Junko's words surprised me.

At the end of the day, there have been so many things that have happened during this time. A lot of things are unexpected.

What does it mean to be gone? Honestly, I don't dare to think deeply.

Fortunately, the meaning of Junzi is not so pessimistic.

To be precise, the place where Fa Ge went was the United States, which was 8,000 miles away.

When I was in school, Fa Ge and I watched a lot of movies, but there was one film that I remember very deeply.

Time has passed, and I still vaguely remember the title, if I remember correctly, it should be "Sleepless in Seattle" starring Tom Hanks.

I was young at the time, and I almost forgot the plot now, but I always had a yearning for that city.

In Fa Ge's words.

"Ah Peng, let's talk about it, we must go to this city in our lifetime."

Now that he thinks about it, he finally got his wish. It's just that the mood is completely different.

Junko told me that Fa Ge is determined to immigrate this time, so there is a high probability that he will not come back.

When it's over, I'm naturally going to ask what happened.

To put it bluntly, there is a question at this time.

How could Fa Ge be safe and sound, about this, it is puzzling.

And for my question, Junko didn't answer it positively.

On the contrary, he turned and went to the back room, and when he came out again, he had an extra letter in his hand.

"Xiao Lu, you will understand after reading the letter, this is Fa Xin asked me to hand it over to you before leaving, he said, one day, you will come over."

The letterhead is very light, and the years are heavy. Forgive me for writing such a long paragraph in the following paragraph.

"Apeng, when you read this letter, I think I was already on the Space Needle in Seattle, blowing the evening breeze. Farewell, always sad, always embarrassed, brother, in fact, I should hate you, in the few days when you saw death and couldn't save me, Lan Qing left me, in exchange, it was my freedom. A man actually relied on a woman's compromise to save his life, don't you think it's ridiculous? ”

……

"If I hadn't seen your parents that day, maybe I wouldn't have forgiven you in this life, but what if I knew the truth? Lan Qing will never come back, and my dad will never come back. This world is even filthy than I imagined! I took that group photo of Lao Zhu with me, maybe in a foreign country, it can remind me of the youth that I have had friends like you. Bless me, Apeng, and may you have a safe life. Hair new. ”

All stories have endings, all letters have signatures, and then, there is no more.

In the letter, there are too many intriguing things, why Lan Qing left, why Fa Ge was free again, he didn't explain too much.

However, I can clearly feel that it must be an unbearable story. It is not even ruled out that Fa Ge immigrated to a large extent because of it.

So be it, so be it, not all farewells need a clear explanation.

After lunch, Junko took me to Lao Zhu's grave.

The black words, the white stele, like all tombstones, are silent and deserted.

Suddenly, I seemed to remember some words written many years ago, as if I was not sick**.

……

There's an ant on that tombstone

Wandering looking for a trail into the tomb?

There is a sycamore tree next to the tomb

Waiting for you to turn into a colorful phoenix?

There were stars twinkling in the night sky above the tomb

The nightingale sings under the fireflies

The singing is wonderful

But it's terrible。。。。。。

Then you under the tombstone

Whether or not listening

Or something

Brings you back to life

Get you up

Open the tomb door for the ants

Let you turn into a colorful phoenix

Talk to the moon with the nightingale

But I couldn't hear it

The voice of the living world

Under the tombstones, it was noisy.

……

At this moment, my mind was dizzy, and what sounded in my ears was the song.

……

Goodbye youth

Goodbye splendid sorrow

Goodbye youth

Eternal confusion

……

After returning from Lao Zhu's house, my whole person quickly withered.

It's no wonder that so many people have left me all of a sudden, in just half a year.

During this period, there were self-abandonment, life was worse than death, to tell the truth, those years were miserable.

Until one day, a girl named Lu Wei suddenly broke into my world, as if falling from the sky.

"The story is finished? Then I'll go to sleep first. Vile looked at me and said calmly.

It was still dark outside the window, whether it was time stopping, or the darkness before dawn, who could know.

A memory spanning 20 years, very long, long, like a century, like a moment, the past, gone with the wind.

It's just that, to my surprise, after the story was told, Vile didn't react.

At least, from her expression, there was no joy or sorrow.

I can't help but be surprised.

You know, when I got married with her, this girl gave me the feeling that she was very independent and assertive, and compared with Zhu Qian Zihan, she was a little more straightforward.

It's just that until now, I don't know, what did she like about me at that time?

Wealth? No; Character? Nothingness.

In her words, "This is fate." ”

I still refuse to believe this explanation. But she didn't say it, and it was in vain to ask.

Over there, Lu Wei had already fallen asleep.

And I, in an unprecedented state of confusion.

One is a letterhead that appears inexplicably; The other is Lu Wei's unusual reaction.

What is life?

Always a fan.

When I opened my eyes, the sky was yellow.

A glance at the alarm clock, sleep, it's five o'clock in the afternoon.

At this time, I subconsciously looked around.

Neat bookshelves, folded clothes, outside the window, the remnant sun is like blood, and the last touch of the sunset is about to fall.

It stands to reason that Lu Wei should be busy in the kitchen at this time, but when she looked over, she didn't even have a figure quietly!

Suddenly, there was an ominous premonition, and I have to say that I haven't had a feeling like this for a long time.

After calming down for a moment, I picked up my phone and called Lu Wei directly.

Over there, it rang for a long time, and finally someone answered.

It was Lu Wei's voice, calm, normal and no longer normal.

"Lu Peng, what's the matter?"

When I heard this, I suddenly didn't know what to say.

Lu Wei smiled.

"Oh, yes. I forgot to tell you, I just received a notice that someone has been on call in the hospital for the past two days, and I have to go to the provincial capital. ”

It seems that I was overly concerned, or overly sensitive.

Lu Wei is a doctor, and there are often temporary business trips like this.

So, as usual, I asked a few words of concern.

Suddenly, Lu Wei hesitated for a moment, and then returned to normal.

"Lu Peng, take care of yourself and pay attention to your body."

I was stunned.

"This girl, why is she talking so weird today, she is an old husband and wife, take care of your body, pay attention to your body?"

On the table, the group photo became more and more obvious. Under the lamp, it really seems to come to life.

End of chapter.

ps: Lan Qing's father is the political enemy of the old man.