Chapter Eighty-Nine: When I Talk Nonsense
Night began to fall, and after dinner, Takeshita Bing saw that they began to prepare for tonight's test of courage. After everything was ready, there was still some time before the event began, and several people gathered in the room where various props were stacked.
"Man, in the state of the limit, will reveal his true nature. If you really feel scared, you will protect yourself no matter what, and you will not be able to take care of others, even if you have to sacrifice the people around you. If such an ugly part is exposed, the relationship should never get better. That's all you need to do is get those guys scattered. ”
Hikiya proposes his method while everyone is discussing how to do something for Rumi Tsurumi.
"As long as everyone is left alone, there will be no disputes and frictions."
"Doesn't that solve the problem?" Hayato Hayato looked at Hikiya who proposed the plan in a complicated manner and said.
"But it can solve the problem."
The next silence does not suggest a new solution, as if everyone has acquiesced to the plan.
"Are you planning to divide all the people who will participate in tonight's test of courage into lonely individuals?"
Takeshita Bingmi looked at the snow and pursed her lips, looking at a loss, probably she felt that there was a bit of a problem with Bi Qiya's plan in her heart, and she didn't know where the problem was, thinking that she could come up with a better solution but her mind was confused and anxious.
"What do you mean?" Hayato asked.
"Hikiya's idea is to make Tsurumi Rumi's group distrust their relationship after the beginning and become a lonely individual who distrusts each other as you imagined, not to mention that this is not the right way in itself."
Bi Qigu looked at Takeshita Ice, he found that after the two of them talked freely at noon, what this guy said became more and more open and ruthless, and the tone of his previous speech to them other than under the snow can be said to be not to offend anyone, and to be able to communicate well with anyone, just like Hayama is full of tenderness.
"Why do you have the idea that you have relationships as long as one person, why do you always distrust others and dare not make friends?" Takeshita Bingmi looked at Hikiya as if he wanted to say something, and then said, "Because you experienced things like being distrusted or ostracized by others in elementary school or in junior high school, you became the way you were after, so do you want them to become like this?" ”
Feeling that his expression was a little ambiguous, Takeshita Hinomi followed: "Sorry, I didn't make it clear, I want to say that because you are used to such a person, your way of thinking is also closer to this aspect, so I didn't find that my method is not advisable." ”
"Ah, I'll just say small businesses aren't like that... ......"Yubihama first said loudly and wanted to support Hikigu, and then watched everyone be silent and the atmosphere was quiet, and the voice became quieter and quieter until it was inaudible, and his head slowly shrunk.
"What about you, aren't you alone?" Seeing through his heart, Biqi Gu was a little irritable and shot back.
"No, I'm pretty sure, I've been in elementary school since I was in elementary school, things like this or other bad things, as long as they are directly related to me, have never happened, and my choice of someone has always been my own choice, not passive." Because even if there were, it became active when it did not become passive.
Takeshita Bingmi didn't seem to care about himself, but he didn't notice that several people's eyes stayed on him.
"On the other hand, isn't this the choice you made to avoid something you didn't find out about yourself or didn't want to touch?"
"Don't change the subject, it's not about it. Moreover, you forgot one thing, this test of courage was conducted in groups, even if Rumi Tsurumi's group followed your method and made them all distrust each other according to their intentions, and turned them into individuals, but there were only a few people in a group? There must be at least 30 students in a class.
And the circle of communication will not be limited to one class.,They who become individuals can also join the rest of the groups.,They are not like Tsurumi Rumi, everyone rejects.,So,In the end, it's just Tsurumi Rumi alone.,Nothing has changed at all.,Instead, it left a shadow in their memory.,And this kind of thing happens.,Everyone will eventually blame the reason for one of the most marginalized Tsurumi Rumi.。 ”
After a breath of change, Takeshita Bingmi said, "So, do you plan to turn the nearly 100 students who participated in the courage test into individuals who distrust each other to accomplish this, or do you believe that elementary school students can withstand this test and make the relationship better?" ”
As Takeshita Icemi's words fell, the scene fell into a deathly silence, although his words were not very clear, but they were also very clear. It was Hayama who broke the silence, and after some thought, he asked, "Sure enough, this can't work, so is there any way Takeshita-kun can do?" ”
Everyone's eyes followed Hayama's words, and their attention shifted to him again, after they had lowered their eyes and thought. It's like a drowning person can be saved by grabbing a straw, but even a straw can't change the result.
"I'm sorry, but I can't think of any way to talk about your methods." With a regretful tone, Takeshita met the eyes under the snow......
"Well, although what you said is very unpleasant, but in terms of results, it didn't cause a greater impact, and I didn't think about it clearly."
Although everyone acquiesced in his plan but was checkmate by Takeshita Bingmi's public pointing out a lot of problems.,This guy can mysteriously guess his own things.,But I can also feel that he's also thinking about it for everyone.,I know that.。
With mixed feelings, Biqigu denied the plan he proposed.
"But you still have some ideas." Under the snow, he looked at Takeshita Icemi, and when everyone returned to the silent atmosphere and there was no progress, he said as if he was very sure.
"Yes, there is." Takeshita Bingmi nodded, acknowledged Yukishita's words, and said, "I know that you want to change the original bad impression that others have of Rumi Tsurumi for her classmates and change her interpersonal relationships, and I feel that she is miserable and lonely like that. ”
He glanced at everyone and continued: "However, among us, there are also those who can be counted as having come over like this, and there was pain and loneliness in the past, but now when I look back, I find that it is actually nothing. Everyone wants to be understood by each other, but to some extent we are helpless about it, as long as there is communication, such things cannot be avoided at all, and the time is only sooner or later.
Doesn't it feel cruel? Moreover, we are a ministry activity, and our purpose is to let her improve herself and learn methods, which is what everyone needs to consider, instead of thinking about how to break the relationship around her now, only helping her solve problems but not teaching feasible methods, it is better to ignore nothing now, which is not so cruel to her.
gave her hope, but nothing changed in the end. There is one sentence that doesn't tell the whole story, but sometimes it fits well in some ways. Either vulgar or lonely. ”
In the end, he ended the remarks with a panacea: "Of course, I just say according to my own understanding, no one knows whether I am doing the right thing or not, I just lean in this direction. ”
"I feel like Takeshita-kun, you are talking about the future society and the situation of things you may encounter after leaving school, really, it's a little cruel...... "Is this the reason why you received her attention, Hayato Hayama had a calm face, maybe he didn't come up with something that worked, or something else.
"Well, it's the first time I've seen Takeshita like this, nay, Xiaoxue?" Yuhihama whispered and talked to the snow, but at this time everyone was not very far away, and it was very quiet, and Yuhihama's words could be heard one after another.
"No, I've often heard him say things like this, and he said it in the ministry room, but you didn't notice it." Yukishita replied to Yubihama's words.
Are you sure he said it, I don't remember it?
"Then you mean that people's growth is to go through one thing after another, this is what they will face in the process of growing up, no one can only encounter one troublesome thing, and not every time someone can help her. So is it the right way to do it on your own? Under the snow tried to summarize his speech.
That's pretty much what it means, but sometimes you can rely on someone else. Mainly because we will go back tomorrow, just tonight and one night, after going back in different schools and different circles, we can help very little, and rushing to help may do bad things. ”
Looking at Hayama and they were all thinking, Takeshita Bingmi tried to lighten up the atmosphere. "Ha, you don't have to think so much, what I said is just my own thoughts, I can only use it as a reference, if I don't agree with it, I will say nonsense, and then we will think of other ways together."