Chapter 887: Somewhat Lonely

When everyone was celebrating the reunion at the end of the year, Xia Guoguo lived in the high-rise apartment she once dreamed of, overlooking the lights of thousands of homes, and she was accompanied by only a table of delicious food and the shadow on the ground.

Actually, she also has a family. It's just that when she made up her mind to break off with her family, she never went back to that cold home.

At this time, she quietly tasted the red wine that she had never dared to look at before, but her heart was cold.

The dishes on the table were her favorite dishes, and the sound of the gala was lively on the TV. Everything is so familiar, but Xia Guoguo just can't be happy.

She can no longer find the feeling of being happy during the New Year, everything around her is what she has always wanted, and now she has it, and what she lacks is happiness. After getting it, she found that the imaginary life did not make her much happier, but seemed to be lonely and lonely.

This dress is what she has always wanted to buy this year. Before the Chinese New Year, she bought it back, specially wore it today, and looked at her delicate self in the mirror, so that her, even if she went back, no one would recognize her, and even she herself couldn't remember her previous self.

It's not that she's not beautiful, it's just that her former self didn't have the conditions to dress up. Now, she is finally living the life she imagined, but her heart is empty.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, when the bell rang at twelve o'clock, there were brilliant fireworks outside, and the whole city was shrouded in festivities, but it could not warm her heart. Expensive red wine flows in the mouth, not as sweet as expected, but with a bitter taste.

She sat on the carpet, looked at the brilliant fireworks outside, smiled bitterly, raised her wine glass, and said to herself: "Xia Guoguo, Happy New Year!" ”

Xia Guoguo drank all the red wine, feeling that all she drank was bitter juice.

Why is such an expensive wine so unpalatable? The delicious Chinese New Year's Eve dinner on the table was her reward for her hard work this year, but when she put the food in her mouth, she felt the same taste as chewing wax.

I always feel that she has everything she wants, and in this lively day, there is still something missing.

She turned on her phone and rummaged through her contacts, but she didn't know who she could talk to at this time. She has been working hard in this city for so long, and now she realizes that she doesn't have a friend who can talk.

Actually, she was quite a failure!

Luo Yunyao has everything, she has many good friends, a happy family, and even a carefree life. She is really enviable and jealous! She worked hard to get all this, but she was still not as happy as others, and she was not even as happy as the poor.

She tilted her head sideways and looked at the lights in the dining room, and everything in front of her became trance-like.

She seemed to see it...... Her family was smiling and beckoning to her to come over and have dinner together.

"Guoguo! Happy New Year! ”

"Baby daughter, come and have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, what are you doing sitting there silly?"

"Sister, hurry up and eat. Today's cooking is all your favorite food, this braised prawn, if you don't come again, I'm going to eat it all. ”

Whether it's her parents or her younger brother, they all have warm smiles on their faces, and that's what she really wants. Food and clothing are worry-free, relatives are harmonious, and a warm life.

She laughed and staggered to her feet as she saw her family waving at her.

"Mom, Dad, brother, wait for me, I'll come over. Let's celebrate reunion together! She staggered along, and suddenly felt how the distance from the balcony to the dining room in this small house had become so far away.

Just when the happy picture was close at hand, the smile of the family suddenly changed, and it became cold and terrifying.

"Dead girl, you still know to come back. You still remember us, you don't care if we live or die, do you know, we are all starving to death? You dead girl with no conscience. ”

"Xia Guoguo, who gave you the courage to dare to cut off your family in two, are you crazy? I raised you, and you are responsible for taking care of our whole family. You are alone in the scenery of the big city, do you still have us in your heart? You wolf-hearted thing! ”

"What kind of sister are you, I'm like this, you don't care about me, do you want me to be hacked to death by those people before you are willing? Parents don't care, have you forgotten how you grew up? Why don't you get all the money out of your hurry! ”

The picture of happiness was suddenly shattered, and everything that was beautiful just now was replaced by abuse and blame in an instant, and it evolved into a nightmare in Xia Guoguo's life.

She was so frightened that she took several steps back and fell to the ground.

"Don't come here! Stay back! You only know that you want me to take the money out, do you know what kind of life I live outside alone? I was almost driven to death by you! I can't even eat, but you only know to let my brother come here. You forced me to do this! You forced it! ”

Xia Guoguo suddenly couldn't control her emotions, rushed towards the table, swept the table of food to the ground, and roared. When she calmed down, she looked at the mess all over the place, and the whole person seemed to be evacuated, and she fell to the ground, panting for breath.

She looked out the window with vacant eyes, and whispered, "You forced me, you forced me to do this." Don't blame me...... It's not my fault. ”

Xia Guoguo hoped that her family would be gentle with her, but everything in her heart told her that it was impossible for her family to be gentle with her, and they only knew endless demands from themselves. Even if they have mountains of gold and silver, they can't satisfy their greed.

"I didn't do anything wrong!" She repeatedly told herself that it was right to cut ties with them and that she had done nothing wrong.

She has done her best to her family, and her parents' partiality makes it impossible for her to stay in this home. If she wants a new life, if she wants to live a better life like everyone else, she must first get rid of such a family.

Even now, she is only one person, and she looks a little lonely, but it is better than before, when she has to save money on tickets at the end of the year, and she doesn't dare to buy a thing she likes all year round.

Thinking of her family's ugly faces, Xia Guoguo is still trembling a little.

But her heart is still lonely, she longs for warmth, and hopes that someone can care about her and be really good to her. But she has never met a person who is sincere to her until now.

In the same way, she has always felt that her life is bleak.

Since fate has arranged such a life for her, she will change all this in her own way. Such a cold family affection is her luck, and there is nothing to regret about it.

Xia Guoguo took a deep breath and stood up. She has no regrets about getting to where she is today. Loneliness is temporary, and in the future, she can definitely live a happy life.

When she earns enough money, she can also find a man with superior conditions and marry a love with bread.