I suddenly felt distressed, I felt sorry for the panic and uneasiness that Zhao Ye had silently hidden for most of the past half a year, I looked at his eyes full of reluctance, and snuggled up to him and felt full of warmth. I told Zhao Ye that I was too willful and ignorant in the past, and I will definitely give priority to Zhao Ye's mood in everything I do in the future, Zhao Ye said, "You have made a choice, which makes me feel very selfish." Miss Liao is different from Jin Shao, Miss Liao is your friend, you say she needs help, I will find a way to help her, you don't like the two of us to talk too much about topics you don't understand, I can stop here; But Jin Shao has been your best friend in the past few years, and because I was suspicious, the two of you had to break up, I think...... It's not tasty! ”

I shook my head, "I'm not doing this for you, I'm doing it for myself!" Jin Shao is the same, he doesn't want to explain to Keni, or to you, he wants to explain to himself, this life is very long, and the people who accompany him every time are destined to be different, you don't have to take this matter too seriously, really! ”

Zhao Ye opened his mouth, stopped talking, and finally pushed me, "Eat first!" It's a heavy topic, and I can't even eat! He said and laughed easily, the two of us have walked to the river on the edge of the moat to shabu meat, the taste of old Beijing, fresh meat slices from the pot, dipped in the heavy sesame sauce in the bowl to eat, in the winter when the wind is raging in Beijing, it is particularly delicious.

During the meal, we both tacitly did not mention the matter of Miss Liao and Jin Shao, Zhao Ye said that his mother wanted to settle the matter of the two of us within this year, and the parents of both sides seemed to have reached a consensus and started to do things in the hotel. I was full of shame, although I knew that the matter of marriage had been put on the agenda, and it would be decided immediately, but when Zhao Ye said it, I just felt shy.

Coming out of the eating place, Zhao Ye sent me downstairs to my house, I looked up at the light that was still on in the living room, pouted, and looked reluctant to go home, Zhao Ye pinched my cheek, "What?" Don't want to go back? ”

"No," I shook my head, resting my head on his chest, "I have to go back tonight." ”

"If you still don't want to go back, just go up and say hello and go to my side first?" Zhao Ye said, I reached out and put my arm around Zhao Ye's waist, "I have to go back tonight, I have to go back!" I said it twice, and I didn't know if I was persuading Zhao Ye or myself, and then I took a deep breath, mustered up my courage, and looked at Zhao Ye and grinned, "It's okay for me, I have to talk about this matter, make it clear, right?" ”

Zhao Ye nodded.

"Then I'll go up!" My voice was very loud, and I used these words to embolden myself, but Zhao Ye suddenly stopped me, "Li Pei? ”

"Huh?" I turned my head to look at Zhao Ye, "What's wrong?" ”

"Wait a minute, I have something to say to you," Zhao Ye said, I nodded, and stopped beside him again, Zhao Ye sorted out his thoughts, and said to me at a very slow pace, "Actually, have you ever thought that you don't mean anything to Jin Shao, what does Jin Shao think about you?" ”

"Huh?" I was a little puzzled, and I didn't know why Zhao Ye was still entangled in this issue.

"If only one or two people misunderstand your relationship with Jin Shao, you can think that he is blind! But everyone thinks that there is something between you and Jin Shao, have you ever thought that this matter may be an afterthought? Zhao Ye asked me, I was anxious when I heard it, anxious to explain that there was nothing between me and Jin Shao, but Zhao Ye didn't let me speak, and made a silent gesture to signal me to finish listening to his words, and he continued, "I know you don't have any other thoughts about him, but what about you?" ”

"What does he do to me?" I pointed at myself and felt incredible, Jin Shao had never treated me as a girl, how could it mean anything to me, I smiled and then said to Zhao Ye in a pretending relaxed tone, "You don't know how he pursues him for a girl, it's just so good that it's honey!" ”

"But don't he and these people have no ending?" Zhao Ye said.

"But......" I blurted out and wanted to refute, but I found that the truth seemed to be what Zhao Ye said, no matter how good Jinsha was to the girl he pursued, but in the end he couldn't come together, basically none of them could last long, I thought about it, and thought about it again, before I picked up my own words, "He may not have forgotten his first girlfriend in our school, and the woman later followed his brother." ”

"Did that woman dump him with his brother, or dump him with his brother?" Zhao Ye asked.

"What's the difference?" I asked Zhao Ye.

Zhao Ye said, "Have you ever thought that he doesn't chase you not because he doesn't like you, but because he likes you too much, this kind of love is almost a kind of love, he is afraid of losing, so he refuses to take a step forward!" If you are friends with him, you can continue to be friends like this, but if you become lovers, maybe like every lover in his past, it will end up breaking up. ”

"I ......" I wanted to say something, but suddenly I found that I was running out of words, and I didn't know how to refute Zhao Ye at all, so I could only say to him crappily, "You think too much, right?" ”

Zhao Ye said, "I hope so, and I actually don't want to tell you about it at all, I also want to be selfish, I don't say that you may never know that Jin Shao's kindness to you is not for no reason, not because you are friends, but because he likes you, he likes you deeply, this kind of like has become a fear of losing, because he is afraid of losing, he is unwilling to take a step, he is afraid that he will not bring you happiness, so he would rather give you away!" ”

I shook my head, I don't know why Zhao Ye said such a thing to me at this time today.

Zhao Ye said, "If I don't say this, I will always be full of fear about the future of the two of us, making me feel that we can be together is a charity given to me by Jin Shao, and I am afraid that such happiness will be taken away by him at any time!" ”

"How so?" I said, a little anxious.

Zhao Ye asked me, "If one day, Jin Shao confesses to you, like you confess his feelings, what about you?" What will be done? Would you choose me the way you do? ”

I frowned, opened my mouth a few times, but didn't speak, I pondered the answer to this hypothetical, but found that the answer was too difficult for me, just like Zhao Ye said, this kind of hypothetical question is the most difficult to answer, if I blurted out that I would still choose Zhao Ye, he must think that I didn't think; And I wouldn't even say that I would choose Jin Shao...... Will I? I frowned and thought, imagining the kind of scene that Zhao Ye said, if it was me who Jin Shao picked up at the airport with a rose that day and kissed me in front of my ex, would I indulge in his gentle hometown and reject Zhao Ye?

Zhao Ye said that I don't have to rush to answer his question, I can think slowly, and it doesn't matter how long I think about it. He turned and disappeared into the night, and I looked at his back and thought that this answer must be important to him. I walked up the stairs step by step, unscrewed the door, Miss Liao was sitting on the coffee table in the living room writing and drawing, she looked up and saw me coming in, and asked me, "Let's talk?" ”

I asked Miss Liao, "Do you think Jin Shao likes me?" ”

"Why do you ask this question all of a sudden?" Miss Liao asked, "Didn't you break off your friendship with Jin Shao?" What does it matter if he likes you or not? ”

"Do you like it or don't like it?" I asked Miss Liao.

Miss Liao said, "I've told you this question many times, right? I like it, I like the love of men and women, if I don't like it, I won't do this to you! If he really treats you as an ordinary friend, then what he does to Zichen will definitely do to you, but has he shared his gossip with you? No, right...... He's going to pursue Konnie's business, and you don't know anything about it beforehand. And when did he pursue Konnie, do you remember? It was the first time that you and Zhao Ye had an emotional crisis because of Jin Shao's existence...... Do you think he really likes Kne, or is he accommodating for you? Although I don't quite understand the reason why Jin Shao must hand you over, but from the perspective of a person who has come over, you and Zhao Ye will definitely be happier together than you and Jin Shao, and your current choice is already the most correct, so don't easily shake the decision you made at the beginning! ”

I said, "I'm not wavering. Zhao Ye asked me if Jin Shao confessed to me one day, would I still choose him? ”

Miss Liao said, "Wouldn't you? ”

I said, "I don't know if I will!" ”

"Who said that he didn't have the slightest affection for Jin Shao?" Miss Liao threw her pen on the table and asked me, I didn't answer Miss Liao's words, just said, "I want to think about it......" After saying that, I went into the house by myself, and then closed the door and lay on the bed with my mobile phone to make a call to Jin Shao, but after looking through the address book for a long time, I remembered that Jin Shao had already deleted his phone from my number book, I smiled bitterly, and lay on the bed with my mobile phone.

Jin Shao once helped me pursue the eighth master with his own hands, how could he love me?

As the second half of the third semester approaches, the work of the student union will be handed over, and the students of our level will focus on a presentation of the results of the work of the student union, and all the staff of the student union will gather in the academic lecture hall to report their work. The ministers of the student union in front of the queue have made cool videos to show the work content of so many years, but this video is like a PPT, Jin Shao laughed at this group of people in the audience, "You said that they are a group of people, just make a few pictures flying around, and make a PPT is not over, you can also choose a variety of fade-in and fade-out effects, you have to make a video, it doesn't look as good as PPT!" ”

"Shut up!" I scolded, and was listening intently to the eighth master's report on the work of the learning department.