Chapter XLLL: Why I Always Have Tears in My Eyes Part 2

"Follow me." After a long time, Xingyu grabbed one of Tayu's wrists and turned to walk up the stairs.

Ta Yu wiped his tears as he followed Xingyu's footsteps up the stairs.

The stairs seemed to have no end, and Ta Yu couldn't count how long he had been dragged along.

Just as Ta Yu was already tired, Xing Yu suddenly stopped and stood still. Ta Yu didn't notice it, and his fluttering steps crashed into Xingyu.

"Star ......?" Ta Yu asked, slowly raising her head, and when she saw the scene in front of her, her words were invisibly choked.

In front of you, the city is lit up at night, and the bustling scene is condensed into a huge picture here.

This is the rooftop of the hospital.

Xingyu let go of his hand and walked slowly towards the border.

Ta Yu followed closely behind Xingyu, keeping a delicate distance.

Without saying a word, the cool wind of early spring continued to blow around the two.

"Sit down and talk." Walking to the edge of the rooftop, Xingyu slowly sat down on the edge.

Ta Yu paused slightly, and sat down as well.

"What happened in the past few days makes you sad, right?" Xingyu spoke.

Ta Yu buried his head and sat silently, like a child who has made a mistake.

"I always remember when I was at my most depressed, I was depressed all day, I didn't say anything to others, and I would only hide under the covers and cry alone in the dead of night." Xingyu looked at the colorful light of the Ferris wheel in the playground in the distance, and recalled, "Until someone said to me, no matter what, just say it, no matter how much you torture yourself, in the end you will always have to face it, rather than going through countless sufferings, why don't you choose to end it first?" ”

Tayu remained motionless, sitting like a wooden man.

Xingyu turned his head to look at Ta Yu, turned back again, and said in a relaxed tone:

"I'm not a good sister, Tayu."

It seemed to be self-deprecating, like a confession, but Ta Yu did chuckle in his heart when he heard this.

"I'm always asking for you, but I can't give you anything in return. You once told me that every ordinary little thing I did was the most precious reward for you, but I knew that it was far less than what you had given me. ”

"So I thought, at least this time, that I can do my duty as a sister...... It's okay too......"

Ta Yu raised his head suddenly, looking at Xingyu in surprise with red eyes.

Xing Yu still looked into the distance, his pupils flashed with the brilliance of the city's neon lights, the outline of his face was outlined by the light in a graceful arc, and the smile on his face seemed to be yearning and confused.

"Is that okay?" Xingyu turned his head and looked at Ta Yu, who was surprised and moved.

The corners of Tayu's mouth twitched, his clenched lower lip trembled, and the hot liquid in his eyes swirled.

"Xingyu is a fool!" Finally, overflowing emotions gushed out, and Ta Yu hugged Xingyu, who had been wanting to touch him since just now, and buried his tearful face in Xingyu's arms.

"Did you know? That's why I didn't help you this time! Ta Yu cried and shouted in Xingyu's arms, "As a result, you still want to continue like this for me, how can this make me happy!" ……”

The voice weakened until it was silent, except for the sound of hands caressing fluffy hair.

"I won't do it again next time......