He was really scared, and yesterday he saw other people's painful looks one after another, and when he thought about it day and night, he naturally dreamed of what he was most worried about.

Although it was a dream, everything in this dream was too real, so real that he woke up and felt that everything in the dream was real. He remembered his own death in the crystal coffin, the hideous wound on the top of his head that filled his brain.

He didn't want to die on the cold operating table, leaving such a terrible wound on his body.

The doctor did not say that his current condition did not even show symptoms, that is, it was not serious enough to require surgery.

If he agrees to the operation, there is a good chance that he will not be able to get out after he goes in. Since it is not serious, then conservative treatment is also possible, the condition is well controlled, it will not deteriorate in this life, and after it improves, you can do without taking medicine.

As the saying goes, it's better to die than to live, he is reluctant to die like this, although chemotherapy is more painful and the process is longer, but he will not be in danger of life, and he will not have to be knifed.

A nightmare made Luo Zhengfeng make a decision!

When Li Meiyu came in, she was startled when she saw Luo Zhengfeng lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, his eyes were blank and lifeless. Grateful took the money and shouted: "Zhengfeng, are you awake?" Are you okay? Do you feel uncomfortable somewhere? ”

Luo Zhengfeng suddenly grabbed Li Meiyu's hand, looked at her without blinking, and said categorically: "Meiyu, I have decided." ”

"Huh?" Li Meiyu didn't react, he was a little shocked early in the morning, what did he decide.

"I decided, I don't want to have surgery, just use the conservative treatment plan! I am willing to undergo chemotherapy! ”

Li Meiyu frowned when she saw that her husband didn't want to have surgery. They also saw yesterday that those who are undergoing chemotherapy, are living in pain every day. She was worried that the chemotherapy process was so painful that her husband would be able to persevere.

She later asked privately that many people can't hold on, it is a feeling that life is worse than death, they can't eat and sleep well, and the long treatment can't ensure that the disease is cured in the end. The main thing is to control the condition and not let it worsen.

But if you want to get better completely, surgery is the best way.

Now that they have this condition, the most authoritative expert personally operated on her husband, such a good opportunity, why did her husband choose to do chemotherapy?

"Zhengfeng, have you figured it out? After all, chemotherapy can't cure the disease, and if it gets worse in the future, it won't end. Your condition is still mild, and it is the best time to have surgery. ”

Luo Zhengfeng thought that his wife would be the same as he thought, the operating table was so dangerous, in case he couldn't get out, she would be left alone. But now listening to his wife's tone, it seems that he wants to have surgery himself.

"What are you talking about?"

His face changed suddenly, he shook off his wife's hand, stretched his face and asked, "Do you want me to have surgery when you say that?" Do you know how risky this surgery is? ”

Li Meiyu sighed: "Zhengfeng, don't be annoyed, listen to me finish speaking." Of course I know that the surgery is very risky, but we have the best doctors, the success rate is very high, once and for all, why not use it? I also hope that you will get better, there are many successful cases now. ”

"Not everybody can succeed, what if I die on the operating table, what are you going to do? That's how you like to be a widow, don't you? Or am I like this, you don't want to serve me anymore? Also, I have such a disease, and you will inevitably get tired of serving it every day. I can't do it now, I can't give you the carefree life I used to have, so you start making other plans. ”

Luo Zhengfeng was angry, and his wife said this, which made him feel that this woman just didn't want to take care of herself. Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes, and she has seen a lot of such things, she thinks so, it is normal for people to do so.

His words were like a knife, piercing deep into Li Meiyu's heart. She didn't dare to think that her husband would say such hurtful words to herself in the end.

She cried out tears, extremely aggrieved.

"Zhengfeng, how can you think of me like that? I've been with you for decades, and I didn't say anything when I had no name or a name, when did I have anything else in mind? It really makes me sad when you say that. I want you to have surgery, isn't it all for your sake? ”

"You didn't see yesterday how horrible the man who died on the operating table was. How many people have not been able to get off the operating table, maybe I am one of them. You asked me to have a craniotomy, and that was to open my head, not anywhere else. ”

"Of course I know, but you ......" Li Meiyu didn't know how to explain to Luo Zhengfeng, and the doctor also said that it was best to persuade the patient to agree to the operation, after all, now is the best time, once you miss it, it will be troublesome if the condition worsens.

This kind of disease does not worsen in the end, not to mention that the husband cannot maintain a cheerful and relaxed mood.

"But what? I don't want to die like that! I'm fine now, I'm not unwell, my condition is mild, where do I need surgery so serious. You don't need to say more, I'll do chemotherapy, that's my decision. ”

He didn't tell his wife that he was afraid of death. This firm tone made Li Meiyu give up the idea of persuasion.

Since she followed him, she has no right to make decisions, and she will always have only the word obedience in front of Luo Zhengfeng. Now that he thinks about him, he feels that he has something else on his mind.

As long as she remembered what he said just now, Li Meiyu's heart was dripping blood.

But she still remembered that when she was detained by Brother Ma, it was this man who took out his own hand to change her peace. Since then, she no longer doubts Luo Zhengfeng's sincerity to her.

Probably because he is sick, the whole person's mood will deteriorate, his temper will be bad, and he will be more likely to be cranky, and he will lose his words just now. She comforted herself that Luo Zhengfeng didn't mean to say this.

The ward fell silent, Li Meiyu put down breakfast without saying a word, and went to fetch him water and wash his face as usual, brushing his teeth and washing his face, he didn't have to do anything.

Seeing that she didn't say a word, Luo Zhengfeng thought back to what he had just said, and felt that it was a bit excessive.

"Just now...... I didn't mean to say that. I'm scared...... I'm afraid that I'll die like this, leaving you alone, and I'm even more afraid that you will leave me at this time. ”

Li Meiyu was stunned and couldn't believe that Luo Zhengfeng would one day show weakness in front of her. It was these simple words that moved Li Meiyu a little, her eyes were sour, she took the towel and turned around.

"I've been following you since I was young, and I've long identified you. If you really want to leave, why wait until now. She gave birth to a daughter for Luo Zhengfeng, and waited so many years to marry into the Luo family.

At the beginning, she did fancy money, but later, she really loved this man, and her love was deep.