Chapter 471: The Knot in My Heart
"It's the steward who brings in from outside to reward those who find particularly good quality spirit stones, and then those people exchange meat for something else they need." Daizo smiled, "At this time of every night, those people will bring out what they have, which can be regarded as adding a little luster to this boring life." ”
Zhang Daxiong was about to say something, and the gray-faced woman standing next to Dazang said hatefully: "It's not that I can prove my strength, I just want to get a little pleasure from the envy or jealousy of other people's eyes, it's just vulgar and vulgar, boring and annoying." What's even more infuriating are those ...... who don't know self-love," she said, her eyes turned in a different direction, and there were many young girls in their prime, staring at a few well-dressed people with adoring expressions, "It's just some scum that makes people feel ashamed at a glance." ”
Her tone was aggressive, and her eyes were even more fierce, as if she had some kind of enmity with those people, which made Zhang Daxiong a little curious whether she was originally such a cynical person, or because she had experienced something special, so she became what she is today. But Zhang Daxiong thinks that the second possibility is more likely, after all, it is impossible for a person to have a certain trait and character for no reason, everything must have a reason, so what is the reason?
The person who knows about this should be Dazang. However, when Zhang Daxiong turned his head to look at Dazang, he found that he was looking in one direction blankly, Zhang Daxiong's gaze followed his line of sight, and found that it was a half-human girl sitting in the corner, the girl had a human body, but a pair of feet, but a pair of huge hooked claws. Based on the appearance of the hooked claws, Zhang Daxiong guessed what kind of eagle demon this woman should be. And she had a cold face, as if she didn't bother to come over to join in the fun.
"Daizo, what are you looking at?" Zhang Daxiong asked out loud, but Dazang, who was in a daze, didn't seem to hear his voice, and still looked at the girl in a daze. Zhang Daxiong could only push him gently, but obviously he didn't use any strength, but Dazang was almost planted by his push, Zhang Daxiong hurriedly grabbed him and helped him stabilize his body.
"Ah, thank you, thank you." The steady man named Daizo came back to his senses and thanked him repeatedly, thinking that he was too fascinated by it and accidentally fell. Fortunately, Zhang Daxiong pulled him, he wiped the corners of his mouth, for fear that he would drool, now that he is so old, it would be really embarrassing if he drooled.
Zhang Daxiong could only ask again: "I saw you staring stupidly over there, what are you looking at?" Is it the paw girl? You look like you like someone else. If you really like it, why don't you go over and get acquainted? As a man, it's normal to take the initiative. Hehe, if you're embarrassed and feel like you can't get out, then do you want me to help you talk about it, maybe that girl is also interested in you. What do you think? His face was full of amusement and he wanted to help him.
Seeing that Zhang Daxiong was really about to pass, Dazang hurriedly grabbed him: "Don't, don't." I, don't you like it......" He looked left and right, the gray-faced woman and the garlic nose had gone back to the cave, and there were no outsiders next to the two of them now, he hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Can I trust you, Brother Big Bear?" ”
Zhang Daxiong was puzzled and laughed: "Hahaha, what do you believe or not, you seem to have something to say." However, if you want to say it, you should be bold to say it. I don't have anything else, I don't like to talk too much, I don't like to go around divulging other people's secrets, that's what I can guarantee. You can tell me, trust me. ”
Dazang nodded: "Then I'll talk to Brother Da Xiong about what is in my heart, when I was a child, I always lived with my grandfather and grandmother who practiced Buddhism, and they didn't like to eat meat, and I have always been a vegetarian." By chance, I caught a strange... The eagle, the eagle was already in a dying state, and it begged me to eat it! But it was a talking eagle, and I think that although the race is different, it is essentially the same, and I will never eat it. ”
"If it were me, I wouldn't be able to speak. A creature that can speak, it can be regarded as having opened up its spiritual wisdom, and it can be regarded as transcending the six realms and embarking on the road of cultivating truth and becoming an immortal. It should not suffer the pain of being devoured and treated as food. Isn't there such a saying in Buddhism? All beings are equal, and although I agree with it, I think it is also a law of nature. But since it is a transcendent cultivator, then everyone should be counted as the same race. There should be no cannibalism, and no swallowing each other. Zhang Daxiong taught himself what Master Poor Ming taught, combined with the Buddhist scriptures and Taoist books he read, and finally said this sentence Although it was not very smooth, it was still reasonable.
Daizo nodded: "You're right, I agree. So I resolutely refused to eat it at the time, but I don't know why it actually pestered me, and even used magic to confuse my mind, and when I came back to my senses, it really almost bit off its neck. Now that I think about it, it's all creepy. Fortunately, I closed my mouth in time and didn't make a big mistake. But it didn't work out a plan, and it used that kind of trick to confuse my mind. In the illusion, I saw countless fragrant and golden barbecued meat stews...... It was something I had never seen in my life, and I just felt like my saliva was flooding. I didn't eat it, but the various kinds of meat seemed to really appear in my mouth, and the taste penetrated into my heart little by little. While I was intoxicated, all illusions dissipated, leaving only an eagle and a fire in front of me. At that moment, I felt an incomparably strong sense of disparity, and I almost ate it desperately. Thankfully, I held back. ”
Zhang Daxiong touched his chin: But that is what you like now...... "Speaking of this, Zhang Daxiong suddenly suddenly. His eyes widened in disbelief, "You're actually trying to eat that...... Oh my God, how can you be so horrible and... What about bad thoughts? Dispel these thoughts. ”
Dazang smiled bitterly twice: "Alas, why don't I know." I don't want to do that, and I hate myself for thinking like that. However, the feeling was extremely strong. I feel like that's become a demon in my heart, a demon that is very difficult to solve. ”
"The demons still need to be cured, and the root of everything is in the experience you had in your childhood. And then what about the eagle? How's it going? Dead or alive? Zhang Daxiong asked. Take a look at the latest chapter of "Online Game: Non-mainstream Master Claw Book House" to read it for free for the first time.