I took a deep breath as the nurse said, but after a few rounds it stopped, and my breathing became very disordered.

"Oh my God, that's a lot of blood,......" exclaimed the mother-in-law.

I swallowed hard and stared at the roof with empty eyes.

The journey to the hospital was very long, and it took me a long time to get there.

There were a lot of people who lifted me onto a cart and tried to push me into the delivery room.

I grabbed the hands of my mother-in-law and Cai Yue tightly, and shook my head vigorously: "If you don't come, why hasn't you come yet...... Why didn't he come? I don't give birth, I don't want to give birth to ......"

No one can understand my fear now, and I even feel that I can't get out if I go in.

I want to see Fu Ruyu, even if it's the last time.

"Come on, come on, he'll be right away!" My mother-in-law didn't know how to comfort me, so she could only cope and say, "Don't be afraid, he'll be here in a while." ”

"Liar...... Why didn't he come...... "My eyes were full of tears, and my eyes were hazy.

The nurse said, "Don't be afraid, the birth is not so terrible, you can go in as soon as you enter." ”

"I don't ...... I don't! I refused to struggle, causing the blood and amniotic fluid to flow faster, "If he doesn't come, I won't live!" ”

The father-in-law whispered: "Isn't it just to have a child!" As for doing this, you have to live or die! Hurry up and get in! ”

The nurse frowned, "This old gentleman, can you please speak politely?" Aren't women giving birth to children for their husbands? Please don't say such irritating things! ”

My mother was also angry, "You hurry up and get away from me!" ”

Seeing that the situation was wrong, the mother-in-law pulled her father-in-law and was about to leave, "Xiao Chu, your father and I will go to find Ruyu, and I will find it back for you in a while." You can go into the delivery room with peace of mind, have a good baby, and don't think about anything else. ”

Cai Yue pulled my hand away little by little.

I was like a lamb to the slaughter, pushed in.

The lights were turned on, and the legs were forced to stand up, everything was so sudden, and nothing was prepared.

Premature, premature for more than half a month.

"Hard, come on! Take a deep breath! The nurse was not bad, and kept comforting me, "Don't be afraid, this is the only way for a woman, and it will pass soon." ”

I used my strength unsteadily, but I only felt the blood flowing, and I didn't feel the child coming out.

What is it like to have a baby, just one word - pain.

The second feeling is that if there is an afterlife, I must not be a woman.

When I didn't have children, I desperately wanted to have children, but now when I was born, I really regretted it.

If there are no children, there are no children, why should I die and live!

But at this moment, it is too late to regret it.

"I can't...... It hurts...... It hurts...... I'm going to hit painless...... Painless ......" I said with tears all over my face.

During pregnancy, I also learned a lot.

The nurse frowned and said, "Painless in our country is not very popular, and after the beating, it will leave sequelae on the waist in the future...... If you can give birth to yourself, try to give birth to yourself, and the effort will soon pass. ”

How can you work harder......

I'm about to see Venus in front of me.

Pain......

Painful to death......

I've never felt pain like this in my life.

I think of Fu Ruyan, I want him to be by my side.

But there was no one around me.

At first, I was able to give birth with some strength, but after giving birth for a while, I couldn't live anymore and used up all my strength.

The nurse said anxiously, "I don't even see the child's head!" ”

Hearing this, I became even more desperate, closed my eyes, and wished I could sleep like this.

The nurse circled around the bedside, and the doctor looked up and said, "Go out and ask, the family members don't agree to be painless." ”

The nurse hurried out.

"Pregnant women can't give birth to children now, because the pain has no strength, and the family members don't agree to be painless? If you agree, sign it. ”

The nurse's words were in my ears.

The mother-in-law didn't speak, and neither did the father-in-law.

My mother said decisively: "Go! Painless on it! Hurry up! ”

"Nope." The father-in-law spoke up, "I heard that it is not good to use painless words, so don't use painless, it will affect the child." ”

"Uncle, the current situation is that it would be good for adults to be safe!" Cai Yue said coldly.

"The child is more important than my daughter's life!" My mother shouted hysterically, "Isn't my daughter's life a life!" ”

"Don't get excited." The mother-in-law said: "Painless must be on, otherwise the little newborn will not be able to come out." But I remember...... Does painless use have an impact on the lower back? ”

"Yes." The nurse nodded

"Let's fight, it's painless." Mother-in-law said.

"Don't fight!" Her father-in-law got into a fight with her.

The nurse reluctantly spoke: "What about the mother's husband?" Haven't come yet? ”

The mother-in-law said: "On the way here, I will arrive in a while, I have already called, nurse, give my daughter-in-law a painless call first, don't let her suffer this crime." ”

The nurse is back.

In a daze, my body was turned sideways.

My father-in-law's words made my heart cold.

I don't know what my mother-in-law experienced when she gave birth.

The painless needle was stuck in the spine, and it didn't hurt as much as I thought when I went in, as if the child's pain had overshadowed it.

The feeling of swelling came from the spine, and there was a long tube fixed upwards behind the back, connecting the needle to the painkiller pump.

The anesthetic is a continuous injection, the dose is not large, and the nurse is cautious and does not dare to relax in the slightest.

After the injection, I lay on the bed in a daze.

After about ten minutes, the pain was reduced a lot.

It seems like hell to heaven, that's what it feels like.

The pain is reduced, and there is some strength.

My brain cleared up a lot, but I didn't continue to shout for Fu Ruyan.

I followed the doctor's instructions, inhaling and exhaling over and over again.

A tearing pain came, and I felt the pain with or without pain.

I thought that when the child came out like this, my pain would be over.

But I didn't expect it......

"Hemorrhage...... the doctor said in a low voice, "Quick, transfer to the operating room, ready for a caesarean section." ”

Everything was so sudden.

I would love to die.

When I was pushed out of the delivery room, my family gathered around me and anxiously asked me about my situation.

The nurse said that I am now in a very bad condition, bleeding profusely and needing a caesarean section.

"Big ...... Hemorrhage...... "Mother-in-law said dumbfounded.

I closed my eyes and didn't want to listen to anything.

Before entering the operating room, Fu Ruyan finally arrived.

"Wait!"

Fu Ruyan panted and ran to my side and grabbed my hand tightly.

I looked at him with teary eyes, "You're finally here......"

Fu Ruyan kissed my white and dry lips, and then said to the nurse: "Protect the adult, no matter what problems arise, as long as the adult is kept, I don't want the child, the adult must live well!" ”