"Official, Zhao Qian has returned from Jiangning."

After listening to the report, Zhao Jiaren raised his head and smiled, "Let him in." ”

It is now the fifth month of the Song calendar, the rainy season is almost over, and it is time for Zhao Qian to graduate. Watching his son come in from the outside with an umbrella, his body was very healthy. Zhao Jiaren couldn't help but smile.

"Daddy." Zhao Qian walked up quickly, "I miss you very much." ”

Zhao Jiaren gave his son a hug, and then pulled his son into the house and sat down, Zhao Jiaren smiled: "I don't know if you can use what I taught you." ”

Zhao Qian said with some shame: "Dad used to say that it is a sentence that hides the second half of the sentence when an insider looks at the doorway and a layman looks at the excitement. The vast majority of people in this world are incomprehensible whitenecks. This time the dam was built, and it really happened. I am self-righteous, I have been deceived by others several times, and I have offended many people. Even if I hadn't caused a catastrophe, I was already too scared to talk nonsense. ”

Zhao Jiaren smiled with satisfaction: "It's normal." When I was a child, I was self-righteous, and then I hit my nose and face. If you no longer want to be someone else's master, you can progress. If you can be your own master, you will continue to improve. If you dare to let others be their own masters, you will be more progressive. ”

Hearing that his father was so open-minded, Zhao Qian was also a little more relaxed, and he sighed: "Dad, I used to think that doing things was to be in charge. ”

"Well, I used to think so, too."

"But I've worked so hard to do so much, but the world can't revolve around me, and I'm not happy in my heart."

"I've been through that phase too."

"I don't think Dad ever thought about it that way."

"You have to be six, seven, seven or eight years old when you really have a little perspective on the world, and I was almost thirty years old at that time. Even now, every time I encounter failures and setbacks, every time my predictions are different from what I thought, I can't help but want to be the master of this world. It's just that after the idea came to me, I felt that it was not good for me, so I gave up. ”

“…… Shouldn't officials make mistakes? ”

"That's literati nonsense. Officials are also human beings, and they also need to learn and progress. Again, the word "mistake" is not the right word. In management, that's beyond expectations. Right or wrong is a matter of the coffin, and many things have a much larger scope and longer impact than we expect when we do it. Of course, there are many things that end faster than any of us. ”

Facing his father's tolerance and guidance, Zhao Qian was silent for a while, and said under the drive of pain: "...... I feel like I can forget what others have done, but I can't forgive what I did. As a result, neither oneself nor others can forgive. ”

"If you can't forget, take it with you. Carry more and more until you can't walk anymore with a heavy load. If you're still trying to keep improving, you're going to have to learn to let go. As long as the pain remains, you have to learn to be kind to yourself and others......"

"Official, Da Lang finally came back. You tell him so many things that are uncomfortable to listen to. Qin Yuzhen's voice sounded outside the door. With the words, Qin Yuzhen walked in from outside. It can be seen that it is rare for her son to come back, and Qin Yuzhen likes it very much.

Waiting for Zhao Qian to greet his mother and sit back on the sofa, Zhao Jiaren didn't pay attention to his wife at all, and continued: "Da Lang, virtue is such a thing, when I was young, I thought it was the peacock feather on the peacock, and it looked dizzying when it was erected. Reading the book about the characters of the predecessors, their virtues make people can't help but want to bow down. I feel that it is okay to die at night. It was only later that I realized that virtue is not attached. In the first two years, I saw that you were growing wisdom teeth, and you wanted to use a knife to cut off the flesh wrapped around your teeth, and then uproot the wisdom teeth. Let him never grow up, that is the process of having virtue. ”

This analogy made Zhao Qian nod again and again, and he felt that his father's words spoke to his heart. It was not a short period of pain, but a long one. Even after enduring so much torture, Zhao Qian felt that wisdom teeth were not only useless, but also made him even more uncomfortable.

Zhao Jiaren sighed: "Your wisdom teeth are not growing properly, just as the new anesthetic comes out, wait another year or two, your wisdom teeth will not grow at all, go and remove them." ”

"Can you pull it out?" Zhao Qian rejoiced.

"Anesthetic technology has advanced, and the level of anti-inflammatory drugs has improved. Finally, I was able to perform surgery safely. If you've been a soldier, you should know that your wisdom teeth are located in the lethal zone. After a wisdom tooth is removed, a wound with a depth of nearly one centimeter and an area of more than one square centimeter will be formed, which is already considered a minor injury. ”

Qin Yuzhen listened to Zhao Jiaren's description, and inexplicably knew that the operation to extract wisdom teeth did not seem to be safe, and there was a feeling of discomfort in it. Watching Zhao Jiaren calmly describe the pain, the son of a science and engineering man listened carefully with a look of approval, which made Qin Yuzhen even more unhappy.

It has been thirty years since she married Zhao Jiaren, and what Qin Yuzhen dislikes the most is to listen to Zhao Jiaren reason. Those cold and cruel truths are particularly comfortable to be told by Zhao Jiaren, and the virtues that people love and hate are also told with a vague sense of flesh and blood.

"Eat, eat." Qin Yuzhen decided to put an end to such a conversation.

"No, I don't. Let Da Lang go back. His Hun family is already pregnant, let him hurry home and take a look. ”

"I'd better stay for a meal first." Zhao Qian hurriedly said.

Seeing his wife happily take his son to the restaurant, Zhao Jiaren did not get up immediately, but lit a cigarette. The little lady that Qin Yuzhen fancied was really good, and Zhao Jiaren appreciated it very, very much. Although some reluctantly married Zhao Qian, at least Ming Media is marrying. Zhao Jiaren's eldest daughter-in-law has a good education and graduated from the Department of Physics of Hangzhou University. The little girl's family is well-off, and her father's family is a big landowner. His personal worldview is very materialistic, and he is not afraid of Zhao Qian at all. Because his family accepted Zhao Jiaren's suggestion, he sold the family's 200,000 mu of land and switched to other industries. The child also received a very rich dowry, and Zhao Qian married her, so that Zhao Qian could keep Zhao Qian safe.

Zhao Qian returned to Hangzhou this time, and it was Zhao Jiaren who came to see him first. So Zhao Jiaren felt that it was better to let Zhao Qian rush home to eat first, and when he couldn't go back to his parents to eat. If you are newly married, it is best to build a better emotional infrastructure. But Qin Yuzhen didn't seem to think about it. Zhao Jiaren also felt some regret in his heart.

Extinguishing less than half of the cigarette, Zhao Jiaren got up and went to the restaurant. Walking on the road, he felt that his essence as a doctor sometimes made Zhao Jiaren often at the level of dissociation. As a psychiatrist, Zhao Jiaren knows that the vast majority of human feelings, and more than 80% of the so-called thoughts in the mind, come from physical reactions. It's not like 'coming it up yourself'. If anything really has to be done according to facts, it is called 'anti-human'.

However, if Zhao Jiaren is not 'anti-human', he feels uncomfortable. Man, that's what it is.

At the dinner table, there were happy words. The situation at home, the changes in life. Qin Yuzhen asked Zhao Qian what he was happy about in Jiangning. Zhao Jiaren's hand holding the vegetables paused. Then Zhao Jiaren pretended to be okay and continued to eat vegetables and drink soup. Then I listened to Zhao Qian talk about his experience working with the best engineering experts in the Great Song Dynasty. It was not a department, but more than 30 experts, including the military, and a college student like Zhao Qian could only be a small leader of the construction site in the team.

As soon as she heard about her son's experience, Qin Yuzhen's smile disappeared a lot. Zhao Qian continued to talk happily about the great places where the experts were unbelievable, as well as the great significance of the bridges built in Jiangning. They laid deep reinforced concrete piles in the river and welded the rebars with thermite. The reinforced concrete deck was built on thick piles, and steamships could easily pass under the bridge.

In addition to the bridges, the barrages that were also piled with cement were heavily cemented with heavy cement gates. Closing the water gate during the dry season can make the water level in the Qinhuai River exceed seven meters. Open the water gate during the flood season, and the flood can be easily discharged.

When Qin Yuzhen heard half of it, she ordered: "Hurry up and eat, you have to go home after eating." ”

After Zhao Qian left, Zhao Jiaren asked Qin Yuzhen, "Or do we have time to go to Jiangning to have a look?" ”

"No, no." Qin Yuzhen immediately refused. My son worked so hard in Jiangning, Qin Yuzhen didn't want to go to that place.

Zhao Jiaren didn't say much. The recent situation in Jiangning has developed super well in the eyes of the imperial court, and it is good in the eyes of the imperial court, which is undoubtedly a disaster for the landlords. Last year, Jiangning moved 10,000 poor people, and when they left, they sold more than 10,000 mu of land to the imperial court, and the landlords were forced to sell 30,000 mu of land this year. The landlords looked down on the tenants the most, and it was the tenants who made them grit their teeth and curse the most. But without tenants, who will rent the landlord's land?

There are more than 10,000 people in the Great Plains, and more than 20,000 poor people have migrated to Henan this year. In addition, some middle-class and upper-class landlords who were originally studying sold their land to the city, and many contiguous lands were added to the Jiangning Guanfu Farm. It won't be long before the old self-sufficient rural economic system will be wiped out. Jiang Ning is just a representative.

However, Zhao Jiaren does not think that this process will be warm. At least at this stage, a brutal war is going on in the northern theater. 30,000 cavalry continued to swim up the river to kill the Mongol tribes who had driven the herds forward. After last year's war, the number of tribes who went to those rivers was much smaller. According to the report, the number of Song cavalry killed was even higher than last year.

Zhao Jiaren was not surprised, there were fewer enemies, and the cavalry of the Song army could be fully displayed because they were not worried about being surrounded and beaten.

In addition to the 30,000 cavalry, the 30,000 infantry marched north along the built supply line and headed straight for Horin. Having the experience of cavalry, the goal of the infantry was not to capture Ho Lin, but to threaten Ho Lin. It should also make the people north of Yinshan panic.