Chapter 272, the sea of bitterness is boundless, and it turns back to the shore
Yan An was anxious when she heard Jiang Bai say that she was going to call her dry milk. She eagerly took her hand and said, "Don't tell her, she hasn't known about these things all along, I can count my own affairs, don't let her know?"
Jiang Bai glanced at her, sighed and took the phone.
The car drove silently all the way to Chao Zhen's parents' house, and when they arrived at the place, they saw Chao Cen and Jiang Song waiting in the garden at a glance.
Such a cold weather, Yan An thought.
"What's wrong, what's wrong?" Jiang Song trotted over and grabbed her hand, saying, "As soon as I received Xiaobai's call, I rushed back." Say you want to make it clear, what do you want to say clearly?"
Yan An looked at the worried look on her face, and didn't know how to speak for a while, but listened to Chao Zhen say, "Let's talk about it ourselves." ”
Yan An followed Chao Zhen back to the house, and before the light was turned on, she heard Chao Zhen ask, "Do you want to separate?"
Yan An replied truthfully, "I don't want to." ”
"What's the reason for not wanting to?"
"I consulted with a lawyer and it would be very troublesome to make sure that the legal effect of that piece of paper was to be invalidated if it was to be completely separated. There's a lot going on with property between us, and it's hard to figure it out completely. ”
"If you want to separate, these things are easy, you don't have to worry about it. ”
"Also, I'm not in good health with my dry milk, and I don't want her to know about it. She was always worried about me because of my parents...... She knew it before...... She's very happy and in good spirits, if ......"
"I can handle your worries. So, are you going to separate?"
Yan An twisted his fingers together in the darkness and pressed his toes together, letting the tears fall silently. She asked, "Do you want to separate?"
"I don't want to. She heard Chao Zhen say this.
"What's your reason?" she asked.
"What do you think?" Chao Zhen said, "I don't care about the division of property, my family has always respected my decision, and I don't seem to have any worries." So, what's the reason I don't want to, Yan An?"
Yan An almost snapped her fingers off, and she said, "If you don't tell me, I don't know what you're thinking." ”
"If I tell you, will you believe it? Yan An, you have always been willing to believe only what you want to believe. I said I don't want to be separated, what are you guessing about now?"
Yan An bit the meat in his mouth until the smell of blood filled his mouth and didn't say a word.
"I won't be separated from you. Chao Zhen spoke in the dark, his tone sounding extremely tired. "I told you a long time ago that I would not part with you. If you feel that liking is too thin as a basis for maintaining a relationship, you will take it all as my paranoid obsession. I won't part with you, and when the day comes when I can turn regular, I don't care if you want to be supported by others or not, I will definitely replace that piece of paper with two certificates. I can wait for your lawyer to come to me at any time. ”
"But it's too hard. Yan An whimpered and said, "It's hard to get to this point, I'm tired every day, I'm very tired." ”
"You find it difficult, you feel tired, it's just that you don't want to take the initiative to solve things. Chao Zhen didn't know where to look, and said, "I told Peng Tiantian before that there is always one person between me and you who wants to compromise." If you want to live happily and easily, I just have to give up my useless pride and self-esteem to cooperate with you. I used to find it hard and tired, but I think I can accept it compared to you being separated from you. I really thought about it when your eyes and feet hurt, it seems that this is not bad, you can't go anywhere, I won't go anywhere, we hate each other at home, and we live until one day. ”
"I just don't want to show you the pus in my body. ”
"Is that so? Chao Zhen said, "You just want me to give you infinite tolerance and love." I can't react to your so-called wounds that you don't want to see, and I can't ask why you're hurting, but I'm going to be careful to fulfill your sensitivity. You have never said anything, but you want the Lord to forgive you all your sins unconditionally. You treat me as a god, but I'm not a god, Yan An. ”
"You know so clearly, you know all my problems so clearly, if you can't accept it, why don't you make it clear in the first place?"
"Because I also think of myself as God, thinking that God can move the world, and I can too. It was only some time ago that I finally realized that I am not a god, and I can't advise you. ”
"Yes, it's not too late to figure it out now, it's not too late to figure it out when it's done, otherwise the Buddhists wouldn't say that the sea of bitterness is boundless and the shore is the shore, right? ”
"Do you still think it's too late?" Chao Zhen lowered his voice and said slowly, "Yan An, I won't part with you, no matter what. I've thought about it, I can't be a god and I can be a fool, and a fool always has to be happier. ”
"Why didn't you come and tell me earlier?"
"I thought you would take the initiative to come to me and point your nose and scold Wang Qiantang. But your temper unexpectedly improved, and I didn't wait. ”
"I promise you, I'll tell you about it when the time is right. ”
"It's okay if you don't say it. ”
"I'll tell you if I tell you, but wait. ”
"Good. ”
Yan An found Chao Zhen in tears and in the dark, and took advantage of the night to drill into his arms without caring about his face. She hugged his neck tightly and said, "Your parents and Sister Jiang Bai are still waiting for us to explain." ”
"If you don't go out of this room tonight, they won't ask again tomorrow. ”
"Oh. ”
"What are you thinking?" Chao Zhen asked her.
"Is it too late for me to scold Wang Qiantang with you now?"
"Don't scold, Yang Meijuan comes to me every day to scold, I've heard enough. ”
"She betrayed me!"
"She feels sorry for you and says you're crying in your dreams. ”
"I didn't. ”
"Okay, no. ”
"I have a large amount of money to settle with Wang Qiantang. In the future, let Brother Hao follow you anytime and anywhere, and then she will let you pick her up and get in the car, and you will say that your hands hurt, let Brother Hao watch it himself, and people who eat five box lunches at a time can't help but work. ”
"Good. ”
There was a sudden knock on the door, and Ms. Jiang Song's voice sounded carefully, asking, "Chao Zhen, An An?"
Chao Zhen took off his coat and went to open the door. The door opened a little crack, and Ms. Jiang wanted to probe in but was blocked by Chao Zhen. She asked, "Where's An An?" are you alright?"
"She's asleep, what's wrong with you?"
"No, no, no, no, what can it do. It's all Jiang Bai making a fuss and being very annoying. You hurry up and go to sleep, if you can't get up tomorrow, ask the crew for a leave, I'll tell the director if there's anything, it's okay. ”