Chapter XLVI Occasionally I Want You to Be Spoiled Part 2
"You must be very tired these days, right? ……”
Pinch her head, Xingyu wrapped her hand around Ta Yu and gently patted the back of her head, and whispered:
"Force yourself to do one thing......"
In Ta Yu's panicked eyes, a blue meteor-like light flashed, striking, taking away the uneasiness and leaving the warmth.
The arms that were stiffly placed on top of the head slowly fell.
She tilted her head slightly at an angle she couldn't feel, wanting to see her expression, even if it was just a little bit.
Reflected on the iris were tears falling from her chin.
"I'm sorry...... You've been wronged......"
Xingyu's voice could no longer lie and wept, like her master.
"And willful...... and sluggish...... Didn't take into account your feelings at all......"
Ta Yu could feel the slight tremor of Xingyu's hand around her waist, and she was afraid.
But she said it, even though her body was still shaking, even though tears had flowed down her cheeks.
Ta Yu's gaze looked back, paying attention to Xingyu's every move, perhaps, this is the most valuable thing she can do now—silently give courage.
"I'm really a bad sister...... I can't even do what my father told me to 'take care of you'......"
Ta Yu closed his eyes, lowered his head as if to think for a moment, and when he opened them again, his gaze was already facing forward.
"At this point, you're starting to look like a sister again?"
Ta Yu spoke calmly, in the same tone as he usually spoke, and said behind Xingyu's back.
"Hug ...... Sorry ......"
Often, the tears that could have been held back can no longer be held back as soon as they hear the sound of their origin, and they flow down inexplicably.
It's humiliating, but ...... Just let it go.
Ta Yu didn't say anything, just slowly raised his hand hanging in the air, like Xingyu comforting her, hugged Xingyu's waist, and gently patted the back of Xingyu's head.
"You can't see it from the outside, you're a crybaby."
Xingyu's hand seemed to comprehend, and he slowly stopped moving, sliding forward from the back of his neck, and finally resting on Tayu's shoulder.
The long black hair that has not dried, the transparent water droplets fall down the ends of the hair, and it is impossible to distinguish whether it is the water on the hair that wets the back or the tears in the eyes.
"You...... Not angry? ......" Xingyu's sobbing voice came from behind.
Ta Yu slowly wiped Xingyu's hair with his wet hand, thought for a moment, and said:
"If I have to say it, I do get a little angry, but not because you are so strict with me, but because you don't trust me."
Xingyu leaned his forehead on Tayu's shoulder and asked in a low voice:
"When did I stop trusting you? ……”
"You don't trust me right now." Ta Yu replied with a light smile, "I said it, Xingyu's cowardice, I'll take it." As a result, I don't have anything now, but you're scared first. What I said before, 'I will never leave', is also the wind in your ears? ”
"But! ……”
"It doesn't matter, in front of me, why do you want to do things against yourself?" Ta Yu hugged Xingyu's head tightly and whispered.
"You just said I was 'forcing myself to do one thing,' but how much did you force yourself to do in front of others. My pain, if it were for you, would be happiness for me......"
As he spoke, Ta Yu carefully picked up Xingyu and gently placed her on the bed.
Xingyu covered his face with his hands, but he couldn't cover the tears that hadn't fallen from the corners of his mouth and his mouth that was slightly open and still breathing rapidly.
Ta Yu continued while covering Xingyu with the quilt:
"I don't want my presence to be a nuisance to you, I want to do something I can...... In order to accomplish this goal......"
Ta Yu suddenly shut up, and slowly helped Xingyu cover the quilt.
"Tayu? ......" Xingyu opened his teary eyes and looked at Ta Yu suspiciously.
Ta Yu sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to pick up Xingyu's bangs, and slowly fell down, his body gradually covering Xingyu's vision.
Finally, the thin cool lips kissed her lightly on the forehead.
"The first thing I'm going to do is for you to make up for the sleep you've been missing for the past few days......"
Xing Yu looked at Ta Yu's joking eyes, and finally couldn't help but sneer, reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said to Ta Yu with a smile:
"Accompaniment ......"
As soon as he said a word, Xing Yu seemed to realize that something was wrong, and changed his words and said:
"Hmm...... Then I'll go first, good night. ”
Ta Yu snuggled his mouth, smiled, carefully lifted a corner of the quilt, and slowly lay in.
"Sure enough, it's still not trusting, right?"
"I just want you not to listen to me about everything......
Clasp hands with each other and lie quietly in a warm place.