Chapter 373: Happiness (3/4)
Aoki Tsukasa numbly let the dome take his hand, and led him home like a puppet, mechanically took off his shoes, said hello to Kasuga No, and was pulled into the room by the dome and sat on the ground.
Dome, who got the answer, was particularly elated, she snuggled up to Aokiji's shoulder, playing the game by herself with her mobile phone, chuckling a little heartlessly, as if she didn't notice how chaotic Aokiji's heart was beside her, with a dull expression.
Tsukasa Aoki leaned against the wall of the room, his eyes unfocused.
For the dome, it seems as if nothing has happened, and she still abides by her agreement with Aoki Tsukasa, not crossing the line casually, and only acting like a clingy sister.
But Aoki Tsukasa can no longer calmly play the role of a good brother.
He suddenly regretted it, if he could have shook his head with a cold expression just now, maybe the dome would have died completely.
He didn't have to be so entangled, so self-blaming, so guilty and confused at this time.
But....... He was scared.
Just like he said to Tsumiko Poison Island not long ago, he was scared, afraid that the happiness he had won so hard would disappear.
If the dome is as indifferent to him as he was when he first saw him, will he be able to accept it?
She may no longer call his name affectionately, nor will she lean on her shoulder like now, and when she heals her, the two will be completely reduced to passers-by, and she can even be admitted to college without going to school.
Maybe many years later, at her wedding, Tsukasa Aoki could sit at the banquet and watch her smile as gentle and lovely as she does to another man.
Then he took the hand of Poison Island and looked at it with admiration, but he hid everything in his heart and didn't show anything. Until the day he finally lay in the coffin, perhaps he would think again about what would have happened on this winter night, on that country road, if he had not run away, but nodded honestly.
Aoki's body trembled slightly, and he leaned against the wall a little decadently, with his arms on his knees, covering his face with his hands.
He couldn't.
Just thinking about such a future, he can't do it.
"Now, Dome."
His voice hoarse called out the name of the Dome.
Dome smiled and turned his head over his shoulder to look at him, "Huh? ”
"I....... What to do? ”
Tsukasa Aoki covered his face with his hands, and he couldn't see her expression.
"I, I ......"
promised to give happiness to others, but because of his desire for happiness, he did such a thing.
Tsukasa Aoki didn't even know how to go back to face Tsumiko Poison Island at this time, even if he hadn't done anything yet.
Dome put down her phone, although the game had reached a critical moment, but she had always attached great importance to the game, but she just put the phone aside without care.
Her little head rubbed against Aoki Division's shoulder, and the whole person almost seemed to get into it, squinting slightly: "Is it because of Senior Sister Poison Island?" ”
“....... Well. ”
Tsukasa Aoki swallowed.
It was as if his throat was choked by something.
"Si and Poison Island, aren't you boyfriend and girlfriend?"
The firmament's voice was calm and gentle, and there was no inaudible fluctuation.
Aoki Tsukasa lowered his hand, and beside her face, her serene countenance, was as calm as her tone.
“....... Well. Tsukasa Aoki clenched his fists gradually.
"It's good like before, I'll just wait for Si at home, as long as Si comes home, he can let me stay around and be coquettish, and occasionally give me a hug or a kiss like a reward. Usually, whether I need to go on a date with my senior sister or where to play with my senior sister, I just play games at home. ”
Qiong smiled sweetly, stretched out his white lotus arm, and wrapped it around his neck: "But when you go home, remember to buy me a gift to make amends, otherwise, I will be angry." ”
She sniffed lightly at his body and closed her eyes in contentment.
Aoki looked at her with some incomprehension: "Why?" ”
"What?" Dome opened his eyes, curious.
"Why can you do it to this extent? I, if I do this, why can the dome accept it calmly? Obviously you like me so much, why do you ......."
Tsukasa Aoki really couldn't figure it out.
He would rather be a little more greedy and resolute, which might make him make a choice.
"Because ......" Qiong's eyes were a little dim, but then, they were occupied by more admiration: "I....... I like the division the most. ”
"I know, oh, how difficult it is for Si to do this." The appearance of the dome at this time is like two people before.
Her gentle smile, as if she knew everything about Aokiji's eyes, and her mature and calm appearance made him a little flustered.
She held out her finger and placed it on Tsukasa Aoki's lips, stopping him from speaking, and continued in a soft voice, "I've often wondered why I'm so annoying. ”
"No, it's not." Aoki shook his head eagerly, despite her obstruction.
Although the dome often made him into distress, he never had the slightest dislike or disgust.
Qiong just smiled, noncommittal, and continued to whisper: "I am a very selfish person, a very timid person, and a very greedy person. ”
"I'm selfish, I only take care of my own feelings, I just want to make myself happy, I just want to keep myself from being hurt. Therefore, whether it is my father, my mother, or my division, they have all made a lot of concessions and made a lot of efforts for me. ”
Dome whispered in his ear: "I am a very timid person, and I am afraid of meeting others after being bullied. I don't want to go out of the house and I don't want to make friends. Ning Yuan chatted with others all night on the Internet, and he was unwilling to take a step out of the house. ”
"I'm also a very greedy person." She sat up, pushed Tsukasa Aoki's bent legs away, knelt on top of him, reached out, and held Tsukasa Aoki's cheek, smiling a little obsessively.
"In the beginning, I just wanted a friend I could talk to."
"Later, I wanted a gentle brother."
"Later, I longed to have this happiness forever."
"That's why I was so timid before, afraid of death, and deliberately alienated Si, but sure enough....... I'm still too greedy. ”
Dome looked at Aoki's blank face and continued, "I, I want more. ”
"I want the love of the division....... It's not the one for the family, but the bottom of the soul, the real ......" She stretched out her finger and gently touched Tsukasa Aoki's heart: "Love." ”
"Because, I like Si so much. Therefore, I greedily longed for the division to answer me. Dome's fingers pressed down slightly, and gradually, the entire palm covered his strong chest: "But, Si changed me. ”
"Si made me stop being selfish...... Compared to my happiness, the happiness of the division makes me happier. ”
"I'm not so timid anymore, as long as Si is willing to accompany me, I feel that I can do anything, and I'm not afraid of anything."
"I ....... too Less greedy. ”
Dome approached Tsukasa Aoki's cheek, and his lips opened gently in his ear: "Like now, I feel that it doesn't matter if I'm happy even if I die now, so I won't force Tsukasa to give me more." ”
She smiled mischievously, pulled away, and looked into his eyes: "But, of course I want more, if I want to." ”
"More, something that belongs to the division......."
She kissed Aokiji's lips again, and after touching the part, her cheeks were red, her cold face was like a peach blossom, and she looked at Aoki Tsukasa with confused eyes: "It's just that this is a luxury, and occasionally it is enough to take advantage of Siji's current messy head." ”
"Buckle up." There was a knock on the door outside the room: "Can I come in?" ”
Dome rolled over and rolled off Aoki Tsukasa, sat down beside him again, leaned on his shoulder, and his expression regained his composure: "Hmm." ”
Kasuga Noako entered the house with hot tea and snacks, put them on the small table in the room, looked at Aoki Tsukasa with a blank expression, and gave Dome an inquiring look.
Dome just smiled sweetly at her, indicating that nothing was wrong.
"You two sit down at the table and rest, it's so cold against the wall, sit there and drink a cup of hot tea, put your legs under the warm table and it's hot, I'll bring the heater in and turn it on in a moment."
"The meal will be ready in a while, let's eat in the room, it's too cold outside." Kasuga Noko saw that Aoki Tsukasa was still stunned and didn't reply, and she didn't know what was going on with this guy in front of her, and she came back from a trip as if she had lost her mind, but she just smiled and shook her head, and left the room.
Qiong watched her go out, so he straightened up again and kissed Aoki Si on the face: "It's too cold, I'm going to sit on the edge of the warm table, Si will come together when he thinks clearly." ”
She picked up her mobile phone, sat down at the table, put her legs into the quilt under the warm table, and drank hot tea comfortably, but stuck out her tongue because of the bitter taste, picked up the snacks on the table, and most of the people stuffed them under the warm table, picked up the mobile phone, and lay on the floor, while playing with the mobile phone, she occasionally raised her eyes to look at Aoki Division, her expression was leisurely, and she looked very enjoyable.
Tsukasa Aoki leaned against the wall, half a loud sigh, got up, sat down on the edge of the warm table, put his legs in like a dome, lay back, and closed his eyes a little tired.
Dome requisitioned one of his arms, lying on his side and playing with his phone, which was much more comfortable than lying on his stomach.
The smell of electric milk on the dome and the smell of elegant fragrance made Aokiji's mood gradually calm down.
Now that you have chosen to give up the standard answer in the multiple-choice question.
Then you need to fill it out by yourself.
Tsukasa Aoki opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling - hoping that the answer he had finally filled in would make him no longer regret it.
"Really, don't stick to him when Si is resting." Kasuga Noako pushed open the door and walked in with dinner, looking at the dome with some blame on her face.
Qiong just stuck out his tongue mischievously, sat up, and smiled: "I see." ”
"It's not hard." Tsukasa Aoki smiled.
At the very least, a lot of the test papers have been filled in.
The last multiple-choice question is a thing of the past.
There are many more questions to come.
Aoki picked up the dishes and chopsticks, smelled the aroma of the food, and laughed from the bottom of his heart: "It tastes really good, I may have to eat too much today." ”
"If you don't have enough to eat, just say, Auntie doesn't lack you to eat alone." Kasugano Anko doesn't know what Aoki Tsukasa and Dome have experienced in just one afternoon.
But for now, it doesn't seem like the change is bad.
Seeing that the dome was eating and rubbing on the side of Aoki Division, squeezing with him with a small tabletop, Kasuga Noyo stared: "Dome!" ”
"I see!" Dome pouted and shifted to a position next to Tsukasa Aoki.
"Let's eat." Aoki Tsukasa just smiled and naturally took the dishes and chopsticks for the dome: "Didn't you shout that you were hungry a long time ago?" ”
"Hmm." Qiong watched Aoki Tsukasa take care of himself gently, and couldn't help but smile brightly.
It turns out that God really exists.
Thinking that he was at the shrine before, when Aoki Tsukasa and Matsuura Koharu were chatting, he secretly made a wish to the gods, and couldn't help but smile a little happier.
She made a simple wish to the gods - I hope that Tsukasa will be happy.
The gods believe that she should be in Aokiji's happiness.