Chapter XXXVII: Eventually You Will Be the Second
Xingyu lowered his head and looked at Ta Yu, who was still palpitating, with a slightly reproachful look and a scared animal-like look in the air.
Two seconds passed, and the original little sternness softened down, slightly wrinkled and stretched, and a shallow smile crept up Xingyu's face. The slender fingers touched Tayu's cloak and hat, and gradually turned into a whole white hand gently resting on his head, caressing it gently.
"It's okay."
Suddenly, as if he had thought of something, Xingyu raised his hand and gently tapped on Ta Yu's head:
"Who did you learn those things? This dress doesn't come in sizes under 160, so I won't let you try it on! ”
Because of the height difference of nearly ten centimeters, Xingyu bent down slightly as he spoke. Putting his face in front of Ta Yu's slightly flushed face, he deliberately made an expression that looked a little angry, and it did look like an older sister who usually spoiled her sister and pretended to educate her sister seriously.
To Xingyu's shock, Ta Yu breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, which meant that what she said before was not a joke.
"Won't you...... Did she really think that......"
Xingyu thought with trepidation that if she didn't explain it clearly, it might become the most laughable estrangement between her and Ta Yu in the future.
This also made Xingyu realize once again that Ta Yu's psychology is actually completely no different from that of a child, so curious about everything, so eager to understand the meaning of "love", although it is so clumsy.
Perhaps, this is something she doesn't have.
The false life of peering at each other when they first met, it was clear that Xingyu was the winner, and even though she still had many doubts about it, she undoubtedly saw through Tayu's cheap trick at the beginning.
In other words, in fact, it is very easy for anyone to see through a person who will say "like" at the moment of first meeting, how bad is it to love?
In fact, Ta Yu probably thinks of "love" as the most powerful weapon of human beings, she originally only wanted to use it as a way to achieve her unknown goal, but she completely failed to understand that the reason why human love is so great is because of the energy that comes from the heart, and like an empty shell, there is no true love that bursts at the touch of a bubble.
However, perhaps it was Xingyu's whim, she acquiesced in such a special and went to play a rivalry between the audience and the actors.
However, by the time she realized it, she had already fallen straight into it.
Ta Yu is different from her, Xingyu has long abandoned the emotions of being a person, all her emotions are false masks, she never wanted to take them off, this is the way she lives in this world, living peacefully in the bright side of the sun as an identity that she does not know, being a machine to complete tasks in the dark side that no one knows, and killing those who stand in her way. Perhaps she would choose to live with Ta Yu because she thought about the perfection of that identity.
She underestimated Ta Yu and completely missed Ta Yu's hand.
Ta Yu used to be a lonely lord who existed in the gap between time and space, the boundaries of time, the boundaries of space, for her were just playthings in her hands, she was destined to be unable to find anything that belonged to her, she was truly a person with nothing, even in a new world, she would not get anything - if she was the same as Xingyu, it should be like this.
However, Ta Yu has never been afraid of this, even if it is obscured by the fog, even if it is locked up by the cage, she is still pursuing, chasing the beauty of this world, chasing what she does not have, maybe she is just trying to make her tricks more refined, but all this does not matter from the moment she sheds the first tears in the hospital room.
She was sincere, and all she did was to examine the soulless shell, which might have been a corpse, but now had shed its rotten bandages and welcomed its rebirth.
Incredible magic, which Xingyu could never do, but Tayu did, and she worked hard to do such miracles, turning a lie into a promise, a promise from the heart.
Xingyu never thought that she could do it to such an extent, she could be so persistent in exploring human feelings, and then accumulate them little by little.
Xingyu, who thinks he is sure of victory, has already changed from a leader to a responder.
When Ta Yu's love has been tempered again and again in her own heart, that kind of energy has been secretly affecting Xingyu.
With your own emotions, that kind of machine is no longer a machine.
Slowly, it became different, and the original impregnable heart gradually became your appearance, until the end.
It will be you.