"Yingyue, today's matter, don't you open your mouth to the outside, understand?"

"The slave and maid understand that the slave and maid will not tell anyone about the princess's visit to this hospital today......! The slave didn't understand, the princess is fine, why did she suddenly come to this medical hall? These medicines ......? Could it be that the princess, your body ......?"

Qin Muyao smiled bitterly, hiding a certain emotion in her eyes, "Of course, the purpose of opening a medical hall is to make money and money, even if someone who is not sick comes to see a doctor, he can find out a lot of problems for you!

Ying Yue seemed to be stunned, and she wanted to say something but she didn't have time to speak.

Qin Muyao's words came again, "This medicine can't be wasted!"

but there was a secret bitterness in my heart.

She believed in the doctor!!

And...... It took three months to travel from Chu to Northern Desert. It took another two months to return to Yucheng from the Northern Desert. And when I returned to Yucheng, it was nearly a year since I left Yucheng. From the day I came back to the present, another half a year has passed, during which I have spent a late autumn and a long and cold winter, and ...... The following year, the spring flowers bloomed, from the spring of March, and then to the current Lichun May......

It's been so long......

yes! It's been so long......

If she is a woman with an intact body, how can she be with her husband almost every day and night for such a long time, and there is no movement?

So, how can she not let her doubt whether something is wrong with her body......

And today's trip just confirmed this!

It confirmed what she had vaguely guessed and worried about! If not, why would she come to this medical center? Although she was very reluctant to accept this confirmed reality, this was the reality, and she did not want to accept it, and she had to accept it!

Qin Muyao raised her hand with drunken eyes and pointed at it, and laughed miserably, "God, you fooled me, it's very happy, it's fun, right?"

"Why did you take away what I care about, and make me so miserable? You just took my life too!"

"Why did you leave me alive and let me taste the pain again and again, why? Why?

With a "snap", the wine jar in his hand was slammed down, and the ground was torn apart, and the remaining wine was sprinkled on the tiles, and the subtle sound of running water was clearly visible.

An ink shadow flashed, "When will this king allow you to drink again?"

When Qin Muyao heard this, she turned around to look, but her body was under the drunkenness, she staggered, and a pair of powerful arms supported her steadily.

She smiled, her eyes glazed over.

"Cheng Lianjin ......"

She raised her hand and brushed his cheek.

"Do you remember what I said to you when I first married you?......

"You're drunk, this king will take you back to rest!"

"I don't want it!" she roared hysterically, tears streaming down her eyes.

He paused, just held her up, and looked at her.

She smiled sadly, her eyes were confused, but she was still soaking in water, and continued to flick his cheeks, "I told you that as soon as I was born, a strange omen fell from the sky, and I also told you that the priest divined the fortune for me, saying that my life is hard, and I will marry a husband ......in the future."

"Hehehe...... I thought these were all nonsense I made up, I thought it was! But now it seems that it is not my nonsense, but it is true!"

"This king will not allow you to talk nonsense!"

She shook her head, "Cheng Lianjin, since I married you, how could I have lived the life that husband and wife should live like other couples?"

"Hehehe...... Looking back now, I really did as I said at the beginning, my life was damn hard, and I still married Fukefu......"

“...... Sorry ......"

"That's enough! This king doesn't want to listen to your nonsense anymore!"

"Cheng Lianjin, am I wrong? If you didn't marry me, but any other woman, you are now, there are probably several little princes and little county lords!"

"And I, what did I give you?"

"Hehehehe...... But that's not the worst!"

"What's worse, I couldn't give it to you before, and I still can't give it to you in the future!"

She stepped away from his arm and staggered around.

Raising his head, his eyes were filled with water, blurry and rippling, "Cheng Lianjin, let's leave!"

"I take back my previous promise to you, and I will never leave anything, life and death...... In the face of reality, it is simply an unrealistic and foolish dream!"

"You can also go and find other women, how many women you want, how many children you want for you,...... It's all your freedom, and it's in this world, like you men should be."

Cheng Lianjin's eyes flashed with a dark light, raised his hand and pointed at her acupoint, and picked her up horizontally.

Like the eyes of the stars in the dark night, there is a hint of anger, "This king has told you a few times, you are not allowed to talk nonsense!"

The words fell, from the top of the roof, flew and jumped down.

Inside, the candles flickered.

Qin Muyao was laid flat on the couch, covered with a brocade quilt.

Maybe it was under the drunkenness, even if the acupuncture points were removed, it still couldn't withstand the strong drunkenness and collapsed, and fell asleep.

The whole room is filled with an oppressive atmosphere.

Depressed to the point of almost suffocation.

"Say, where did the princess go today, who did she come into contact with, and why did the princess suddenly get stimulated?"

Yingyue knelt on the ground, trembling all over her body under the pressure of this oppressive atmosphere.

"Go back, go back to the prince, the princess went to a hospital today......"

The latter words will be confessed to everything she knows and sees with her, including a moment of conflict between the princess and the doctor in front of the consultation table.

In the end, all the medicines that were caught were also presented.

Next.

Mo Liang sent the medicine back to tell him what he had investigated, and everything was true as Yingyue said, but the princess also hid something from Yingyue, and Yingyue didn't know the truth of the matter.

Cheng Lianjin's whole body was gloomy, his fists under his cuffs creaked, and his knuckles were white.

No wonder, no wonder she suddenly drank so much last night that she would suddenly say that to him.

Splendid Pavilion.

Qin Muyao drank heavily and fell asleep all night, and finally woke up at noon the next day.

When I woke up, my head hurt so much that I almost cracked.

Yingyue came over with a light lunch, "Princess, are you awake?"

"Yingyue, did I do something again last night......?

Qin Muyao shook her head, and her intuition was that there were many chaotic and chaotic pictures flashing in her mind, but she couldn't piece them together.

"Princess, you went up to the roof last night to drink, and the slave and maid didn't persuade the princess to come down! In the end, the princess sent the princess down......

Qin Muyao's heart palpitated, of course she remembered drinking, and the depression in her heart couldn't be resolved, so she went to the roof and drank heavily.

But I don't know... Was he the one who sent her back from the rooftop?

The chaos flashed, yes, yes! It seemed that he was indeed the one who sent him back......

It seems that she also said a lot to him, and she couldn't remember what she said.

But the pain in my heart twitched and twitched......

Yingyue came over to help her, "Princess, let's eat first! There is a bowl of decanting soup here, which was specially ordered by the prince, just wait for the princess to wake up and drink it! Then eat some light food!"

"Oh...... Good ......"

Qin Muyao put a pair of silk shoes on her feet, and she didn't change her clothes, but just put a layer of light coat on her shoulders.

Come to the table and sit down.

Yingyue held the bowl of sobering soup with both hands and handed it to her, "Princess, drink this bowl of soup first!"

"Good ......"

Qin Muyao was surprisingly docile, took the bowl of soup with both hands, and did not drink it slowly with a spoon, but raised her head and poured it into her throat with "Goo Dong, Goo Dong".

Out of the corner of his eye, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of a wooden rocking horse and a small baby couch placed in the corner of the house......

An unspeakable pain surged in my heart......

"This princess has a terrible headache, I don't want to make a fuss around her, take it with me!"

“...... Yes, Princess!"

Yingyue had no choice but to accept the order, holding the small snowball in her arms, turning around and stepping out of the door.

Seeing Yingyue leave the courtyard gate of the Splendid Pavilion, Qin Muyao's eyes were gloomy, and she closed the door left and right, and bolted it.

Turn around, lean back against the door panel, lean, and slide slowly......

Silent tear stains, overflowing from the corners of the eyes......

With a blurred vision, he turned to look at the wooden rocking horse placed in the corner, raised his steps, and walked away......

On that day, she shut herself in the house, and without stepping a single step, she knelt beside the wooden rocking horse and the baby couch, silently and softly......

But at some point, another figure stood outside the door for a long time, for a long time......

The figure was dressed in ink, slender and tall......

Now, she has undoubtedly sentenced herself to death, and she can't give him what he wants.

And she will never be able to get out of the shadow in her heart.

Also let her how to deal with him... Spend the rest of your life together in peace?

She is not a tolerant person, and she is a person who can't rub a grain of sand in her eyes!

She loves him, and she wants to dominate him!

But she monopolized him, but what could she give him?

The final result can only be my own growing guilt.

Scold......

"Hopeless" is not exactly, "basically hopeless"?

Now even she wants to have a child of her own, which has become a luxury......

For a woman, it is a devastating blow to her life!

Perhaps, if she hadn't experienced the joy and emotion of being a mother-to-be, she wouldn't have been so gloomy.

After all, she also thought that there was no drag on the chic, incomparable!

But the problem is, she's experienced it, she's experienced that emotion! that magical, divine ......

A small life takes root and grows slowly in its own body......

However, he only took root and sprouted, and before he could grow up, she lost him......

The kind of heart-wrenching pain that only those who have experienced it will understand......

Before he had time to take a look at the world, he had not yet had time to let her see him, and he became a wisp of dead soul.

Scold......

Maybe God is punishing her!

She is not a qualified mother, she did not guard her child well, let her first child become a wisp of revenant, she is not qualified to have a second child.

Not eligible!

But is it her fault again, and from whom should she ask for this debt when she is in agony......

In the end, it was only her who was wrong, and she was the one who was punished by God!

Is this punishment only punishing her?

In the whole world, she is left with him, her husband, her husband.

Her punishment will also be upon him!

Why? She should be punished by two people?

She is the only one who suffers, and that's enough!

On that day, she was inside the house, and he was outside.

She was guarding the wooden rocking horse and the baby couch beside her, and all she thought about was the child he had never met before.

And he was guarding her outside the house.

The sun went and set in the west, and night fell, and the next day's dawn shone brightly.

The closed door is still shut.

Finally, he knocked on the door.