Chapter 33: Workplace Loss
Since I was hospitalized, in addition to talking and laughing with Liu Jiayang every summer night, and often going to dinner together, I am very surprised by the current performance of Xia Wan.
There was no bed to accompany the bed in the ward where I lived, so I had to go home and sleep by myself every night in the summer evening.
Therefore, if you want to visit me, you have to go back and forth between the hospital and home every day.
But in the past few days, Xia Wan has not shown impatience, and even every day I am in good spirits, giving me the feeling that I am looking forward to coming to the hospital.
At the beginning, I watched Xia Wan push the door in, and a glamorous stewardess wife walked to my window with beautiful professional steps.
Pour me water, help me raise my pillow, and even accompany me for a day, and arrange everything for me if I have any mobility problems.
Seeing Xia Wan like this, I felt like I was in a dream, so once I couldn't help but reach out and pinch my face, and even I couldn't help but cry out in pain: "Ah...... It hurts, it hurts. ”
Xia Wan looked at my red face and said to me: "You can't be stupid by those people, why did you start pinching your own face, and you are still so red." ”
I smiled and scratched my head, looked at Xia Wan seriously and said, "Wife, I just think you've been very good to me lately, and I feel like I'm in a dream." ”
It stands to reason that Xia Wan should blush when he hears such an affectionate sentence, but Xia Wan didn't, I saw Xia Wan subconsciously lower her head, and there seemed to be some evasion in her expression.
I continued: "Later, I won't ask about the previous things, and we will be okay in the future." ”
Xia Wan seemed even more cramped and uneasy, I longed to make eye contact with Xia Wan's eyes, but Xia Wan kept avoiding my gaze.
Although Xia Wan looked a little cramped and uneasy, he still stepped forward and shook my hand and said, "Okay, you can recuperate first." ”
When I was about to say something, the door of the ward was opened by Liu Jiayang.
Xia Wan subconsciously let go of my hand, and put the two hands together on my hospital bed, and the hasty expression on his face just now no longer existed, looking very expectant and happy.
And when Liu Jiayang came in, the first glance of his eyes also fell on Xia Wan, I watched the two of them look at each other, and for a moment I felt like a third party.
Is this my wife, or Liu Jiayang's wife?
The inferiority complex in my heart makes me look down on myself, and I blame myself for my average appearance, average work, and average personality.
Liu Jiayang seemed to notice the lost expression in my eyes, walked in and picked up the medical audiophone in his hand, put it in front of my chest and listened for a while, then picked up the blue medical record book and wrote for a while, and took the stethoscope off my ear very casually.
The sun outside the window shone on Liu Jiayang, and I really couldn't help but sigh, after so many years, he was still the gentle and gentle man he was before.
Even a man thinks that this brother who has grown up since he was a child is really attractive.
Liu Jiayang stood beside my bedside, looked at me and said, "Don't worry, brother, you are young and recover quickly, your situation is much faster than I estimated." ”
"I'm relieved to have you as my chief physician." I gave Liu Jiayang a grateful look.
Xia Wan sat aside and asked, "Will you be discharged from the hospital soon?" ”
Liu Jiayang looked down at Xia Wan, patted Xia Wan's shoulder with his hand and said, "Yes, don't worry about the night, Zheng Yu is recovering quickly, it is estimated that it will not take long to be discharged from the hospital, just so you can relax, it is really hard for you to come over every day in the past few days, I didn't expect you to take care of your family so much." ”
Liu Jiayang looked at Xia Wan and said so many words gently, like a warm current that wanted to flow into Xia Wan's heart.
Obviously, Xia Wan couldn't resist Liu Jiayang's gentle attack, and the whole person exuded a feeling of a little girl, but when Xia Wan heard Liu Jiayang say that I would be discharged from the hospital in a short time, Xia Wan's eyes were obviously a little lost, but it flashed.
I lowered my head and fiddled with the hand that was sticking the needle, and heard Xia Wan reply to Liu Jiayang: "It's good that it's not hard work, it's not hard, but you are so attentive, and the doctor is so busy, it's hard for you." ”
Liu Jiayang waved his hand and said, "It's a matter of the part, do you want to go to lunch together in the evening." ”
When Xia Wan heard that Liu Jiayang invited her to lunch together, she happily stood up and carried the bag I bought for her last time, and was about to leave.
At this time, Xia Wan noticed me lying on the bed, bent down slightly, and said to me, "What do you want to eat at noon?" ”
After I finished answering, I and Liu Jiayang quickly disappeared.
That's right, the more time passes, the more strange it seems to me.
Every time Liu Jiayang appears, Xia Wan always looks gentle and virtuous, and every time Liu Jiayang appears, Xia Wan always looks forward to it.
The more terrified I became, as if I had returned to the unease of being in a love triangle.
If you want to talk about the sense of unease, when Ling Guoguo came to visit me that day, it caused even more dissatisfaction in the summer evening.
That summer evening, I had just finished lunch with Liu Jiayang, and I was given one by the way, sitting on the edge of the bed watching me eat, when Ling Guoguo pushed the door and came in.
Xia Wan tilted her head and saw Ling Guoguo walking in, her slender eyebrows wrinkled together, looked at me and whispered, "Is this a colleague from your company, I remember the plane she took with you last time." ”
I was a little surprised that Xia Wan actually remembered Ling Guoguo last time, and sure enough, women are terrible.
Ling Guoguo didn't seem to care about Xia Wan's hostility, put the fruit basket she brought me on the table, and sat casually on the edge of the bed on the other side of me.
He grabbed me and said, "Oh my God, I didn't expect you to hurt so badly." ”
I looked at Xia Wan and was a little unhappy and didn't dare to say too much to Ling Guoguo, and replied, "It's almost good, I'm recovering quickly." ”
Unexpectedly, Ling Guoguo waved his hand and said, "It's useless to recover quickly." ”
It's useless too? What is the meaning?
I asked, confused, "What does this mean?" ”
Ling Guoguo sat down and said, "Didn't you check in the department some time ago, and I was going to let you be promoted." ”
Ling Guoguo should have been afraid that Xia Wan would be angry, and then explained: "I am from the administrative department, and I am here to deliver news to Zheng Yu this time." ”
"Uh-huh, yes, did something happen?" I replied.
Ling Guoguo said with some pity: "Your illness this time happened to be at this time period, and the board of directors decided not to want you again, and you should stay here with the deputy minister." ”
I looked at Ling Guoguo and shook his head regretfully, and said a little lightly: "It's okay, I'm not suitable to do those things in the first place, and the deputy minister has already been promoted to me." ”
It sounds like a way to comfort yourself, but it's not.
At that time, I felt that if I was asked to manage others, I would naturally not be able to do well, let alone enter the board of directors, and I would not be very good at financial management.
I was scared because I felt that being a programmer was tiring before, but now I am very satisfied with being promoted to deputy minister.