Chapter 789: I was sad back then

Hearing this, Ji Lan, who was standing at the door, was shocked, tears flowed in his eyes, and the whole person kept retreating.

This is the son I have been looking forward to for decades, looking forward to it, even if I stand in front of myself, there is only one sentence, I have no mother. Sad, so sad, so sad!

But who is to blame for this? Is it to blame the son? Can you blame the son? When he left him, he was just born! At that time he knew what a mother was and what a mother was? Has he ever eaten a mouthful of his mother's milk? Has he ever been lying in his mother's arms for a day? Has he ever eaten a bite of his mother's cooking, or has he ever worn a piece of clothing that his mother has sewn with her own hands?

No! None of these! Not even a single photo was left for her son! Ask yourself, is she worthy of being a mother? Is she so grateful to this child for calling her mother?

Although he was given life, he never raised him for even a day, and he never left any information about his mother, Ji Lan knew that he was not worthy of being this mother at all, not worthy of being this mother.

And when Su Yu said that there was no mother, although Ji Lan's heart was extremely painful, but it was more of remorse, if he could stay by the child's side, be able to grow up with the child, and take good care of him, all this today would not have happened at all.

So at this moment, apart from tears and heartache, Ji Lan couldn't do anything.

Seeing Ji Yao crying bitterly, Ji Xian couldn't help but say: "Su Yu! How can you treat your mother like this! She is your own mother, she gave you life! If it weren't for him, you wouldn't be a fart! Apologize, apologize to your mother!"

"Yes, Su Yu, hurry up and apologize to your mother. Your mother has been looking for you for thirty years before she saw you. It's not right for you to do this, apologize to your mother. Because there are some memories of Su Yu in his memory, Su Chun is more able to understand how depressed Su Yu's heart is, so he didn't get angry like Ji Xian, but just said what he could say, or he knew the limit of what Su Yu could accept, no matter how much, he couldn't listen to it.

"Apologize? Why should I apologize? What reason do I have to apologize? When I was three months old, my father fell off a cliff and died, and she disappeared and never disappeared again! Three months, when I was only three months old! When other people's children were three months old, they couldn't sit, they couldn't turn over, they snuggled up in their mother's arms, sucking milk, but what about me? I could only follow my grandfather and the rice soup, which is the kind of soup that makes rice into porridge!" Looking at the mother who was finally seeing her close at hand, the question that had been accumulated in Su Yu's heart for decades finally broke out, trembling all over, and kept asking.

"Because I drank rice soup since I was a child and couldn't eat milk, my body was much weaker than that of ordinary children! The children in the same village could basically learn to walk at the age of one, but I was one year and eight months old, and I learned to walk for a full year and eight months! But even so, I am grateful to my grandfather, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't even be alive!

Hehe, do you know? When the children in the same village are one year old, they always wear the most beautiful clothes sewn by their mothers, and spend a full moon in a beautiful scenery, but what about me, do you know where the first clothes I wore came from? It was a child in the same village who was one year older than me who wore the leftovers, and wore the rest! At that time, I had no clothes to wear and no food to eat, and it was my uncles and aunts in the same village, who helped us grow up with a mouthful of food and a mouthful of soup from his family!

Do you know what the first bite of rice I knew? Hehe, you would never have imagined, baked potatoes! Hehe, it's just a baked potato! An aunt in the village, who baked a few potatoes at home, brought them to my grandfather, who pounded them into mashed potatoes, blew them cold with his mouth, and fed them to me!

Do you know what the first thing I learned to say was? Yes, Mom! The first thing I learned to say was Mom! But God knows how ridiculous, I learned to call Mom, but I never saw Mom! Because my Mom was never in my life!

When I was a child, I was beaten by children from the same village, crying and shouting for my mother, do you know what other people say? They said, your mother has run away a long time ago, and your mother doesn't want you anymore! But I don't believe it, I don't believe that I don't have a mother, I don't believe that my mother doesn't want me, so I will fight with them and fight to the death! As long as they can't kill me, I will make him change his words!

But as I grew up and became sensible, I realized that what they said was true, my father had died a long time ago, and my mother ran away on the day my father died, so she didn't want me anymore. So since then, I have never called my mother again, even if I am beaten to death, I will never call my mother again!

Hehe, since I was a child, I haven't eaten a mouthful of food you cooked, I haven't passed through even a belly pocket you sewn, I haven't been lying in my arms for a day, and I haven't heard you sing a lullaby to me! Even, sometimes I do something wrong, and I want you to scold me for nothing, it's all extravagant! But sometimes, I still hope in my heart that you can appear, you can do something wrong in me, appear when I am most helpless and sad, scold me, pat me, comfort me!

But you never showed up, even if I did something wrong on purpose, you didn't show up! gave me life? Yes, you gave me life! But so what? You gave me life, just a fact that proves that you are indeed my mother. Because of the kindness of this life, I will take care of you, and when you are old, if you are in the city, I will send you to a nursing home, I will hire a nanny for you, and I will use my whole body medical skills to treat your physical illnesses, so that you can live a long life, to repay you for giving birth to me!

But you have abandoned me, and you will never deserve my affection and love for my mother, and you will never deserve it!"

The more he talked, the more excited he became, the more sad he became, and in the end, Su Yu burst into tears, roared hysterically, and sat on the edge of the bed sadly, looking at Ji Lan and his mother like knives in his eyes.

When he said these words, was Su Yu really so ruthless, so hard-hearted? No, no, in fact, the moment he saw his mother crying, his heart had already begun to hurt. But the thirty years of hatred, those thirty years of doubts, and those thirty years of resentment that had accumulated in his heart made Su Yu almost stop when he said the first sentence, and he couldn't stop at all, and said everything word for word.

Is it hate, is it resentment, is it love? Human emotions are so complex that there is really no way to explain them in one word.

Listening to Su Yu's questioning, Ji Lan was speechless, only crying, crying more and more violently. Because of what Su Yu said, she really didn't give anything, nothing! Not even a hug!

And Su Yu's questioning also made the eyes of everyone present ruddy, because such a motherless childhood was really tragic and painful. Everyone knows that if it were them, they would have experienced such a childhood, I am afraid it would be unforgettable and unforgivable.

So at this moment, everyone was silent. Only after a few seconds, Ji Xianhu recalled some clues in Su Yu's words that were completely different from what he knew, and immediately opened his mouth to ask.

"Su Yu, your second uncle can understand and understand the pain. There is no rush to recognize relatives, anyway, you are living well now. By the way, you just said that when you were three months old, your father fell off a cliff, and your mother left you at that time? Did your grandfather tell you this? Also, you live in Xiaoxi Village, in Xichuan, China?"

"Yes, do you have any questions?" Because of the heartache, Su Yu didn't have a good face even for Ji Xian, and just asked coldly.

"Doubts, there are indeed some doubts. Because these are in conflict with your mother's memory. ”

"Is there a conflict?What is the conflict?Is the memory confused?Is it because of guilt?" Su Yu choked.

"Of course not. As a master of cultivation, you naturally know that anyone with good cultivation has extremely stable willpower, and there will be no confusion in memory at all. Of course, I only heard about you eight years ago, when I came back from Africa, when I told your mother about you, and your mother was crying. ”

Ji Xian tried his best to talk to Su Yu in a calm and friend-like tone, because he knew that the current Su Yu was just a cannon barrel, just a little bit, and it couldn't be stimulated at all.

"Doubt?conflict, then you can tell me, what kind of doubt, what kind of conflict?" Su Yu continued to choke.

Sighing, Ji Xian adjusted his tone and mentality, and said slowly: "In your mother's memory, your father and your grandfather lived in a mountain village in southern Fujian. And the time when your mother had to leave you was not when you were three months old, but only three hours after you were born. On that day, the people of the temple hunted down your grandfather and your family, but your mother was in labor, and your grandfather and your father resisted the enemy in a crisis, so your mother gave birth to you.

But at that time, there were too many enemies, and your father and grandfather couldn't resist them at all, and besides, your grandfather was originally injured, and his cultivation was not one out of ten. In desperation, the family had no choice but to flee, but the enemy chased after them, and the other party's target was locked on you, because you had just been born, and your blood and blood were the purest! What does this mean, I think you know it very well, right? Later, when you fled to a valley, your mother had a stomachache, but there was still a fetus in the womb, so your grandfather fought with his life to let your father protect your mother to give birth, which gave birth to that child, that is, your sister Ji Yao, or she should be called Su Yao. ”

Hearing such words, Su Yu couldn't help but be shocked!