Chapter 87: The relationship between people, so fragile

The city of Beijing, which is on the verge of the Spring Festival, is getting more and more deserted, and there are fewer and fewer people, but the train station is crowded with people, and the road to the train station is jammed, and the station is also overcrowded. Zhao Ye and I plan to fly home on the evening of the 28th day of the Lunar New Year, so the most important thing I struggled with at home in the past few days was what clothes and shoes should I bring when I go back for the New Year? Because when it comes to meeting my parents, I'm like an ant on a hot pot, and I can't be quiet at all.

On the morning of the 28th, I packed my luggage and waited in the house for Zhao Ye to pick her up, Miss Liao went to work on her last day, and Lu Ye would come to Beijing to pick her up in the afternoon. Before Miss Liao went out, I asked her, "Did Luo Er contact you again?" ”

Miss Liao shook her head.

"So no perseverance!" I sighed, the situation in Miss Liao's house should be a lot of pressure for anyone, although there is nothing wrong with Luo Er giving up Miss Liao, but my fantasy of men's character has been greatly discounted because of this.

"I'm also relaxed this way," Miss Liao said, not knowing whether it was true or false.

I said to her, "Happy New Year, and the coming year will be fine!" ”

Miss Liao nodded, "Well, Happy New Year." ”

I waved to her, "See you next year!" ”

Miss Liao nodded, "See you next year......" After she said this, she turned her back to me and went out, the door closed "bang", I felt that the world was quiet and terrible, I walked around the house alone, and looked at my watch several times and wondered why Zhao Ye didn't come to pick me up? I was inexplicably flustered, inexplicably afraid of waiting alone in the room, inexplicably hated this feeling of quietness, and felt a kind of loneliness that gnawed at my soul.

The doorbell rang, I rushed to the door to open the door as if I was about to be amnesty, I thought it was Zhao Ye coming, full of joy, but what I saw was Tiantian, the heart fluttering in the air suddenly fell down in a daze, my face also collapsed at that moment, looking at Tiantian and asking, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'm going home, come and say hello to you." Sweetly smiled and told me that her complexion today was much better than the last time we met, at least a little bloody.

I asked her, "Your problem solved?" ”

Tian Tian nodded and asked me, "Is Miss Liao here?" ”

I shook my head, "She's going to work, if you're looking for her, why don't you call her?" ”

"I'm here to say goodbye to you, I'm going back to my hometown, maybe I'll get married in a few years." Tian Tian said, "I will never come back in the future, you can help me talk to Miss Liao." ”

I said, "Congratulations." ”

Tian Tian said, "Thank you, if it weren't for Miss Liao, I might have died this time." ”

I didn't speak, because I didn't know how to answer Tian Tian's words, I looked at Tian Tian, Tian Tian looked at me, maybe I felt a little embarrassed, Tian Tian opened his mouth to break the silence and said, "In the future, you will have the opportunity to come to my hometown to play, although it is not as prosperous as Beijing, but the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River are also very good, and there is no pollution, and the food is home-made, rest assured." ”

"Cherish it," I looked at Tian Tian and said earnestly, not to let her cherish the blessings, but not to let her trouble Miss Liao in the future. Miss Liao is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, and she lowers her face to outsiders, but she always wants to help others when she is a friend, and she can't protect herself whether she is a mud bodhisattva crossing the river or not. I don't know how many relationships Miss Liao has run for Tian Tian's matter, and how many people she has found, but this matter is definitely not as easy to solve as she said, but Tian Tian felt that this seemed to be just Miss Liao's gesture, she carried a carton of milk and said to me, "Help me give this to Miss Liao, thank her." ”

"You take it back." I glanced at the carton of milk and thought it was particularly meaningless.

"Keep it," Tian Tian put the milk on the shoe cabinet, "I don't know what to send, if you don't take it again, I'll be so upset!" It wasn't my intention to quarrel with you guys before......"

"Forget it," I said to Tian Tian, "don't talk about the past." ”

Tian Tian opened her mouth, maybe she wanted to say something more, but in the end she didn't say anything, so she said to me, "Then I'll go, take care of yourself, and develop well in Beijing in the future!" ”

"Hmm!" I answered, "Goodbye." ”

"Goodbye!" After Tian Tian said this, she quickly turned around and ran out, she didn't wait for the elevator, but took the stairs, there was a "click" downstairs sound in the stairwell, the frequency of the footsteps was particularly fast, my heart was tight, my throat was dry and painful, I covered my mouth, inhaled deeply, and tried not to cry. In the face of parting, anyone will be more vulnerable than he imagined, my mind is full of memories of the time when I first met Tiantian, her stupidity, her stupidity, her simplicity and her stupidity, but now Tiantian has already washed away the clumsiness, and I seem to no longer know her.

I took out a piece of paper from the table and wrote a message to Miss Liao on the milk, telling her what Tian Tian had been here, I thought Tian Tian would not dare to see Miss Liao, Miss Liao should be her only friend in Beijing for so many years, but she was jealous and embarked on a road with no return, Miss Liao persuaded her bitterly, she thought that Miss Liao was going to block her sparrow from turning into a phoenix, but one day something happened, Tian Tian finally found that she really had nothing but Miss Liao.

Now even Miss Liao has been lost by her, and Beijing has become a place where she can no longer stay.

I sat on the sofa for a long time, thinking about a lot of things in my head, and at noon, the doorbell rang again, and I went to open the door, this time it was Zhao Ye who came. I moved my luggage out of the house, knocked down the doorway, locked it and walked downstairs with him, saying nothing but keeping my head down or looking out the window.

Zhao Ye asked me, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I said, "Sweet morning has come." After speaking, I frowned, "I said goodbye, and I won't come back to Beijing in the future, and I will thank Miss Liao by the way." ”

Zhao Ye said, "That's fine, don't take it to heart." ”

I said, "I think Miss Liao is very difficult, there are so many things happening in her family, she is too busy to find the north, but Tian Tian came to ask Miss Liao for help, and said that Miss Liao is also a convenient thing." Who's hand is so long, can go to such a point, and she asked Miss Liao for help and didn't call her personally, to thank Miss Liao for taking advantage of her absence, thinking that I was easy to talk to, right? ”

"Maybe it's a coincidence, right?" Zhao Ye said.

"Do you come to the door to find someone to do something, and don't call beforehand?" I asked Zhao Ye, he looked at me and shrugged his shoulders, "It's over, it's useless for you to take it to heart anymore, Miss Liao's ability to help Tiantian shows that she thinks it's more important for her to help Tiantian." ”

I said, "I know it's useless, I'm just not happy." And Luo Er is really, I helped him so much before, I really misjudged him! ”

Zhao Ye asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I said, "As soon as I heard that Miss Liao has a father who suffers from uremia and a brother who is a loser, and the family owes a lot of debts, he never contacts Miss Liao again, he is too obvious, right?" ”

Zhao Ye said, "Compare your heart to your heart, after all, marriage is not a matter of two people, it is a matter of two families, Luo Er does this, it is understandable, people should think more about themselves, you can't use morality to kidnap other people's behavior." ”

"What about you?" I asked Zhao Ye, "If it were you, would you give up?" ”

"I don't answer hypothetical questions. ”

"You're afraid that you'll be unhappy if you answer me!" I pouted and said to Zhao Ye, who said, "If I say that I won't give up, you think I'm fake; If I say I'm going to give up, you think I'm too realistic...... Hypothetical questions, accidents do not have a perfect answer, and it is usually easy to become the cause of a quarrel between two people, such as the question of me and my mother falling into the water at the same time, who do you save first! ”

"Of course it's the first to save it!" I said.

Zhao Ye leaned over and asked me, "If I tell you that, you still have to be in a hurry with me?" ”

I kept a straight face, stifled a smile, and pretended to be a copy of the young lady's anger that was not finished yet, but I was already amused by him. However, I have been a little uneasy throughout the year, when I visited relatives and friends, and went to Zhao Ye's house to visit the old people in his family, I was absent-minded, holding a mobile phone and not being able to throw the mobile phone down for a moment, the phone rang slightly, and I quickly had to see what was written on it, my father said that I was about to grow into the mobile phone, and scolded me several times for being rude.

But I'm really worried that Miss Liao's year, my brother was urged to repay his debts by loan sharks, and the hospital repeatedly notified her of her father's critical illness, and her mother kept urging Miss Liao to get married...... Miss Liao sent me a message saying, "I sometimes think, if I die, who are they looking for?" ”

I said, "Don't think that, these days can pass, really!" "I knew that this sentence was pale and weak, but I didn't know what more powerful words to say to comfort Miss Liao. From time to time, I sent a message to ask about Miss Liao's current situation, for fear that she would hang herself if she really couldn't think about it. By the end of the Spring Festival holiday, Miss Liao had completely lost contact, not answering calls, not replying to text messages, not answering QQ, not replying to WeChat, and empty Moments and Weibo...... My heart is full of up, and I have to make countless phone calls to Miss Liao every day.

It wasn't until the seventh day of the Lunar New Year that Miss Liao finally replied to me with a message before I got on the plane, "I'm fine, you can talk about it when you come back." ”

My heart finally calmed down, got on the plane, and went back to Beijing, Zhao Ye sent me back from the airport, and he went to the company first if he had something to do. I went upstairs with my luggage, unscrewed the door, and found that Miss Liao had returned, I pushed open the door and saw her sitting on the sofa, I asked her, "Why did you come back so early?" ”

Miss Liao said, "You move out, or I move out, you can pick one." ”