Chapter 467: Despair
But it's not too early now, so I can't stay here anymore, after all, there are still a lot of things I need to deal with at home, but now that it's all like this, then I don't have anything to do.
"I think if things have become like this now, then I don't have any choice, so I really don't know what to say to you, but after a while I think I should go back, but you've been in the hospital for a while, and now fortunately you haven't had a miscarriage."
After I thought of this, I immediately said this to Liu Qingyun, Liu Qingyun heard it, and after I said this, although he had promised me again and again, because he didn't want to worry me like this, but in fact, I could still see in my heart that he was still a little desperate, after all, I could reveal it from his eyes.
But after seeing Liu Qingyun like this, I didn't know what to say to him, so at this time my emotions were more complicated, but I felt that if such things were already like this, then I had no way to solve them.
So next, I will tell Liu Qingyun to be more careful, but Liu Qingyun feels very helpless now, because his own strength is so great, after all, she is a girl, and his strength in this matter is still insignificant, not to mention that she is now pregnant, so it is very inconvenient to move.
Now Liu Qingyun's emotions are really very complicated, and even he can't describe his mood, because after all, he feels that he has become like this now, so he feels that his body is no longer clean.
After Liu Qingyun thought of this, he couldn't help but cry, like beads with broken threads, falling one by one, but I had already left at this time, so I didn't see Liu Qingyun crying, if I saw it, then he instructed me to feel very worried.
After I left, I immediately returned to Jiashang, and after I didn't return to my hometown, I just lay on the bed tossing and turning, and I couldn't sleep, because I was really very uneasy, I was afraid that Liu Qingyun would do something stupid in the hospital alone, but at this time I felt that I still thought a little more.
After all, after all the things I've been through, my mind has become a little upset, and now I really don't know how to describe my current mood, but after a while, I feel like I'm still worried about myself, and then I immediately went to the bathroom and washed my face. After washing my face, I feel like my mind is finally clearer.
So after a while, I didn't stay on this thing, because if I continued to stay on this thing, then the world would get worse and worse, so in order to avoid this situation, I had to go back to my room and go to sleep.
But as soon as I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, my mind was full of memories of the previous events, so I really didn't know what to say at this time, but at the same time, Liu Qingyun felt very lonely alone in the ward.
Her tears really couldn't be stopped, after all, there was no one around to comfort her now, even her mother, who was closest to her before, had left her side, she didn't know why her mother suddenly acted so impulsively, and he felt that the relationship seemed to be becoming more and more complicated.
But at the same time, after his mother returned home, she was actually very worried, but he just didn't know why he felt inexplicably scared in his heart when facing my father, and then he had to return home silently.
In fact, Liu Qingyun's mother is very concerned about Liu Qingyun now, but now he can't get out of the house at all due to various reasons, and then Liu Qingyun mistakenly thinks that his mother doesn't love him anymore.
So now Liu Qingyun fell into despair in an instant, and he didn't know how to describe his current mood, now he has no hope of living, after all, there is no one around him, and now my father has done such a thing to him to defile her body.
Liu Qingyun became more and more sad in his heart after thinking of this, because he really didn't know how to face me, so he felt that since his body was no longer clean, then there was no need for him to continue to live in this world.
Although he had tried to commit suicide more than once, this time he had fallen into complete despair, he no longer had the courage to live, and he didn't even know how to choose his future, he felt that his future was beginning to become a little confused.
But he didn't know now that death would not solve the problem, it would only make her feel worse, after all, life in the underworld was not so easy, and even more difficult than the human world.
But then we think about it more and more sad in our hearts, he feels that the whole place is filled with a very suppressed emotion, it seems to make him feel a little out of breath, so then he also gulps in the fresh air, as if he was pressing a 200-kilogram stone on his body.
He wanted to try his best to alleviate this feeling, but no matter how hard he tried this time, he couldn't solve it, so at this time he felt very helpless in his heart, he walked around and found a sharp weapon.
But after a while, just as Liu Qingyun was about to cut his wrist with the knife, he suddenly remembered that he was pregnant again, so at this time he was very entangled in his heart, if he died, then the child in his belly would have to die with him.
He didn't want his child to be taken away innocently like this. But then he suddenly thought that he no longer had the confidence and hope to live, so he began to have suicidal thoughts again, but at this time he instantly fell into despair, and he didn't know how to make a suitable choice.
But after a while, he thought that since things had become like this, then he had nothing to worry about, after all, he felt that he could be relieved of everything after death, but this thought seemed very stupid in the eyes of others.