This visit finally ended with Li Zicheng under the pretext of having something to do.

He could tell that the girl's parents didn't like him very much, and it should be said that they didn't like it.

I don't know why, he remembered a sentence that someone once said: "Falling in love is a matter of two people, and marriage is a matter of two families." ”

Looking at the dam next to the girl's house, this dam is huge.

It is only by standing next to those huge buildings that human beings can feel their own insignificance.

Looking at the calm water, Li Zicheng smiled self-deprecatingly, this is the case, in fact, he can't blame others, no matter what the girl's parents say, he can't refute it.

Li Zicheng often fantasizes about what the life of ordinary people is like, the life of ordinary people......

There are many, many children of big families and big forces who often sigh why they are not ordinary people, sigh and sigh, they can go to role play ordinary people for a few days, but they will never be ordinary people.

The life of ordinary people is not so ordinary, life is not easy, and there is helplessness everywhere.

Helplessly, two people can run through everyone's life.

"What are you looking at?"

The girl walked over with a bag and a different pair of shoes.

"Hey, you're smoking again!"

Looking at the cigarette lit by Li Zicheng, the girl frowned, walked over a little unhappily, and lightly took the cigarette from Li Zicheng's lips and threw it on the ground to extinguish it.

"I'm wondering, are your parents a little dissatisfied with me!" Li Zicheng shook his head and said, "Why did you come out?"

"I'll send you, lest you can't find your way out!" the girl said with a smile, and then took Li Zicheng's hand: "Oh, don't worry about it, they were just joking!"

Looking at the innocent girl, Li Zicheng smiled and did not speak.

The two walked from the girl's door to the main street of the town.

"It would be nice to have a car!"

After walking for nearly half an hour, the girl felt that her legs were a little sore, and she couldn't help but envy the traffic coming and going on the street.

"I ......"

Li Zicheng bit his lip.

"You just have to work hard!" The girl pinched Li Zicheng's face mischievously: "My Teacher Li, come on!"

Looking at the vehicles coming and going on the street, the girl's eyes were envious, in fact, her requirements were not high, there was a car to travel, at this time Li Zicheng was a little embarrassed to retract his gaze, these vehicles, with his value, look down on ......

But this sense of grievance of not being able to reveal his true identity made Li Zicheng feel very helpless, on the one hand, he felt that if he said his identity, would the girl feel that he was playing with her.

On the other hand, in fact, Li Zicheng enjoys this kind of ordinary life.

It's just that this has become a kind of trouble for Li Zicheng, giving him a feeling of cheating on girls.

"Daughter-in-law. ”

"How?"

"It's okay......"

Li Ziwei wanted to say that she was actually from whoever she was, but after thinking about it, this was a simple girl, if she said it, she felt that she was playing with her.

Holding her hand, the two walked around the street, and then Li Zicheng got into the car back to Luoshui City and returned to Luoshui City.

Life is not only about the deception in front of you, but also about the deception in the distance.

Looking at the city in front of him, Li Zicheng suddenly felt so tired, he became the dean of Hope College, fulfilled his childhood wish, and became a teacher.

In adult life, there is never the word 'easy', and anything meaningful will not be done easily.

"Do you know how difficult it is for him?"

This sentence sounds ridiculous, especially when you live like a joke, but when you succeed one day, you will understand that this sentence is not ridiculous.

In fact, it is not easy for everyone to live.

Tomorrow and accidents, no one knows who will come first.

People want their lives to be smoother, less frustrated, more happy, and less painful, but that's just a good wish.

While life brings happiness to people, it can also bring pain, loss, injustice, and failure......

As the big devil once said, the most helpless thing about life is that it doesn't care whether you are willing to accept it or not, you have to accept it helplessly.

Li Zicheng picked up his mobile phone and clicked on the circle of friends, the latest circle of friends, Li Badao took Lei Linger to travel all over the continent, posting happy photos, not like a couple with a baby.

My cousin is also married, and the object of marriage is the girl named Guan Nuo.

Countless blessings below.

I happened to flip through a photo of a person named Xiaoxue.

only to find out that this person named Xiaoxue is also getting married.

Looking at some familiar faces, Li Zicheng was a little stunned, this Xiaoxue should be the first love of nonsense......

"Hey, fatty!" Li Zicheng dialed.

"Hmm, what's wrong?" said the voice of nonsense, which had become somewhat mature, came from the other end.

"Xiaoxue is getting married, do you know?" Li Zicheng said.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, "I know, let's meet and talk!"

In the evening, the barbecue stall in the square of Luoshui City.

Li Zicheng ordered a lot of things, talked nonsense with a small belly, slowly rushed over, walked in front of Li Zicheng, and sat down.

The two of them ordered a dozen beers and sat down at the barbecue stand.

"You're still not with her. Li Zicheng strooped the skewers and said with some embarrassment.

Hu Shuo poured a glass of beer and smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect it either." ”

Then he continued: "What's the use of talking about this now, my children are so old!"

"Do you regret it?" said Li Zi.

"Regret what?" asked Hu Shuo.

"Regret separating from Xiaoxue. ”

The nonsense of this question was silent for a long time, and he shook his head.

Looking at the nonsense with flickering eyes, Li Zicheng knew that the nonsense was lying.

Hu Shuo took a deep breath: "You're also in your thirties, why haven't you found a girlfriend yet?"

"I want to find the kind of beautiful love that the big devil once said, the kind of love that doesn't come and go, and the kind of love that doesn't ask for anything in return even if I pay......," Li Zicheng said leisurely.

"You can pull it!" nonsense pouted, "I tell you, it has nothing to do with me and I don't regret it, the most important thing is that if there is a woman who is willing to follow me, I can't bear her!"

"But, don't you think that facing a girl you don't like will not only hurt her, but also hurt you?" Li Zicheng retorted.

"You're wrong!" Nonsense shook his head, as if he was used to seeing strong winds and waves, and drank his beer down, "You think it's a good thing, but it's just a meeting with the right person." ”

"You always feel that the person you like is the right person. ”

"But haven't you really ever liked someone?"

"When you were in college, when you were in school, did you really never like someone?"

"If you did, were you with her?"

This sentence instantly stunned Li Zicheng.

Like someone?

The barbecue meat in Li Zicheng's hand stopped at his mouth, and the meat in his mouth forgot to chew.

The face of a little girl suddenly appeared in his mind, with messy hair and a thin face, timidly standing on the podium and introducing herself.

So thin and weak, I didn't dare to look directly at them in the classroom......

Every day after school, Li Zicheng watched her wait alone at the door of the college, waiting for the big figure to take her hand and walk back step by step.

And Li Zicheng followed her from a distance, looking at the big and small figures, bathed in the sunshine of the setting sun, but he could only hide in the shadows.

The figure......

Li Zicheng only felt that his impression was very vague, and he couldn't remember who the figure was.

"Fatty, when we were in college, was there a very thin girl in the class? Every day when we came home from school, we waited at the gate of the college for a while. Li Zicheng stared at nonsense and asked.

"Skinny girl...... Luo Xue?" The fat man thought for a moment and wondered.

"Luo Xue...... Luo Xue ......"

Li Zicheng muttered a few times, but he never remembered this girl named Luo Xue in his head.

"Do you like Luo Xue?" asked Hu Shuo.

"Uh...... Not...... No. Although he is in his thirties, Li Zicheng still doesn't have such a thick skin.

"It's useless if you like her, she's dead. Hu shook his head.

"What's going on?" asked Li Zicheng.

"She suffered from depression, and since Teacher Fang left, her condition has not been very good, and within a few years, she committed suicide. Hu said with some sighs.

"Depression?suicide?" Li Zicheng frowned, he chuckled in his heart, he didn't have any impression of this incident, what went wrong?

"Where is she buried?"

"Buried with Teacher Fang!"

"Where is the big devil buried?"

"Buried in the back mountain!"

After separating from nonsense, Li Zicheng walked back to Hope Academy alone, and then walked to the back mountain, looking at the two lonely graves, because no one took care of them all year round, and these two graves were already overgrown with weeds.

Looking at the two graves in front of him, Li Zicheng was stunned in place.

Suddenly, Li Zicheng lost his strength, his head began to dizzy, as if he was deprived of oxygen, or carbon monoxide poisoning, and sat on the ground with his butt on his buttocks, looking at the pictures on the grave.

There was no heartbreaking, no liver and intestines, only a faint sadness, the picture in the eyes kept fragmenting, and it became a little difficult to breathe.

It's hard for him to accept the fact that the lovely person in his memory, the Luo Xue who laughed a little sweetly, is buried here?

Sitting next to the grave, reaching out and stroking the somewhat unfamiliar photo, the scumbag Teacher Fang, and the smiling Luo Xue, Li Zicheng touched his trouser pocket and found that his cigarette had been taken away by the girl.

Look up at the starry sky.

A man walked over quietly.

"Is there a cigarette? Can I get one?"

"There is ......"

lit a cigarette, inhaled it into his lungs, and exhaled it slowly, Li Zicheng found that he had no tears at all, but there was a kind of discomfort in his heart that he couldn't spit out, things shouldn't be like what he saw, all the tears were buried in his heart, they couldn't flow out, and they couldn't flow out.

After smoking a cigarette, Li Zicheng extinguished his eyes, rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, with a deep tiredness, he was very tired, really tired.

He remembered that the Great Devil had said something vulgar.

If there is no one around you who cares, then who will show you those achievements you have achieved?

No matter how much you achieve, what's the use of the people you care about when they're gone?

Who are you pretending to force to see?

It's like you got a big red flower in kindergarten, and when you get home, you find that no one cares if you get it or not.

You rejoice, but you have no one to show off.

Li Zicheng thought that he had grown up, had become mature, and could hold everything in his heart, until now, he understood that he preferred that he was still the child who went to college, the Li Zicheng who could show off to the big devil if he made a little achievement, and hoped that he was still the Li Zicheng who would be lame if he made a little mistake, and hoped that he was still the Li Zicheng who could hide behind the big devil if he had anything......

In this world, there is no more Fang Bai.

The son wants to raise but does not wait.

......

In the middle of the night.

Fang Bai suddenly woke up from the table full of wreaths.

Looking at the white wreaths around him, as well as the crying radish heads around him, the whole person was stunned.

And the radish heads in the second class of the third year around them were suddenly stunned in place, and they even forgot to cry.

"Damn, the big devil has cheated the corpse!"

"Wait for the demons, leave my master quickly, otherwise don't blame my subordinates for being ruthless!"

"The big devil has cheated the corpse, the big devil has cheated the corpse!"

"It must be a ghost, there is a ghost who dares to borrow a corpse to return the soul, hurry up and burn him!"

Fang Bai tried his best to calm his mood, but he couldn't help but clench his fists, thinking of everything that happened, he only felt that there was an inexplicable feeling of emotion and indebtedness in his heart.

Just when Fang Bai thought that he was going to die.

His body suddenly couldn't move anymore, his soul seemed to be squeezed out, and Fang Bai could clearly feel that his soul was sealed.

It's like watching a movie, watching the system take over your body.

"Actually, I envy your relationship with those students of yours, you can give everything for them, and they can give everything for you!"

"To be honest, at the beginning, I was quite dissatisfied with you, full of swearing, not looking like a teacher at all, it was simply an insult to be a teacher, in the words of your world, it was a sling!"

"But you, a teacher like a ruffian, still have a shining point in you, although you have no advantages, but you have no shortcomings, in fact...... I really envy your relationship with those children, if possible, I want to be a person for the rest of my life. ”

"Okay, I won't talk nonsense, the road ahead will depend on you, my waste system, although it is not as good as the others, but I can save your life, right!"

"Am I not great, great all......"

"Actually, I'm very happy to work with you these days!"

"Goodbye...... Fang Bai. ”()

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