Chapter Seventy-Four: To me, you are sentient beings
Fusang stared out the door, trying to see the outside world clearly, trying to see what kind of world made her yearn for it so much, but he couldn't see it clearly, just like he could never see her mind clearly, the girl next to him was obviously close at hand, but it made him feel far away.
Mo Ran said softly, "Are you drunk?"
Now that she knew Fusang's intentions, she didn't dare to respond, for fear that after she left, Fusang would be sad.
She had another purpose when she returned to Yanggu from the beginning, but she didn't expect that she would be deeply immersed in Fusang's warmth, even if she did have a heart with him, but she approached Fusang like the demon king approached Qin Niansi, her love was not pure, so it was better not to express it.
Fusang breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "You just let me get drunk." ”
"Master, I'm sorry. ”
Mo Ran groaned indecisively, and a thousand words came to his mouth, leaving only an apology.
Fusang lowered his eyes and muttered, "You don't have to apologize, what did you do wrong? If you don't love someone, it's wrong, then there is no one in this world who is right." ”
With that, he got up and went back to his bedroom.
Mo Ran looked at his gloomy back, his heart full of remorse and self-blame. The thorn in my heart began to haunt me again.
She suddenly fell to the ground, her face contorting in pain, and for a moment it lost its blood, pale as paper. She frowned and clutched her chest, the thorn as if it was about to pierce the heart. She endured the pain and recited the secret of clearing her heart, but this time it didn't work at all.
"Mo Ran, what's wrong with you?" Qu Ru stepped forward and squatted down, wiping the cold sweat on her forehead with her sleeve.
Mo Ran's lips trembled, and he lay on the ground hunched, without the strength to answer.
"I'll call the Divine Venerable!" Qu Ru turned around and wanted to leave, but was dragged by Mo Ran with the last bit of strength.
"No, don't, help me, get to bed. "Mo Ran said with difficulty.
Qu Ru had no choice but to rely on her and helped her to the bed, "What should I do, this is not a way! Mo Ran, why do you want to be strong?"
Mo Ran gasped and trembled: "This is, mine, punishment ......"
She was already very guilty, she needed Fusang's help every time, and she had nothing to repay him, she couldn't let Fusang spend a little more energy and spiritual power for her, she was ashamed of it.
If you die like this, will you be freed......
When she thought about it, she felt more relaxed.
The pain lasted for a long, long time, and she couldn't remember how she fell asleep, probably fainting from the pain.
When I woke up, I saw Fuso.
Mo Ran said in his heart: "This dead bird, are you still going to call him!"
"Why are you so stubborn, and you refuse to ask me for help when you are in such pain?" Fusang asked softly, his eyes full of distress.
She was still a little weak after the pain, and she struggled to sit up, trying to look okay.
"I'm fine, I'm used to the pain. ”
"If those words I said to you yesterday bothered you...... Fusang paused for a moment and continued, "I don't want me to be a problem for you, and I don't want you to give up something because of me, you can still do what you want to do. ”
Mo Ran couldn't help scolding himself in his heart: "The more you are like this, the more I feel that I am not a human, too not human." ”
Fuso's affection made her wonder if she would be able to come back if she managed to return to her own world.
The answer is also clear in her heart, she may not have a chance to come back. Isn't it okay to let go of her worries and be with him in the few days she stays in this world?
Fusang raised his head, squeezed out a bright smile, and pretended to tease: "Don't think too much, this Shenjun has lived for so long, what kind of girl has not seen it, how can she hang herself on your incomprehensible tree." ”
That's right, the immortal has a lifespan of tens of millions of years, and the future is too far away, she can live in the present. Even if she always has to leave, after she leaves, Fusang will always forget her in a few decades or hundreds of years.
She was just a passing visitor in his long years.
Mo Ran lost his mind and thought about it for a long time, and suddenly felt enlightened.
"I never felt like you were my problem, how could you be my problem? I kissed you that night, not on a whim, not to get drunk and go crazy, but I really wanted to do that. ”
She hugged Fusang, almost using all her strength, for fear that he would disappear in the next second.
Fuso was stunned for a long time before he put his hand on her back tremblingly and stroked her long hair, as if facing a hard-won treasure.
"You...... Is yours real?" Fusang was still unsure why Mo Ran, who had always pretended to be stupid, suddenly opened up.
Mo Ran leaned into his ear and whispered, "It's true, I'...... I love you. ”
When she came out, she felt much better, no matter what the result was, at least let Fusang know her intentions, and she had no regrets.
Fusang smiled happily, hugged her tightly, and said leisurely: "In the future, except for me, I am not allowed to hug other men." ”
"Alas, I'm confessing to you, alas, you only have this one sentence to answer me?"
It's really a bit hard to keep up with Fuso's brain circuitry......
She thought about it and felt that it was wrong, and said, "Except for you, I haven't hugged any other man at all, no other man, no woman!"
"Last time in the Moon Dawn Palace, you seemed to be very active......"
Mo Ran thought for a while, and said helplessly: "No, last time I was in Yuexi Palace, wasn't it you?...... You're not going to even eat your own vinegar, are you?"
Mo Ran never expected that Fusang's was that time, "Isn't the doppelganger your own illusion?"
Fusang was like a child angry, and said word by word: "I don't care! Anyway, you are not allowed to hug anyone else except for the deity you are holding now!"
Mo Ran smiled and said, "Okay, well, I don't hold anyone except you, and I won't even look at it." I have only you in my eyes and in my heart. ”
As soon as the words fell, Fusang kissed her on the lips, and she responded to his affection without any scruples.
Sleepless nights......
The two were lying on the bed, Mo Ran took Fusang's hand, spread out his palm, and drew a heart shape on his palm with his fingers.
Mo Ran asked, "When did you fall in love with me?"
"From the moment you left Yanggu. Fuso stared sideways at her, "Although I hate to admit it, I always felt empty in my heart during those years. I don't know the taste of food, and I can't sleep at night, so I can only keep myself busy, go to the realm to listen to the teacher's lectures, lead the troops to Beizhou to eliminate the Yuan Ling, and deliberately weaken the Yanggu enchantment, and entangle with the people who break through Yanggu day and night, because as long as I stop, I can't help but think of you. ”
"I don't believe it," Mo Ran propped up his head with one hand and squinted at Fusang, "Aren't you heartless?"
Fusang said softly: "Listen to ......"
Mo Ran pressed his side face against his chest, only listening to the "pounding, pounding, pounding......" The position of his heart beat rhythmically, no different from a normal person.
Mo Ran exclaimed, "What's the matter?"
Fusang joked: "Because you were angry, it grew." ”
"......" Mo Ran buried his head in the crook of his arm and muttered: "But you are a god, the world loves all beings, and I am just a speck of dust among all living beings, or the most unpopular kind." ”
Fusang caressed her cheek and said gently, "Yes, God loves all living beings, and to me, you are all living beings......