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Lying on the bed was replaced by Yang Tianming, and Du Xiaodie gently massaged the temples on both sides of his head to make him feel better.

Although the doctor has said that his days are numbered, she still hopes that in these last days, he will feel better.

"Does it still hurt?"

Du Xiaodie asked Yang Tianming, who was ninety-six in his arms.

Yang Tianming shook his head slightly: "It doesn't hurt." ”

Du Xiaodie smiled, and the wrinkles on her face were almost squeezed together.

She knew that Yang Tianming was comforting her.

She is not a miracle doctor, she only massaged a few times, how can she relieve the pain?

"My son will come to see you today." Du Xiaodie said.

"Don't let him come, the family is so busy, Xiaohao is going to take the college entrance examination, isn't there still you." Yang Tianming said.

"Don't want your grandson?" Du Xiaodie asked.

"Alas!" Yang Tianming sighed, "Think about a fart, he doesn't even want his grandfather!" ”

Du Xiaodie smiled: "Didn't you just say that Xiao Hao wants to take the college entrance examination." ”

"Yes, yes, the college entrance examination is important, the college entrance examination is important! cough cough cough cough ......"

"Okay, okay, don't talk yet, drink some water."

Du Xiaodie brought her water.

Yang Tianming took a sip, but he choked and coughed several times, and Du Xiaodie hurriedly patted him on the back.

Yang Tianming sighed: "Alas, it's old, it's really old!" ”

"It's not nonsense, you're eighty-two now, and you're twenty-eight." Du Xiaodie said.

"Come, you lie here." Yang Tianming took Du Xiaodie's hand and said.

"What's the matter, ...... in broad daylight" Du Xiaodie glared.

"Do you remember when you were younger? At that time, we were in a small broken room, the bed was so big, and every day we were huddled together, I wanted you to lie down and let me hug you again. Yang Tianming gasped and said.

Du Xiaodie rolled her eyes: "Sick!" I'm getting old, I'm getting more and more serious, you lie here, I'll fetch you water. ”

After speaking, Du Xiaodie took the water cup and walked out of the door of the ward.

Yang Tianming sighed heavily, looked at the ceiling of the ward, looked at the large stain on the ceiling, and the spider in the corner who was busy building webs, and his thoughts returned to his youth.

He admits that he is really old, he is really dying, and he has been thinking about the things of his youth recently, and he has always thought about it for a long time unconsciously, but there are some things that he has almost forgotten, and even now that he thinks about it, he is not sure whether everything is true or false, whether it is a real memory, or an addition of imagination.

He remembered more and more of his youth, even when he was a child, but those memories became more and more blurry, and sometimes it felt like a dream, a dream......

Du Xiaodie came back from fetching water, put the thermos cup down on the bedside table, and looked at Yang Tianming on the hospital bed, who had already fallen asleep, so she picked up the fan and gently fanned him, as if she was taking care of the child in the cradle.

Seven days later, on a calm evening, in Du Xiaodie's arms, Yang Tianming left......

The moment before closing his eyes, Yang Tianming remembered a lot, and many fragments that had been blurred in his previous memories had also become clear.

He remembered that when she was 5 years old, she kissed him for the first time.

He remembered that when he was 12 years old, he fought with other boys for the first time for her.

He remembered that when he was 18 years old, they eloped at night, but it rained heavily, and they went back to their homes soaked.

Remembering that when he was 22 years old, he promised that in the future, he would let her live in a spacious and bright house, and there must be water and elevators......

Remembering that when he was 25 years old, looking at the beautiful dress in the mall through the window, he promised to buy it for her in the future.

He remembered that when he got married, because he had no money, he hurriedly bought a small gold ring, and promised her that he would make up for one with a diamond in the future.

He remembered that when she gave birth, he wandered anxiously outside the delivery room, thinking not of the child, but of her......

He had a lot to say to her, they still had a lot of dreams that had not been realized, the future they were looking forward to had never come, their dreams were just dreams......

He has too much unwillingness, but everything is in the past.

As Yang Tianming closed his eyes and waved goodbye to this world, he didn't even have time to say sorry to her, only a cloudy tear left from the corner of his eye......

He was gone, and instead of crying, she held his hand tightly, looked at his ravine-ravine face, and stroked it, as if she was remembering something and thinking about something......

In a trance, Yang Tianming seemed to wake up from a dream, and he found himself floating at the head of the hospital bed.

She couldn't see him.

And he, too, has remembered everything.

Coming to this world is just a reincarnation.

I just want to accompany her through her life.

Now that his life has come to an end, Du Xiaodie's life is still going on.

Although Yang Tianming regained his divine power and remembered everything, it was just the past in this life that made him dreamlike and felt very wonderful.

Especially when I look back on the bits and pieces of that life, I have mixed feelings.

Thinking about it carefully, love seems to be so insignificant in this small life, and it is the sweetest only when they share weal and woe.

And under the pressure of life, they have to bow to reality.

Love?

It seems like just a luxury toy.

That dreamlike life, it's love and hate.

It seems that ordinary people spend their whole lives just struggling in pain and occasionally enjoying the sweetness of life.

But he just felt that such a blandness and such a sadness were more unforgettable than the reincarnations that he was in a hurry and earth-shattering!

Even he couldn't help it, wanting to wake up Xiaodie, and then use his supreme divine power to take Xiaodie to reminisce about the past and make up for the regrets in this life.

But in the end, Yang Tianming held back.

Because he understands that what is lost is the most beautiful, and what cannot be grasped is the most precious!

If it was a life without regrets, if there was not so much pain and suffering in that life, would there still be such an unforgettable memory?

He didn't wake up Xiaodie, so he continued to stay in this world, waiting and watching.

There is no pattern to follow in the life of ordinary people.

After he left, Du Xiaodie took care of his funeral, but she didn't show much pain, but she just seemed more lonely.

Even if her son's family always comes to see her, she has more company than before, and in front of her children and grandchildren, she also has laughter, and on the day of his death, she will even forget......

But Yang Tianming knew that every stormy night, she would hug the bear given to her by her grandson, huddle in bed, and couldn't sleep all night.

She would secretly open the thick photo album by herself, pretending to see the photos of them when they were young by accident, and secretly wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes......

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