Chapter 337: The Hurdle in My Heart
Qin Shuzhen didn't tell Jiang Qin about going to see Qin Shuang, when she saw her husband, she remembered the past, and remembered what Qin Shuang said to herself, her heart was numb, and she didn't know whether to believe Qin Shuang and her husband.
Their children are all married and about to become fathers, is it really necessary for them to care so much?
But this man ...... I haven't forgotten Qin Shuang all along, have I? He still cares about Luo Yunyao very much, because she is Qin Shuang's daughter. She snatched the heart of her beloved man, and if they loved each other, Qin Shuzhen was willing to quit.
But on the contrary, Qin Shuang didn't love Jiang Qin, but wanted to occupy his heart. How could Qin Shuzhen not hate her!
She didn't believe that a woman could give up everything for love, but when something happened to her, Qin Shuzhen believed that people's hearts were really easy to change. In the face of friendship and love, she did not hesitate to choose the man she liked, and even hated her best friend.
This persistence and worry, until now, she can't let go freely. When she learned that Qin Shuang was back, she was not happy, she would only be vigilant. I am afraid that my happiness over the years will flow away from my hands again.
As if nothing had happened, she ate and talked with her family, without even telling her son about her past with Qin Shuang. Facing Qin Shuang, she felt guilty, but for the sake of her family, she had to be selfish.
If Qin Shuang really forgot and didn't care about anything, that would be the best. She wouldn't harm Qin Shuang, but she had to be on guard.
Jiang Qin suddenly put down the dishes and chopsticks, knowing that there were some things that he shouldn't say, but he had to say them. If you do it secretly, I'm afraid it's more likely to cause misunderstanding.
He looked at Qin Shuzhen, Qin Shuzhen happened to meet his gaze, each pondering their own thoughts in their hearts, Qin Shuzhen was worried, was there something wrong with him, did you find something?
"Sook-jin! Before, listen to the meaning of the rain and tide. Qin Shuang, she ...... It should be back. Unexpectedly, people are already sober. We used to be close friends, and I thought, shouldn't the two of us be ...... Pick a time to check it out. She's been sick for so long and we haven't taken much care of her. You used to grow up together. ”
Jiang Qin had to think carefully when he spoke, but he was afraid that his words would make his wife think crookedly and misunderstand something.
He said 'we', naturally, ask for her opinion first, if she doesn't want to go, she can go alone, it's not sneaky. Let me know first, and she won't misunderstand anything.
It's been so long since the past, they were originally very good friends, and everyone has returned, if he doesn't show up and go to visit one or two, it will be too much to say.
"Do you want to see her?" She put down the dishes and chopsticks, and the cells in her body became vigilant.
Jiang Qin was stunned for a moment, seeing that his wife asked this, he couldn't answer it well, this was not a question of whether he wanted to or not. Even if it's an ordinary friend, after so many years, there's nothing wrong with going to see each other.
"It's not a question of whether you want to or not, you used to have a good relationship, we were good friends, let's go see her, let's get together, this is how it should be."
"Since you said it should be, I said no, is it useful?"
"Shuzhen, it's been so many years, everyone is almost fifty years old, there are some things, why are you still careging."
"I am a woman, and I am your wife. If I don't care about you, then I don't care about it. Qin Shuzhen stood up, thought about it, and her attitude was a little too much, so she softened her tone: "I've already gone to see it, if you want to go, go by yourself, I won't stop you." ”
Qin Shuzhen knew that if he wanted to see him, he couldn't stop him. The more she stops, the easier it is to have an accident, it is better to let them see her, since Qin Shuang has forgotten that she is so free and easy in front of herself, she will see if Qin Shuang is really free and easy, or has many means.
Their sons are so old, she has nothing to worry about.
"You've seen it?" Jiang Qin heard her words, and asked casually: "When did you go to meet?" I don't know. ”
"I didn't call you! After all, I grew up with her, and I haven't seen her for so long, and I want to talk to her from the heart. People are fine now, and all the unpleasant ones are forgotten, and only the happy things are remembered. I forgot my husband, but I still remember the bits and pieces between us, and she still remembers you. ”
"Oh! Is it? Jiang Qin had a smile on his face, they worked together and struggled together, if they really forgot about themselves, Jiang Qin would really be disappointed in his heart. Now that his wife said that she still remembered herself and forgot Luo Zhengfeng, Jiang Qin was naturally happy.
But Qin Shuzhen was not so happy when she saw the smile on her husband's face.
What is he happy about? It's right to be happy, but she's just a little unhappy in her heart.
Was he worried that Qin Shuang would forget about him?
Qin Shuzhen looked at him and suddenly asked, "Jiang Qin, if one day, I forget you completely, will you be happy or sad?" ”
"Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" Jiang Qin was stunned, looked at his wife, and didn't understand why she suddenly asked such a strange question: "How could you forget me!" ”
"What if? In case, I hit my head, or something happened and I forgot about you. What are you going to do? Do you still want me? ”
Jiang Qin reacted later, his wife has made an old mistake again, they have been together for so many years, Jiang Qin really doesn't know what he has to do to make her feel at ease and not think nonsense.
They were both old husbands and wives, and she was getting older, and she still liked to ask these strange questions as she did when she was younger.
Jiang Qin smiled and coaxed her and said, "If you forget, forget it, even if you forget, you are still my wife and our son's mother." Do you still want to marry someone else? ”
Over the years, Jiang Qin has also learned how to make his wife happy, she is like a child, and this child's temper is getting bigger and bigger.
"You say yes, right? I don't even remember you. ”
"You've forgotten, of course you have to listen to me. What are you afraid of, you forgot, I still remember. If there really is a day, I will tell you a little bit more about our past, won't you remember it again? If you can't remember it once, do it twice, three times, until you remember it. ”
This answer made Qin Shuzhen happy, and she didn't care about what happened before.
She waved her hand: "If you want to go, go and see her!" It's still the same as before, and his temper hasn't changed. But vaguely, it feels more tranquil and a little detached. This is how Qin Shuzhen felt after seeing Qin Shuang, and the uneasiness still existed, but she also told herself, try not to think about the worst, haven't they been okay for so long?
If Qin Shuang really still had her mind on Jiang Qin, after so many years, she had already snatched people away, so why wait until now, when people are old and yellow.