I'm a little surprised, this matter has been so long, I have already let it go, as Jin Shao and Zichen said, the eighth master and Zhao Ye are the same type of people, I don't know whether my liking for the eighth master comes from the person himself, or from the regret that Zhao Ye failed to pursue back then. But now that Jin Shao said it, I felt that his answer was a little surprising, so I asked him, "Why is it because of you?" ”

Jin Shao explained, "The eighth master thinks that the relationship between the two of us is unclear, you are out of the mentality of a good old man, and you can't see that I am not having a good time, the eighth master will naturally think that you care more about me than about others, or even for him, this is not an ordinary friendship relationship in his opinion, even if you always say that we are just ordinary friends, the eighth master will still think that you just don't understand your own mind." However, the truth is that you just want to be a white lotus and purify all sentient beings, but in the end, you can't even count a lotus flower white, and you are disgusted by thousands of people! ”

I opened my mouth wide and wanted to refute Jin Shao, but I couldn't say any suitable words for a while, so I had to turn my face and ask Jin Shao, "Then what should I do now?" ”

Jin Shao said, "If you really can't treat people differently, then there is only one way to go." ”

I asked Jin Shao, "What is it?" ”

Jin Shao said, "Let all your friends be women!" Because you really can't hold the line between a male friend and a boyfriend, in the eyes of others, you are a green tea. After he finished saying this, it was like a heavy slap in the face, my cheeks were hot, and the whole person felt very aggrieved. Jin Shao glanced at me, didn't say anything, continued to drive his car, and sent me downstairs to my house, I buckled the car door, unbuckled my seat belt, and said to Jin Shao before getting out of the car, "Thank you." ”

Jin Shao called me, "Li Pei? ”

"Huh?" I turned my head to look at Jin Shao, and he looked at me for a long time before he spoke, "If you can't do it, forget it." ”

"What?" I asked, puzzled.

"Zhao Ye," Jin Shao said, "If you don't talk to Zhao Ye, forget it, this time it should be regarded as accumulating experience for yourself, maybe Zichen is right, such a man may not be suitable for you." ”

I asked Jin Shao, "That'...... What kind of man is right for me? ”

Jin Shao shook his head, "When you don't meet it, who can say for sure!" ”

I held my head high, "Then how do you know that Zhao Ye is not?" Throwing down this sentence, I slammed on Jin Shao's car door, strode into the corridor, and walked to the stairwell, the deputy who grabbed the stairs cried, I covered my mouth, and tried to cover my crying voice, I felt that I was full of grievances and didn't know who to talk to? It seems that there is no one in the whole world who can understand me, if I tell Miss Liao about today's events, in exchange for her "I deserve it!" ”

Jin Shao and I have been friends since we met in our sophomore year, and my relationship with Lao Yu, Shanhua, and Miss Liao is probably the same, but because I am a woman and Jin Shao is a man, people treat the relationship between the two of us differently. I was originally frank and open, and I didn't hide the excellent friendship between me and Jin Shao, but Zhao Ye cared, he couldn't care less than he cared, I began to hide it and seemed to be related to me, as if I deliberately concealed the truth of the matter, as if I was deliberately deceiving Zhao Ye's feelings.

But that's not the case.

I can't understand why others don't understand me, even Jin Shao and Zichen have to speak coldly to each other, should they lose a friendship for a love? Is there no man in the world who can get along with a woman like me...... I felt cold, I felt cornered, I took my mobile phone and made a lot of calls to Zhao Ye, but they were pressed before I could get through, I don't know if Zhao Ye picked up the phone, what should I say?

Say, "I didn't mean to hide it from you. ”

Or, "Listen to me, please?" ”

I cried enough, and I was tired of crying, dragging a tired body from the first floor to slowly walk upstairs, I used the key to unscrew the door, Kenny and Miss Liao sat on the sofa and looked at me, I knew that my eyes were still red, and I knew that my face could not cover the crying marks just now. Kenny asked me, "Where have you been?" ”

"Eat," I said weakly, not wanting to deal with Kennie's questioning, her tone was not good, Rao was something that I could recognize no matter how big my nerves were, just now Jin Shao sent me back and Xing Ni saw it on the windowsill, "Zichen come here, Jin Shao and I will have a meal with him." ”

"There's no time to pour me a cup of hot water, so there's a lot of time to invite you to dinner, right?" Kenny asked.

I said to Kne, "Whatever you want." After saying this, I went back to my room, and after a while, I heard Miss Liao knocking on the door, and she asked me, "Are you alright?" ”

I said, "It's okay, I want to sleep." ”

I didn't wash my face, I didn't brush my teeth, I felt that the whole person was tired and couldn't open my eyes anymore, I felt that my whole body was full of coldness, and I felt endless disappointment and discouragement in this world and the people in this world, I even took this disappointment to Zhao Ye's body, I looked at my phone many times, if Zhao Yeken sent a text message and made a phone call at this time, I would definitely be like a wronged child throwing himself into his arms "Wow" crying, but he didn't, I turned off my phone, I fell into a deep sleep.

In order not to have a face-to-face with Connie and Miss Liao, I left very early, and when I arrived at the unit and began to pick up the stall that had not been tested two days ago, I wanted to move the stall, and I hugged the equipment weighing dozens of pounds and couldn't hold it, so I rolled up my sleeves and prepared to do a big job. Lao Chen's voice came from behind, "What are you doing?" ”

"Huh?" I turned my head to look at Lao Chen.

Lao Chen walked over, "The sun is coming out of the west again, you came so early?" Did you read the wrong watch? ”

I said, "No, isn't this project in a hurry to test the results?" I came here early, trying to catch up with the progress......"

Lao Chen said, "Quarreled with your boyfriend? ”

I said, "No! ”

Lao Chen said, "How big is it, how can you change from a lover to a husband and wife without arguing twice?" ”

I asked Lao Chen, "Why?" ”

Lao Chen said, "He is not your father, but you hope that he can be a father everywhere, spoil you, tolerate you, and understand you...... From a single IT young man to the point of father, it takes a lot of enthusiasm for you, as far as the general relationship between the sexes is concerned, either you give up his desire to be your father, or he gives up a serious princess like you, choose one of the two...... Besides, whoever can get married after falling in love twice has to save three or five times of experience, once born, second mature, and you won't be so uncomfortable the next time you quarrel. ”

I asked Lao Chen, "Where is my princess sick?" ”

Lao Chen said, "I'll ask you a question, if you have any contradictions, do you think he doesn't understand you very much?" ”

I thought about it, and I was speechless, so I had to look at the equipment in silence and wanted to move the place, Lao Chen slapped my hand, "Go and go, you are a girl, don't take the initiative to take this kind of work on yourself in the future, you have to treat yourself as a girl first, people can treat you as a girl, how did a female man come from?" The men who deserve them are unreliable. ”

I was driven aside by Lao Chen, wondering if I was really a princess who was terminally ill, I took my mobile phone and rubbed it twice on the screen, Lao Chen glanced at me and said to me with the shrewdness of someone who came over, "Now you call to show softness and peace, and it will be really shameful when you hug someone's thigh and beg not to break up in the future!" Be more considerate and considerate of others, don't always think about letting others understand you, others are not your father, and not your mother, why should you always be considerate of you! ”

I said, "Where's the total?" ”

Lao Chen said, "You women are all looking for the same thing!" ”

I glared at Lao Chen, co-authoring to express her dissatisfaction with her daughter-in-law through my affairs, but after listening to these words, I felt as if my situation was not so disheartening, nor so desperate, I held my mobile phone and jumped out of the laboratory to make a call to Zhao Ye in the empty office, and it took a long time to pick it up, but after picking it up, it was endless silence.

I hurriedly "fed" twice, for fear that my signal was not good, or Zhao Ye's signal was not good.

"What's the matter?" Zhao Ye asked me.

"Yesterday's incident ......" I wanted to explain to Zhao Ye, but Zhao Ye said hastily on the other end of the phone, "I don't want to talk to you about this now, let's talk about it later!" After saying that, he hung up the phone, leaving me with endless silence, I held the phone and still put it in my ear, I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time, tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment, this time Zhao Ye seemed to be really angry with me.

Lao Chen didn't know when he came over, and handed me a napkin, "How can you know which one is the most suitable for you without going through a few men?" Look at the point, the big deal is to break up, you have come over more than 20 years of life without him, and you can pass the same decades without him in the future. ”

"How can you persuade not to make peace?" I asked Lao Chen.

Lao Chen said, "You are so strange, I persuaded peace, is the initiative in your hands?" I can only advise you to prepare for the worst in everything and do your best. ”

I pouted and sent a text message to Zhao Ye, asking him when he had time, and I wanted to talk to him about last night. I held my mobile phone all morning and waited for Zhao Ye to send me a text message, but my mobile phone was very calm today, and I didn't even have a phone to receive the courier, I tried to do a lot of things to distract myself, but in fact, all my attention was still on the mobile phone.

When I was about to get off work in the afternoon, I received a text message from Zhao Ye, saying that he was on a business trip and would talk about it when he came back. I held my phone and felt like the whole world was collapsing.