great river and mountain, I am convinced,"

The little Taoist priest turned around, looked at Xu Ruoxue, and said, "I'm sure that I don't agree with Empty Xuanzi's approach, I think he's wrong!" ”

"Uncle Shi once asked Kong Xuanzi six questions that day, and Kong Xuanzi couldn't explain Uncle Shi. And I, with my uncle's opinion, agrees. ”

"At the risk of overturning and shattering the country in an instant, but only seeking to prolong the life of the Great Song Dynasty for a few decades, and then hoping for a voidish future, this kind of thing is unwise!"

Moreover, there is no one in the world who is qualified to demand that the people of today bear the pain of the destruction of their families for the people of the future. Even the current emperor can't, and he can't be an empty Xuanzi! He is just a member of the world, and he has no right to make this decision for the people of the world! ”

"So, he, Kong Xuanzi is wrong, and I, Zhang Tianyi, are right!"

These words, the little Taoist priest said loudly.

Xu Ruoxue thought for a while: "Husband, what you mean is that what Empty Xuanzi did is actually not right or wrong. Between right and wrong, it all depends on which aspect the speaker looks at. Kefujun, you think that the empty Xuanzi is wrong. ”

"Yes!" The little Taoist priest replied in the affirmative.

Xu Ruoxue sighed: "Since you have seen your true heart clearly, what are you going to do, husband?" ”

The little Taoist priest sighed and smiled bitterly: "What else can I do?" ”

"Madam, I am a Taoist priest, and I have always done things 'according to my heart and from the will of heaven'. But in retrospect, I followed my own heart, but many times I went against your heart. I rarely put myself in your shoes, will what I am going to do will hurt you? ”

"I was wrong!"

"I'm not just a Taoist, I'm a man. As a man, I have to take on the responsibilities of a man, I can't just live for myself, I should live for you. ”

"So, the matter of the empty Xuanzi can only be like this. The finch has been injured too much, too badly. The finch could no longer fly, so she could only hide under the branches and cry. I don't want to see that. I want to see the finch that used to be, chirping and making circles in the air. ”

"Madam, you used to pay for me. Now, let me pay for you, whatever it may be. ”

Xu Ruoxue stepped forward, snuggled in the arms of the little Taoist, choked up and said, "Husband, you are so good!" ”

This night's conversation disappeared in the air like the wind. In the next two days, the group quickly whipped up and went to Qingcheng.

It's just that the little Taoist priest is becoming more and more silent, Vermilion Bird is becoming more and more silent, and Xu Ruoxue is becoming more and more silent. As for Qiu Mutou, he had been silent.

This night, I came to a county seat.

In the inn, Xu Ruoxue pushed open her door, but saw Suzaku sitting in the room.

At that time, the room was not lit, and the moonlight was faint, reflecting through the window lattice. In the faint darkness, the little girl buried her head in her lap, sitting alone in the middle of the room, looking so lonely and helpless.

Xu Ruoxue was distressed when she saw it, she stepped forward, squatted down, and hugged Suzaku in her arms.

Suzaku was silent for a moment and said, "It turns out that this is the taste. ”

Xu Ruoxue didn't understand.

Suzaku said: "Sister, when I was born, my mother passed away, and it was my father who pulled me to it. Growing up, I was surrounded by a group of big men. Even though they were very nice to me, I always felt like something was missing. Sometimes I can't help but wonder, what is it like to snuggle up in my mother's arms? That would be great. ”

"Now I know. Although my sister is just an older sister, in my sister's arms, I have tasted that taste. ”

Hearing this, Xu Ruoxue burst into tears. She choked up and said, "Speaking of which, my sister is also a person who has no mother's relatives." Que'er, my sister is several years older than you, and in the future, my sister will be your sister and your mother. ”

Suzaku nodded.

Xu Ruoxue asked: "Que'er, aren't we on the way back to Qingcheng now?" How can you be so sad? ”

Suzaku said astringently: "Because the ugly Taoist priest is unhappy, because everyone is unhappy." ”

Xu Ruoxue was silent.

Suzaku choked up and said: "Sister, I originally thought that as long as I returned to Qingcheng and stayed away from that dispute, everything would be calm, and I could be that happy finch again, and from then on I would stay by the side of the ugly Taoist priest, give birth to children for him, and accompany him through this life." ”

"But I was wrong!"

"The ugly Taoist priest has always pursued 'following his heart', he does things spontaneously and sticks to his heart. He doesn't care about fame and fortune, and he wholeheartedly adheres to the beliefs in his heart. Therefore, he lives freely, freely, and naturally. ”

"Sister, it wasn't until today that I realized that I love the ugly Taoist, and what I love is his free, easy, and natural. No matter how good-looking the ugly Taoist priest is, he can only attract me for a while, but he can't seduce me for a lifetime. His way of doing things, his demeanor and temperament, can make my love fall to the ground. ”

"I'm like that, aren't my sisters like that?"

Ruoxue sighed, "Yes." ”

Suzaku cried: "But now, the ugly Taoist priest can't act according to his own heart, and he has too many restraints on him. So he, he's not free, uncomfortable, and unnatural, it's like a different person. In the past, he was sometimes elegant like a fairy, sometimes a cheap like a villain, and sometimes gentle like a brother, but no matter which one he was, he fascinated me very much. But now he is just a worried young man. I don't like him now, I don't like him very much. I know, my sisters don't like it either, do they? ”

Xu Ruoxue smiled reluctantly: "Finch, you are too careful." You know, that dead Taoist priest has a big heart, and it won't be long before he'll be like no one. Then everything will get better, and he will become the ugly Taoist priest you know again. ”

Suzaku shook her head: "No, I know, it won't." The ugly Taoist priest is a good person who has the world in mind. What he is worried about now is so big that it has to do with the people of the world and the country! So no matter what he sees in the future, the ugly Taoist priest will unconsciously think of it. He can't forget, never will. And if what my father did really caused great harm to the world, he was afraid that he would never forgive himself for the rest of his life, and he would never be happy again for the rest of his life. ”

Xu Ruoxue's body stiffened, then slowly relaxed, and she said in an astringent voice: "Que'er, you are really careful." That's not going to be the case, me and Rou'er are actually doing well right now. ”

Suzaku smiled bitterly: "Sister, Que'er is not stupid, she has always been very smart." So the finch has always been able to do it, the most happy choice. ”

"That night, I actually secretly heard the conversation between my sister and the ugly Taoist. Que'er was very happy at the time, it turned out that the ugly Taoist priest could make such a big sacrifice for himself. But then the finch was very sad, because I didn't want to do this, I really didn't want to do this. ”

Xu Ruoxue asked nervously: "That finch, what do you want now?" ”

Suzaku got up, walked to the window, looked out the window, and said slowly: "In the past few days, I have thought very clearly, and I have finally made up my mind. ”

"I don't like such ugly Taoists, I don't like them at all. If this continues, one day, my love for him will be wiped out. At that time, I would not love him anymore. ”

"I want to love him with all my heart and soul for the rest of my life. So, I can't accept that outcome. ”

"I want him to change back to his old self."

"Sister, I'll leave and I'll go find my daddy. My father loves me so much, but I pretend not to know him for the sake of the person I love, I am really unfilial. I'm going to stay with him, no matter how long I can stay with him. ”

"Sister, I'll give you back the original ugly Taoist priest."

Xu Ruoxue grabbed her hand and said in a panic: "Then you, what should you do?" ”

Suzaku smiled bitterly: "Since I stay here, I'm just as unhappy." I choose to face my pain by myself. ”

"If the ugly Taoist priest is my own, I can still be very selfish and force to stay with him, whether he is happy or not. But the ugly Taoist priest is not only mine after all, how can I be qualified to let my sisters accompany me and lose the one I like so much. ”

"My sisters really feel sorry for me, so I can't be selfish."

"The ugly Taoist priest truly loves me, so I can't be selfish."

"So, I choose, to leave less selfishly!"

Xu Ruoxue hugged Suzaku in her arms and cried, "What should you do, my good finch." ”

Suzaku also cried. The two women hugged each other and cried.

After a while, Suzaku broke free, choked up and said, "Sister, I won't say goodbye to the ugly Taoist, I'm afraid my heart will break." ”

"Sister, if there is fate in this life, we will meet again!"

As he spoke, Suzaku came out of the window.

Xu Ruoxue pushed the door in.

The absent-minded little Taoist priest woke up, looked at Xu Ruoxue, and smiled reluctantly: "It's strange, it's dark, and there are still people beating horses and leaving." ”

Xu Ruoxue's eyes were red, and she choked up: "The finch is gone." ”

"What, what?" The little Taoist priest was shocked, he stood up suddenly, and screamed.

Then he sat down slowly, and sat down on the bed, dumbfounded.

Feeling his excitement, Yoo Qingyan and Rou'er came out of the ghost beads.

After listening to Xu Ruoxue's story, the three women silently stayed by the little Taoist priest's side, looking at the little Taoist priest worriedly.

And the little Taoist priest covered his face, and tears fell silently.

He choked up and said, "Sparrow, in this life and this life, why do you and I have to see each other; In this life and this life, why do you and I love each other! ”