Chapter 1605: Are You Ready? (Beef stewed radish for dinner)
This time, Xue Bu didn't scream.
Because she fainted directly.
When Xuebu opened his eyes again, he was greeted by an unfamiliar ceiling.
At the same time, Fangzheng's voice sounded from beside her.
"Are you awake?"
“!”
Hearing Fangzheng's voice, Xue Bu suddenly sat up in fright and curled up against the wall. Then she saw Fang Zheng sitting on the chair next to her bed, watching her.
And then the next moment, Fang Zheng spoke.
"Hagihara Yukibu!"
"Ah......... Be! Mr. Producer.........? ”
Hearing Fang Zheng suddenly call her name, Xue Bu suddenly felt a little nervous, she subconsciously looked around, only to find that this should be the infirmary of a certain school, in the whole room, there are only herself and Fang Zheng at the moment. This made Xue Bu even more frightened......... But before she could say anything more, Fang Zheng continued to speak.
"What are you being an idol for?"
"I ..............."
Hearing Fang Zheng's inquiry, Xue Bu hesitated.
"I......... I don't have confidence in myself, and I want to get rid of my cowardly personality......... That's why I'm ......... Come and be an idol. ”
"I think so."
Fang Zheng nodded, this answer was not unexpected, if it wasn't for some special reason, it was basically impossible for a girl like Hagiwara Yukibu to want to be an idol.
"Your idea is good, but ........."
"But?"
"Did you do it?"
"Huh?"
Hearing Fang Zheng's inquiry, Xue Bu was stunned for a moment, while Fang Zheng continued to speak.
"When you become an idol, you want to change your personality and become a different version of yourself. So what now? What are you doing? Do you have an effort to face all this? ”
"I ..............."
"It's not surprising that you're afraid of men. But since you have decided to become an idol, you should know that this is a difficult task that you have to face. It's useless to just run away, you have to pick yourself up and take the initiative to face it. ”
Saying this, Fang Zheng stood up and stared at Xue Bu, and at this moment, Xue Bu was also clenching his hands, his face pale.
"But you've been running away, I don't know why you're afraid of men, but since you have the heart to overcome, then you have to show courage."
"I......... I ........."
Hearing Fang Zheng's words, Xue Bu opened his mouth, and then lowered his head in frustration.
"I......... I want to overcome my weaknesses, but I can't. Is it that I really can't do anything, and I was an idol at that time because my friend helped me sign up, so I came to participate. But......... But I don't think I'm fit to be an idol at all........."
"So you're going to deny yourself?"
Fang Zheng also saw that the biggest problem with Xuebu was the lack of self-confidence, which was also normal, and Shinji Ikari also had this problem, he thought he couldn't do anything, and even driving EVA was driven to the shelves. Later, it was only after the square Spartan training that his personality gradually reversed.
But against Hagiwara Yukibu, of course, it is impossible for Founder to train with Sparta.
“……………”
This time, Xuebu didn't speak.
"If you don't have confidence in yourself, it's useless for others to believe in you."
If it's the protagonists in the love game, I'm afraid I'll say something like "I believe in you, even if you don't believe in yourself, I'll believe you" to win Xuebu's favor, but Founder is not in the mood. He is now playing idol cultivation, not a love simulation, and besides, it is meaningless to say that kind of thing in Fang Zheng's eyes.
It's like a teacher and a classmate, if it's a classmate, it's okay to be considerate and tolerant of each other, of course, even if the other party does something wrong, as a classmate, as a friend, as a sworn friend, I can't point it out, and even follow your wishes.
But teachers can't do it, even if they have a good relationship with students on weekdays, they won't give a good face in this regard, because teaching and educating people is their job, so many times it is inevitable to clean up.
Of course, there may be many students who can't figure it out at that time, and even resent the teacher because of it, but when they grow up and enter the society, some people will understand the teacher's painstaking efforts.
Of course, there are those who die unrepentant.
But none of that matters.
It doesn't matter if it's founded.
"You know, Xuebu, you're an idol now. You can find 10,000 reasons to run away from it all, but don't forget that everyone else is waiting for you and they believe in you......... Well, to be honest, it's useless for them to believe in you, because you don't believe in yourself. Now you come and tell me, is your so-called desire to become an idol and change yourself just on a whim? ”
“……………”
"Answer me!"
"It's not!"
In the face of Fang Zheng's question, Xue Bu suddenly cried out in fright, and then she clenched her fists.
"I, I really want to change myself, however, I don't know ........."
"You don't need to know, no one will know what their future holds, maybe one day you will be hit by a car when you go out, why don't you eat today?"
Fang Zheng stared at Xue Bu, and she couldn't raise her head to see it.
"To be honest, I have no way of telling you that you can definitely overcome it, or you absolutely can't overcome it. No one knows what the end result will be, you don't know, I don't know, and no one else knows. But that's life, we do what we can and leave the rest to fate. So now, let me ask you again, are you ready to take this step? ”
“…………………”
Hearing this, Xue Bu was silent for a moment, and then, she raised her head uneasily, and looked directly into Fang Zheng's eyes for the first time.
"Producer......... Me, can I really take this step? ”
"It's your choice, if you just stand here, then you'll never know if you're going to succeed or fail when you take this step. Indeed, it is safest to stand still, and although it will not succeed, it will not fail at least. However, if you want to stay put, do you think other people will stay with you all the time? ”
“………………”
This time, Xuebu didn't answer, and Fangzheng's voice softened a little.
"But don't worry, I'll push you behind you, no matter if you fall in front of you or go down, I'll watch from behind."
Saying this, Fang Zheng stretched out his hand.
"Next, it's your own decision, this path is your choice, you can only walk it yourself."
This time, Xuebu was silent for a long time. Then, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and opened them again.
"I......... I'm not reconciled, I want to try, producer......... I......... I think I can do it! ”
As she spoke, Xue Bu looked at Fang Zheng's outstretched hand, and she hesitated for a moment, as if what was in front of her was not a hand, but a red-hot soldering iron. And Fang Zheng's movements did not change in the slightest, even if Xue Bu did not respond, he just stretched out his hand and stared at her.
After a few minutes, Xuebu gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind, stretched out his hand, shook Fang Zheng's hand, and stood up.
"How does it feel? It's not that scary, is it? ”
"Ah......... Hmmm........."
Feeling the warm touch in her hand, Xue Bu's cheeks couldn't help but blush slightly, she was still a little nervous at first, but soon, Xue Bu felt a warm breath, and the touch of holding her hands was as if someone was gently caring for her in her arms, so that Xue Bu's heart that was beating because of fear couldn't help but settle down.
"Now that you've made your choice, get ready, we've got a lot of trouble to deal with."
As he spoke, Fang Zheng let go of his hand and walked towards the door. Xue Bu, who let go of her hand, felt that her heart couldn't help but feel a little empty, but she only hesitated for two seconds before following Fang Zheng out of the infirmary.
Then, Xuebu knew why Fang Zheng said "There are still a lot of troublesome things to deal with".
Because it's a mess at all.
The mini live performance venue for the festival is on the playground of the village elementary school, and a simple stage is set up at the end of the playground, and that's all. The rest of the things, including the stereo or something, are also available, but they are all things that have been around for many years, and they may even be from the time when the elementary school was built, and it is good that they can barely be used at present.
Not only that, but there are not even lighting and sound engineers here, which means that everything has to be done by the people themselves.
So Chihaya and Guiyin were busy debugging the sound and mixing, and Yayoi and the others climbed to the wooden tower next to them to operate the lighting, and some people were tidying up the backstage......... It can be said that the idols of 765 not only have to wait to perform on stage, but even take care of the backstage work.
Oh, by the way, because there are not enough people, even lunch and dinner, they have to do it themselves.
At this time, the girls' initial illusions about mini live have long been completely shattered, and one or two are busy. Fortunately, there is also a youth group in the village who is responsible for helping, otherwise it would be really troublesome to rely on these girls to get so many things.
And even so, it made a group of people tired and half dead.
But it didn't end there, with the help of Fang Zheng, the group finally got the stage set up before lunch. But that's not all, after eating, they only had an hour's rest before they had to get up for the show's rehearsal.........
"That's pretty choking."
Looking at the girls rehearsing on the stage, Qiong also wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead.
"To be honest, I didn't expect it to be so troublesome, it's just terrible."
"But no one complains, it's already good."
Looking at Xue Bu, who was singing, Fang Zheng nodded.
"Next, it's time for the official performance."