When I had such an idea, even I didn't know why I had such perverted thoughts, and I really thought I had to go to a psychiatrist, but now I don't realize it.

After a while, I continued to comfort Liu Qingyun, because I saw that his emotions seemed to be uncalm, so after I saw what was in front of me, I felt extremely distressed in my heart, and I don't know why I felt this way, but I am like this now.

"Liu Qingyun, I don't think it's better to think about these things now, after all, this will only make you feel more upset, and seeing you crying so desperately, I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, after all, it was really my negligence at that time, so I let you suffer such a thing."

I said to Liu Qingyun, saying such a thing, Liu Qingyun was lying on the hospital bed and immediately reacted after hearing me say this, he sat up from the bed suddenly, I saw such a situation in front of me and expressed a special shock in my heart, because I didn't know why Liu Qingyun did this.

After a while, I looked at Liu Qingyun with a puzzled expression, but Liu Qingyun on my face seemed to want to express something, so I didn't interrupt his thoughts, didn't speak, and fell into silence, waiting for what he would say to me next.

After being silent for a long time, Liu Qingyun finally answered my question, and after he looked at me with his eyes full of despair, he immediately replied to me: "I heard Feng Yifei tell me what happened just now, but I know that after what happened, I really feel very desperate in my heart, and I even feel a little painful, and I feel that I am not worthy of you." ”

Sitting next to Liu Qingyun, I was very shocked when I heard Liu Qingyun say this, because I finally knew that Liu Qingyun felt pain because he knew what happened, so now I have to comfort her even more.

Why do you think that? Didn't I just say it all? There's no need for you to continue to dwell on this matter, because that will only make you feel more upset, so now I feel quite helpless in my heart, I don't know how to tell you that you can get better, and you don't feel that you are not worthy of me, how can you think like this? I think you're just stupid. ”

I said such things to Liu Qingyun again, and I was very patient, I really admired myself, and I had so much perseverance to comfort Liu Qingyun, because now Feng Yifei's situation I can also understand him very well, and I need someone to accompany him more.

Everything seemed normal and there was nothing wrong with it, but then my mind began to change because I wanted to experience the thrill of being green again.

That would make me feel satisfied, so it's a little too perverted to say that what I think now, it seems very unreasonable in the eyes of others, but now I don't think so, I think it's a means of satisfaction, so I have to achieve this goal.

After listening to Liu Qingyun's description just now, I knew that Feng Yifei definitely didn't say that he did Liu Qingyun's incident at that time, so I immediately told Liu Qingyun about this matter, and I knew that if I said these people, Feng Yifei would definitely be angry with me.

As expected, after Liu Qingyun learned all about the matter, he immediately quarreled with me, and he said to me loudly: "Why did you say such a thing when I was most desperate, do you want me to fall into more despair, I really don't understand what you think in your heart, so I don't want to see you now!" ”

I didn't express any special shock in my heart after seeing Liu Qingyun get angry, because this was all what I expected, so now I have a calm face, but Liu Qingyun saw me like this, and her heart became even more angry, it can be said that she added fuel to the fire, and now her head is about to smoke with anger.

"I just kindly told you all the things, because I didn't know if you knew it or not, so I told you, I didn't expect you to be angry at me, so I don't know what to say now, I didn't expect me to comfort you so kindly, you actually behaved like this to me!"

I also said this to Liu Qingyun angrily, and then Liu Qingyun continued to quarrel with me, and after a while, I felt more and more angry, after all, I think Liu Qingyun is too unreasonable, but in fact, I am unreasonable.

Because I'm so angry, I don't want to quarrel with Liu Qingyun, I just want to get a good night's sleep now, after all, I have experienced so many things today, so I became a little upset, and then I thought of this and immediately said to Liu Qingyun.

"I don't want to quarrel with you now, I just want to go home and sleep, so you can stay in the ward with peace of mind these days, I don't know what to say to you, anyway, what you do is none of my business!" I finally said this to Liu Qingyun.

After finishing speaking, I got up directly, ignoring Liu Qingyun, and I didn't know what she thought, anyway, I didn't care about Liu Qingyun's feelings at all now, and then I slammed the door and left.

Liu Qingyun didn't feel so lonely after seeing me leave, because he thought that Feng Yifei would definitely come at that time, but after a while, things didn't develop as he imagined.

Liu Qingyun thought about reality too much, he thought that what he fantasized about would happen in front of his eyes, but the truth was not like this at all.

Feng Yifei felt very desperate in his heart, because he thought that Feng Yifei would return to the ward again and accompany him well, after all, he felt very lonely now and needed someone to accompany him, but after a while, Feng Yifei did not return to the ward.

Liu Qingyun didn't know where Feng Yifei went, he felt that all this in front of him was too unbelievable, so then he lay on the hospital bed alone and sighed, he felt that his fate was too sad.